ALONE
I always knew that I was different
Even now I can feel myself drifting
I do not understand any of this, nor
Why I'm plunging into this dark abyss
I can't even look at my family anymore
When they try to talk to me I walk right out the door
I'm to young to tell,
Is my life a living hell?
It's so unfair,
He knows I'm scared.
No, it's not he
It's just me
I know it's to late
But is there anyway I can change my fate?
I'm only eleven,
I'm not ready to go to heaven
Will I ever see dawn?
Or am I forever to be Kur's pawn
I'm losing sight of my light.
Every time I go to bed I see his face, my face
Inside my head.
I haven't slept in days,
I yell at anyone who gets in my way
My soul seeps deeper into darkness
I'm becoming more and more heartless
I have lost the light
It is no longer in my sight
It won't be long before everyone I love is gone.
I used to be known as Zak,
Everyone used to watch my back
But now I'm alone and that's that.