I see the betrayal
In your eyes
Every time we're
In the same room
You ignore me
And turn your face away
It pains me
More than I expected
I guess
I became too used
To your bright attention
It makes me wonder
If I could have
Made another choice
But don't forget
That we're just pawns
In this vast
Ongoing
Tiring
Game.
I have no part of this
The jester's game
Has finished
I have not freed you
Or your beloved
As I had promised
Myself
I would do.
I wish I had the ability
To make you
Happy
To see you
Smile
You're far too kind to me.
I don't know
Exactly
When I fell for you
I supposed I
Was curious
In the beginning
You were beautiful.
But
A fool
Such as I
Deserves no one.