Why?[One-shot]

-dusk lockheart-

He hated it, but then again, he hated everything. So what made this different? I actually cared for her, that's what the difference is. Was this all just fake? If so, then he didn't know what he would. How was it possible for her to simply just forget about him? Was he that useless? What made him different from himself? They were basically the exact same person, just a bit altered from each other. Altered, but the same.

Sora. Sora, that's what his name was. The letters may have been mixed up, but in the end, if you add an X in there, you would get Roxas. That, in a simple way, showed that Sora and Roxas were the same, but different... if that made any sense. So why was it, that she liked Sora? Why not him? Was it destiny? But then why would destiny chose to have created him as well?

Besides, isn't she just another shadow like him? Wasn't it perfect that the two were suppose to be together? Were they not destined to be together? In that moment he thought no. Roxas was furious even if he knew he could not be, and never be. He didn't have a heart, and he had no emotions. So why was it that he felt her? Why was it that he felt the connection they had? But that didn't truly mattered to him. What mattered was why she didn't feel the same connection.

Roxas did reason that since she was a nobody like himself, she possibly did not have feelings. That was, until Sora came along. Within Castle Oblivion, Roxas saw the look in her eyes, he saw how she felt with Sora. And it certainly wasn't the way she look at him.

So why? Why? Why did he feel like this? He was a nobody, something that shouldn't exist, but still manages to. He shouldn't be able to feel. He doesn't want to feel. What could make him numb to the feelings in his mind and chest? What could make numb to the world?

Roxas knew nobodies could die. Not by heartless, and not by other nobodies, but the keyblade. The keyblade the only thing in the entire universe that could possibly injury and kill a nobody. Perhaps the Keyblade Master would be so kind as to end his existence once and for all. Maybe that would teach her a thing or two about fooling people.

Yes, Roxas would make Sora take his life and then Namine would have to bare with the fact that her beloved Sora was the one who kill him. But would she really be sad? Would she cry for him? Probably not, it's not a sin to kill a nobodyafter all. Roxas would probably just be forgotten by everyone, even by his supposed 'best friend', Axel. He too would forget him in time.

Nevertheless, Roxas set out to battle the Keyblade Master, hoping that in those last moments of his non-existing life, Namine would realize his feelings for her and just maybe feel the same way.

But that's just hoping.