Teen X Girl

Arguement

Chapter 1

Note: Just so everyone and everybody knows, i'm doing this story from Raven's Point-Of-View. The reaseon you may ask? Well the thing is that she's the main character in this story so it's only fair if our young heroine tells everyone and everybody what happens. Right? I'm I right? Well I'll let you guys decide and tell me what you think about it while I tell the story. Or should I say Raven to be exact. Well now, enjoy!

(Titans Tower/Raven's Room)

I was sitting on my bed in my bedroom in Titans Tower. It was pouring outside and it was almost a quarter to 9. with nothing else to do (or so I figured and thought to myself) I decided to read a book. I loved to read and so i got up, walked over too my bookshelf, and scanned through my books. I scanned until I came across a good book. i took it out and looked at the cover of it.

'Sleeping Beauty'

"This might be a good book to read." I thought to myself.

So I walked back over too my bed, sat down on it, got comfortable, and then opened the book and began to read it. At first it was just one of those plain 'Once Upon a Time...' books that I then thought was kind of dumb, but then as I read some more of it, I was enjoying this story. It was a story about magic, fairie, an evil sorcerress, a kingdom, and a beautiful princess. I began to picture the image of this story in my head and I imagined myself as the fair Princess Arora. I could almost see myself as a princess, but then I thought that I wasn't that beautiful like StarFire or any of the other Titan girls. I soon stopped reading and imagining things and then just closed the book.

"Just because I'm not beautiful doesn't mean I can't try and make myself beautiful." I thought to myself as I got up and walked over too my mirrior.

I looked long and hard at my reflection and then began to think about how I was going to do this.

"Maybe I could try dyeing my hair? Or I could try a new look? Maybe get the other girls to come over and help out? StarFire has been learning some new hairstyles that I could get her to do on my hair. I guess it all depends on your personality now." I thought to myself as I touched the mirrior and then brought my head down in shame and defeat.

It wasn't totally easy for me. I mean, I kept all of my emotions inside of me and I was like a goth chick. I loved to wear black and blue, but that was about it. I never wore a dress or a skirt, so maybe I should try something like that. I walked over too my closet, opened the door, and there my clothes were revealed right in front of me. I looked hard at my outfits, and the scanned through it all.

"Maybe if I took one of these outfits and then did a few things, then maybe it'd make me look different?" I thought to myself as I pulled out one of my outfits and then brought it over too my bed.

I placed it down onto my bed, and then looked hard at that particular outfit for a while. Suddenly, I heard a knock on my front door. So I stopped what I was doing and went too my door to answered it. I opened my door and there stood Beast Boy.

"Hey Raven." He said to me.

"Uh...Hi there Beast Boy." I responded to him.

"Raven the rest of us were going to watch a movie and so I thought that maybe, you'd want to join us?" Beast Boy told me and I looked at him with a blank face.

I could feel my body suddenly heating up and I had to put up my hood over my face. The reason? Because I was starting to blush and I didn't want Beast Boy to see me doing so. Secretley, I had a huge crush on Beast Boy, but I didn't want him to find out about it. YET. So I had to keep my cool and then I looked at him again.

"So...is that a yes or a no?" He asked me.

"Huh? Oh uh...well...I was sort of...well it's just...well I was going to..." Was all I could say; but for some reason I couldn't get the rest of the word that I was going to say out of my mouth.

"Aw come on?!" Started Beast Boy raisining his arm up to the ceiling.

"What? What's wrong?" I asked him.

"It's just that...well...you always have to have an excuse to thing so that way you don't have to get involved in having fun." Beast Boy told me and I was shocked.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked him sounding a bit annoyed.

"Aw come on like you don't know?" He said to me.

"Well tell me then." I said.

"Well isn't it obvious Raven? You never want to have an fun like the rest of us. You just mostly either stay in your room, read books all day, or just do your meditation thing. I mean it's like you'll do anything just to get away from us." Beast Boy explained to me and that got me a bit angry.

"Okay so I don't really do that much with the team, but that doesn't mean I try to avoid them whenever I can." I thought to myself and then I said this to Beast Boy.

"You got a point here?" I asked him putting my hands on my hips.

"Yeah I do." He said.

Then there was silence from the both of us. So i decided to break the silence and say something to him.

"Well? What is it then?" I asked him.

"My point is that you need to have fun once in a while. I mean you can't just sit around like you've got nothing to do. Its almost as if you don't even have a life Raven." Beast Boy explained to me and I just stared at him with a blank expression on my face.

"And you know what else?" Beast Boy asked me.

"Oh brother. Like I need to hear more." I thought to myself as I then rolled my eyes.

"You act as though there's nothing good in life and you don't even bother to show any emotions." He told me pointing his hands at me.

"I mean, who keeps their emotions all bottled up like that anyway? Oh wait. that's right, you do!" He told me and now I was getting angry.

"Plus, you look like the walking dead a bit. You think you could wear something other then black and blue for once in your life?!" He cried out at me as I clunched my fist with rage.

"And do you think that maybe if you wanted to go around all creepy looking you'd do that for Halloween or something? I mean can't you do anything else in or with your life?!" Beast Boy explained to me and then I took matters into my own hands.

"Now you listen to me okay?!" I cried out and started wiith him.

"I may not be very athletic; I may not have a different taste in fashion; I may not do much of anything else; and I may be a creep of the walking undead; but that doesn't mean that you can come up to me and then say those things to my face!" I explained to him while pointing and poking at his chest.

"I have feelings to you know, but I can't show them." i told him while pointing at myself.

"And why's that Raven? Huh? Do you want to be like this for the rest of your life?!" Beast Boy asked me as I felt tears coming out of my eyes.

"Well...Do you or not?!" He shouted out at me and then I did this.

"No I don't! But why can't you understand me?!" I cried out at him as tears fell from my eyes and I then slammed the door.

I leaned my back against the door and then slowly fell down too the ground. I could still hear Beast Boy out there once I got onto the floor. Before he left, I heard him say a few more things.

"Well maybe I don't really understand you! And maybe I don't want to! You want to know why?!" He cried out.

"Please...don't tell me anymore Beast Boy. Please?" I thought to myself putting my hands on my heart and letting the tears fall down my face.

"It's because you never want anyone to help you! You don't let anyone come into your life! Plus, you're a big creep who I hate and always will hate to!" He cried out and I heard his footsteps storm away from my door.

Then I burried my face into my arms and legs as I cried away.

"How could he say those things to me? Why would he do something like that to me?" I thought to myself as I lifted my head up and then looked around my room.

"If that's the way he feels about me then fine!" I thought to myself as I got onto my feet, walked over to my desk, took out some paper and a pencil, and then wrote down a note too my teammates.

Once I was done, I went into my closet and pulled out a bag. I unzippered it and then used my powers to pack up my things. I packed up everything that I was going to need and the when I was all done, I zipped up my bag. I wasn't going to stand for this stuff any longer. So, I was leaving the Teen Titans. Forever. I took out my communicator, and destroyed it. There was a small explotion, but I didn't care about that. Then I focused on my friends communicators and shut them all off. Once they found out about me leaving, they'd try to find me. So I wasn't going to let that happen now. Once I was done, I put my bag over my shoulder, opened my window, and then flew out of my room.

As I started to fly away from Titans Tower I took one last look at it. I could feel the tears falling down my eyes again, but I just ignored it and then I flew off into the rain.

"Maybe somewhere out there, there are people who understand me and what I'm going through. Hopefully they won't think of me as a creep." I thought to myself as I flew into the rainy skies and away from my old home.

Well that's it.

That was the first chapter of Teen X Girl.

I hope you all liked it and will send me reviews and commets about this story and chapter.