Title: Emotionless

Author: Hotaru/Zorbazura001

Fandom: Bleach

Characters: Ulquiorra, Aizen, Grimmjow, mentionings of Findor and Ggio

Pairings: onesided Ulquiorra/Grimmjow, mentionings of Findor/Ggio

Rating: T

Warnings: none, really

Summary: "He could never be with Grimmjow, even though he loved the sexta Espada so much it hurt"

A/N: Random fic written late last night, hence; it might not make sense.

Emotionless

Because he was Aizen-sama's pawn, and could do nothing but obey him, he could never be with Grimmjow. Even though he loved the sexta Espada so much that it hurt.

He never showed it, never told anyone, could not do so. But still, Aizen-sama knew.

How he had found out was a mystery, even to Ulquiorra. But he knew. And he was not afraid to use it to his advantage, to Ulquiorra's disadvantage.

And just knowing that Aizen-sama used him, because of his unrealistic love for Grimmjow, med it hurt so much more.

Because Aizen-sama would never let him be with Grimmjow.

Because Aizen-sama had that weird policy that they weren't allowed to "mate".

That was the word Aizen-sama had used, when the relationship between Findor and Ggio had been found out about.

"Mate"

Like they were nothing but animals, who did not feel any emotions.

That was why Ulquiorra really made himself emotionless.

That was only on the outside, though.

On the inside, he was in a turmoil, and desperately tried to find a way to be able to really love the sexta.

But whatever, Grimmjow would never return those feelings anyway...

Still, every time he managed to make the taller Espada mad at him, he was happy, because at least then, Grimmjow talked to him, even if it was in a fit of rage.