DISCLAIMER: I do not own SWAC

first fanfic!!! A little drabble.

Italics: Memories

My mind was racing in circles as I got to the hallway. The paper in my hand barely weighed anything, but it already felt like a billion pounds in my hands. My blood was pounding in my ears. My stomach was going queasy and I didn't know what to do. It had to be done. It had to.

"Why didn't you answer your phone?" I questioned.

"Because I didn't have it on me."

"Nonsense, you ALWAYS have it on you." I starred into his icy blue eyes and I saw it. It was just a flicker of emotion, of truth, but I got the momentem from that flicker to say it. "A girl, you were with a girl."

"So? She was just a girl, Sonny." Another flicker, no. She wasn't just a girl.

"You kissed her." It wasn't a question, but a statement. He didn't move. "Oh? You did more?"

He again stood still. "Who was it, Chad?"

His eyes closed. "Tawni."

I starred at him in disbelief. No, Tawni wouldn't do this to me. She was one of my best friends. She wouldn't. "Liar."

His eyes were filled with pain when he looked back up at me. "I wish."

My heart stopped. He wasn't lying. I turned away from him and ran, refusing to let him see me cry.f

"Tawni! Why did you do this! Why did you let him kiss you!?" I was crying now.

"It was mutual!" she screamed at me. She then paused, looked up at me, and began filing her nails again. "Why are you crying, it's not a big deal."

"I loved him, and you RUINED IT. It IS a big deal."

"Doll," she said, putting her hand on my shoulder. "Once a cheater, always a cheater."

I stared at her and growled. "Don't. Touch. Me."

I ran away from her then, and sighed. No. This wasn't happening.

I let the tears fall, and fall. My body crumpled up into a ball. I looked over to the side, and fell asleep.

.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

"I hate you!" I screamed.

"Your only making this worse!" he shouted back.

"You started it to begin with, I can't believe you! I thought, I thought you loved me!"

"Yes, Sonny, I was so MADLY in love with you I decided to cheat on you." His sarcasm cut me like a knife, my eyes brimmed up with tears and his eyes bulged out.

"N-No Sonny that's not what I meant!" He seemed truly sorry, but it was too late now. My mind was already gone.

I walked over to Chad's dressing room and placed the note outside his door. I closed my eyes and walked to the bathroom. I plugged the hairdryer in on a plug next to the bath on the "emergency bath" of So Random! This was an emergency. I flipped the switch and watched the warm water fill up the tub on full blast.

I stepped in the tub with my clothes on and dropped the hair dryer. I felt myself slip.

Dear Chad,

I will always love you. Always. I can't wait to see you eventually, but we will be apart for a while. By the time you read this I will be gone. Long gone. I hope you still love me, I hope you were lying.

This is Where It Ends.

Love Always,

Sonny

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