Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or it's characters.

Warnings: Slash (RL/SB), Rape, Cutting, etc.

Just Believe Me

James had just finished his potions essay when Sirius walked through the portrait hole. James saw tears on his friend's eyes and instantly got worried. Sirius never cried and James immediately thought about Remus, wondering if the werewolf was okay. If Sirius was crying it obviously involved Remus…

"Sirius what happened? Are you okay? Is Remus okay?"

"James! Remus, he…he's cheating on me." Sirius' voice was pained and he had to struggle to get the words out. He walked toward James and practically fell into James' arms, seeking any kind of comfort.

"Remus would never do that!"

"Well he did!" Sirius' throat closed up and his tears fell faster. James felt hopeless, Sirius had never cried before. He didn't know what to do, he wasn't too good with this situations.

"Why…why don't you sit and tell me what happened?" Sirius nodded and sat at the couch, trying to catch his breath. James followed and sat next to the distraught boy, placing a hand to his shoulder.

***Flashback***

Sirius was on his way to the library, he would pick Remus up, his boyfriend always stayed really late studying, and Sirius didn't like him walking back to the Gryffindor tower alone.

He was walking though the fifth floor when he saw Malfoy a feet away, kissing someone, pinning them to the wall. Sirius wasn't impressed; this wasn't something new; Malfoy was always doing these kinds of things, not caring who would see. After all, nobody could stop him, no one dared to.

He was about to choose another hallway as to not interrupt when he saw it…a familiar, beautiful mop of tawny hair…Sirius' heart seemed to stop when he realized who exactly Malfoy was kissing. That's when he saw Remus' backpack just besides them.

'It can't be Remus…he …he wouldn't do this, he loves me. ' Sirius got closer as to be sure it really wasn't Remus. He could feel his heart pounding as it was gripped by dread.

Sirius gasped when he got full view of the boy being kissed by Malfoy. It was Remus, his Remus, his boyfriend, the boy he loved…who had told Sirius he loved him back.

At that same moment Remus parted his lips, allowing Malfoy to deepen the kiss. Sirius' eyes filled with tears and he ran away, back to Gryffindor tower.

***Flashback Ends***

"I…I can't believe it, it doesn't seem like something Remus would do" James was utterly confused; he knew Remus loved Sirius, why would he cheat on him? And why with Malfoy of all people?

Sirius sat numbly in the common room, James had just gone upstairs to get the map so he was alone and he could still feel a knot on his throat as he tried to stop his pain. He suddenly started when he heard the portrait hole opening. Who could be coming back so late?

He felt anger rising as soon as he saw Remus. His clothes were disheveled and even torn in some places, it almost distracted Sirius from the fact that he had a split lip and looked like he had been crying. However, Sirius didn't have much time to think about it as he felt the distinct smell of sex coming from Remus.

He stood up and walked towards the smaller boy startling him with this movement. Remus hadn't seen Sirius until he moved and saying he was happy would have been an understatement, he knew Sirius would help him forget, he always made things better, he made Remus happy, no matter what...

"Sirius" Remus headed straight towards Sirius with a little smile.

"Where were you?" Sirius' voice was cold and it made Remus' smile disappear.

"I…I was at the…library" Remus wasn't ready to tell him, not now…not yet.

"Bullshit Remus! I saw you at the hallway with Malfoy!" Sirius was so mad, so hurt he had forgotten all about getting Remus' side of the story, now he just wanted to yell at Remus for hurting him.

"I…I-" So he had actually seen Sirius? Then… why didn't he help Remus?

"Save it! I saw you kissing him!" Remus started shaking, unable to think about anything beyond Sirius' angry face and harsh voice.

"Sirius…I wasn't kissing him, he, he was-"

"How dare you lie to me, did you lie all the time?"

"No, Sirius, listen to me!" Remus tried to reach for Sirius but the taller boy just moved back a step.

"Why should I? You're just a liar!" Sirius' looked at him with a tint of disgust and it made Remus' heart crack a bit.

"Shut up! Please let me explain it to you!" Remus desperately tried to think of a way to tell Sirius everything, but his head was a mess. He couldn't think straight and he felt dizzy, he tried to ignore the small flashbacks but it seemed impossible, and it just made his throat close up painfully.

"Explain what? That you love Malfoy now?!"

"No! Shut up! Just shut up!" Remus was crying now, why couldn't Sirius understand he hadn't meant to kiss Malfoy, he didn't mean any of it to happen.

"So now you're his little whore? You disgust me!" Sirius didn't even know what he was saying, he was so mad.

"No! Sirius-" Remus was cut of by Sirius again

"You know what?! I was lying too! I don't love you, I never have! And I never will!" Remus looked away, he didn't want to see if this was really happening. He tried to force himself to ignore the words but they still managed to sink into his heart.

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP!" Remus didn't want to listen anymore, he just wanted Sirius to hug him and help him forget. He wanted to push Sirius away, he wanted to make him stop talking, but most of all he wanted Sirius to hold him and run his fingers through his hair like he did after his transformations.

"I only wanted to sleep with you…wanted to try it with a werewolf…but now I don't even want that! How could I even-"

"Shut up! I hate you!"

*Slap*

The sound echoed through the whole room.

Remus' lip quivered. A tear fell. Sirius took a step back, stunned.

Sirius had slapped Remus so hard he had left a red imprint of his hand on the smaller boy's pale skin.

Remus' hand rose to touch his aching cheek, more tears fell and he ran out of the room, Sirius watching him run away…