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Here is another fic, I've been writing a lot lately. This is another SongFic. This one uses "Cat and Mouse" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

There are apparently two different versions of this song so if you like to listen to the song as you read a SongFic then you could go to youtube and copy and paste this into the search bar:

cat and mouse JeNzDbK. it will be the first choice. sorry for the inconvenience (That may be spelled wrong)

I know it may be kind of a stretch as far as the song is concerned but I did my best to make it fit. I guess we'll have to wait and see… so I give you chapter 1 of, Death Love and Life, "iNeed You to Live" please read review and enjoy. Thank you

iNeed You to Live

She surveys her surroundings. I've always hated hospitals, the food is terrible. But for the first time in a very long time food isn't really on her mind. Her eyes fall to the hospital bed and she stares at the brown haired boy as he lies in a coma. All she can remember is the bright light that was coming toward her then she was pushed to the sidewalk.

"Why'd you do it Freddie?" She asks herself as a tear falls down her face. She thinks of the whole situation and how it started.

Softly we tremble tonight
picture perfect fading smiles
are all that's left in sight
I said I'd never leave and you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

She had heard that if you talk to a person who is in a coma it might help their recovery. At this point she would have done anything. She began to speak to him. "I've never forgotten that night on the fire escape." She strokes his hair. "I've tried to get that smile to fade away from my memory but it is always there. That night, you told me that our friendship wouldn't change. You said that you wanted me to stay the way I was. You said everything would stay the same between us…" she wipes a stray tear from her cheek, "…but I don't like it… because I'm struggling to stay the way I was but you keep changing… you keep doing things that you wouldn't normally do."

Am I supposed to be happy
when all I ever wanted
It comes with a Price

"I even remember that argument that we had. It was the only one where you actually left." She cracks a small remorseful smile, "When you left I thought that I had finally gotten what I wanted. I thought that you had finally left me alone for good." She clinches his bed sheets and tenses her shoulders. "But after a while it felt like a part of me was missing. I wasn't able to fill the space that you left… I didn't even know that you had a space." She relaxes her shoulders. "I realized that, the price that I had to pay didn't match the reward." She smiles down at him.

Am I supposed to be happy
when All I ever wanted
It comes with a price
You said, You said that you would die for me

"When I found you we ended up in another argument." She shakes her head slowly from left to right in disbelief, "I barely remember what happened. I remember bright lights. I remember hearing your voice when you called me, and then a crash." She runs a hand through her hair as another tear falls, "and now you're here."

We made plans to grow old
believe me there was truth
In all the stories that I told
lost in a simple game
cat and mouse are we the same
People as before this came to light

A couple of hours have passed. She texted Carly as soon as she found out Freddie's condition but she was visiting her grandfather so she wouldn't be there for a while. She sits in the chair by the window. Why couldn't I just tell him? She looks out of the window. I could always imagine us, me and him, Sam and Freddie, happy together. It would just feel more and more real every time I would think about it.

She hears something and looks over at Freddie hoping that he was the source of the noise. Sadly he looks the same and she figures that it must've been something else. She turns her attention back to the window. But we always ended up playing the same game over and over again. It was always just another argument.

She rises and walks back to his bed. He looks as if he is sleeping. He looks as if he is dreaming. How could he look so peaceful? I promise you Freddie that if you wake up I will change. No more of the hidden feelings and no more lost time. Just please wake up. She runs a finger down his arm. "Please wake up."

Am I supposed to be happy
when all I ever wanted
It comes with a Price
Am I supposed to be happy
when All I ever wanted
It comes with a price
You said, You said that you would die for me

She looks at his motionless body as more and more of the argument that had him in the hospital flooded back to her memory. "You told me that you loved me. I've always wanted someone, besides my family, to feel that way about me. You told me that you would do anything for me; you told me that you have always been going out of your way to make me feel better about whatever I was feeling bad about." She allows a small smile to grace her face and it disappears just as quickly as it appears. "But the fact that it was you telling me this; that it was you feeling this way; it had me confused. I don't like being confused so it turned into anger." the tears start to run again. "I just needed time to think, but I was frustrated and I didn't even see the car coming when I stepped into the street. Then you pushed me out of the way and I heard a crash and saw you lying there. I thought that you were already dead."

You must live for me too
for me too
Yeah, Yeah
You said that you would die for me

"When they brought you here they said that you were alive and that there was a chance that you could live." She smiles at the thought that he would live, "You've got to keep living, Freddie." She starts to cry as if it's her last chance to get Freddie to wake up. "You have to live for your mom; you have to live for Spencer, for the web show, for Carly…" She is almost screaming at this point, "You have to live for me Freddie; wake up for me!" She collapses onto his chest. "I know that you would die for me… but I need you to live for me, Freddie… I love you." She looks at him expectantly as if she knew something was about to happen.

Am I supposed to be happy
when all I ever wanted
It comes with a Price
Am I supposed to be happy
when All I ever wanted
It comes with a price
You said, You said that you would die for me

She feels a warm sensation surging through her body. Her entire body becomes tense. Just as quickly as she felt it; the feeling was gone. She looks around, startled, and sees Freddie's eyes open. His deep brown eyes meet with her electric blue ones. Freddie smiles and she smiles back at him. Then his eyes close and Sam's smile fades as she can hear the sound of his heart monitor flat lining.

The doctors come rushing into the room. Sam starts to panic and she wishes that she could do something… anything to help Freddie. Realizing how helpless she is she starts to break down and the nurses console her and usher her out of the room. Carly is just arriving and Sam cries into her shoulder and she leads her to the waiting room.

They sit in the waiting room and Sam has her head in Carly's lap. Only one thought runs through her mind. He said that he would do anything for me… he proved that he would die for me. The doctor comes in the room and looks at the two girls sitting in the room

Sam is up immediately "Tell me doc…" she says through a broken voice, "is he okay?"

Well there you have it. I know I kinda left you guys hangin but don't fret. I will be uploading the second part soon (Probably a few days later or over the next weekend). I wanna see what you guys think of this one first. I kinda felt like I rushed this one but when I read it over I can't find anything that I want to change so give me your thoughts. I would also like to know if I made any mistakes.

Review if you'd like (I hope you do). If not thank you for taking the time to read my humble little story. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Until my next update, Deuces
KL21