I know that I have other stories that I need to work on but I like rape stories and there aren't enough. This was what Taken was going to originally be but then I wanted to add Ghost and... it turned out to be different then what I wanted. So, I wrote this. I got bored with out having a rape story to write about so... I wrote this. It was either that or have Viper steal Max back in Taken. This has nothing to do with Taken though except for rape.

Save Me From Myself

Chapter 1

It was quiet now, quiet. So quiet. I like it better that way. I hurt everywhere but I got used to that four years ago. When I was first taken here, I was afraid and scare. Now… Well, I'm still afraid and scared at times but I know what he wants. I know not to fight back. It's not worth it. If I do, then all he does is hurt me. Well, he hurts me anyways but it's worse if I fight back.

I'm on the bed. The bed where he was only seconds ago. Or was it minutes? Hours? I don't know anymore. It doesn't matter. I'm stuck here for the rest of my life. They don't care about me anymore. They can't. They haven't found me in four years! They had to have stopped looking, stopped caring. I don't care. I don't need them! I don't need anybody! I'll never need anybody again. I don't need Angel or Iggy, and never need Gazzy. And never once in my life have I needed Fang! They don't need me so I don't need me.

"Hi Max." The door opened revealing the new version of Erasers. He was white with red lines running down his legs. The new Erasers were about ten times as strong as the old ones. "How are you?"

I said nothing. He glared at me, and stalked towards me. He slapped me across the face, hard. The old me would have fought back. The old me would have some sarcastic remark. Just so you know, the old me is gone. Not just gone, but dead. It's dead and unlike Jesus, the old me will never raise again.

"I said how are you." He repeated.

Again I said nothing. I sometimes went days with out speaking. He slapped me again. It probably hurt but I didn't feel it. Over the past year, I have been able to ignore most pains. He knew this but he also knew that after a while, the feeling would kick back in. I was expecting him to hit me again but he just smiled.

"You must not be answering me because I upset you. Did I upset you? I'm sorry my love." He leaned so close to my face that our lips were practically touching. "Let me fix that problem."

His lips touched mine, and as always, I pretended that they weren't his. I hate Fang and the others for not finding me but… I picture Fang. He's the only one that I ever want to kiss me, to hold me, to… do what Saber is doing to me now. Yes, his name is Saber. He leads all the experiments at the School. When he was told about me, he sent a group of Erasers after me. I was 15 then. Fang and I had just gotten back from a date. Fang fought for me and yet, I was captured. I had hope that he would find me. The first few nights that Saber… claimed me, I prayed to the god that I don't even believe in that Fang would find me. He didn't. Now, four years later, here I am.

Fang's POV

I leaned against the tree. We, the flock, minus Max, were out in a forest, looking for our lost flock member. Iggy started a small fire while Angel and Nudge laid out on the ground. Gasman sat next to Iggy, watching him. I sighed, trying hard not to think about Max. Every chance I got, I was looking for her. Every off day, I was out trying to search the land for her. I can still hear her voice in my head, calling for me. She called for ME! But I couldn't get to her. They took her from me. I lost her.

"Fang!" Iggy yelled causing me to look up.

"Yeah?"

"I asked how many hot dogs you want."

"None. Not hungry." I told him.

"You have to eat Fang." Nudge reasoned. "You didn't eat breakfast either."

I shrugged. "Wasn't hungry then."

"Fang-"

"I said I wasn't hungry so shut up about it!" I snapped.

They all got quiet. They should know by now that I don't want to talk to them! I love them but I need to think about where Max is. I don't have time for their worthless arguing. I'll eat when I want to eat. Sighing, I went over to my bag and grabbed it.

"I'll be back!' I called over my shoulder as I walked away.

I went far enough so that they couldn't see nor hear me. I sat down and opened the bag and pulled out my journal. No, it's not a diary! I write down where we are and how farther we have to go to get to our destination. It takes my mind after Max. I wrote down how many stops the flock had to take to get here and then compared it to others. They were getting lazy. It was taking longer to go certain distances. It would be easier to go find her my self but I can't leave them. What if they're captured while I'm away?

I sighed, leaning back. I thought back to the day they took Max. We had gone to a carnival just me and her. I made the flock go somewhere else. I wanted to be alone. We had a great time. I even won her this stuffed animal. She said that it was sexist for me to think that I should do that so she won me one too. I still have both of them in my room. Yes I said my room. Before they took Max, we were staying at random hotels. However, once they took her, Jeb showed up as few days later. He bought us a house. A big house. It was nice. It had enough rooms for all of us, including Max, and two extra ones. There was a pool and a huge yard. We never use the pool though. We don't use the PS3, Wii, or X-Box Jeb bought us. He got us all stereos and TVs but we don't use them a lot either. We can't even think about having fun while Max is gone… maybe even dead. God I don't know what I'd do if I found out she was dead.

I sighed, standing. I put the journal back in the bag and re-zipped it. I picked it up and walked back to where the flock was. The looked at me questioningly, as the always did, but I said nothing. I sat down and watched them eat.

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