AN: Hi guys, I know I haven't updated my other fics but I have got lost on them so I thought I was write this one before I lost this one too. lol. I'm sorry about the summary will change later on but at the moment I don't wanna give to much away so when I write more. Also Thanks To Daryl There Aren't Mistakes Anymore. Thank Him By Read Distant Love On My Account On Fictionpress And Review http://www. fictionpress. com/s/2759855/1/Distant_Love (remove the spaces)

But if you want a little bit more here it is:

Buffy was hurt more when in seeing red so when she goes to Angel he knows something is wrong but takes it in the wrong way and becomes mad at Buffy. Connor helps Buffy please, like, Angel he fell in love with her when he first saw her. he is mad that His father and Buffy still love each other so he tries and gets Buffy =D okay that's all for now I know not that good but I'm trying lol =D

enjoy.

Buffy walks into the hotel, looking around at the big lobby. No one was at the desk and no one was on the lobby or on the stairs.

"Hello?" Buffy says load. She was shaking a little as she looked around.

"Hi, can I help you?"

Buffy looks to where the voice came from. She saw that it was a boy with brown hair and was quite tall.

"Ummm…I was looking for Angel. Is he here?"

The young boy walks to her. "No, sorry he went out. Can I help you? Are you okay?" He asks her seeing the bruises on her neck, wrist and eye.

"Umm, no thanks. I just really need to talk to Angel. When will he be back?"

"I don't know. Come on sit down, I'll get you a drink. What do you want?"

"Nothing thanks, I'm fine."

He moves to her and sits them down on the chair.

She is so beautiful. He thinks.

"What's wrong? Is it a demon problem?"

She lets out a sigh. "Yeah, it is."

"Tell me. I'm stronger then I look. I can get rid of it for you."

"I can get rid of it but I need to talk to Angel."

"Okay, sorry, I'm Connor." She looks at him.

Connor. He mentioned a Connor. "I'm-" she was cut off; she sensed Angel in the courtyard, she gets up and walks to the door.

She stayed by the door as the rest of the AI team where out there. When Angel saw her he said, "I knew I could sense you." Cordelia rolled her eyes and walks past Buffy, she would of bumped into Buffy's shoulder but Buffy flinched away. She then walks over to Angel.

"Hello Buffy." Wesley says.

"Hey," Buffy smiles at him. "What's up with Cordy? She still hates me?"

"Oh, honey you are beautiful. Angel always said you were."

Buffy doesn't move, just pulls her shoulders up, "And don't worry about Cordelia she just has this thing for Angel. But Angel won't look at her while you're still in his head." Buffy looks at the floor and Angel watches her. "Okay we'll leave you two to It." says the green demon and then walks inside followed by Fred and Gunn who says "Hi" to Buffy as they walk past her.

They both stand there waiting for the door to be closed.

Angel was looking at Buffy trying to see if she was okay. He saw the bruises and was worried. She wouldn't look at him.

"Buffy?" she takes a while to look up but when she does she only looks at his chest and the floor close to his feet. Angel could see the bruises clearly now even though it was night. They were so bad that they were easy to see even without his vampire eyesight. "What happened? You okay?" there was pure concern in his voice.

"I just needed to talk to you. But I should leave. I shouldn't have interrupted your life again, I'm sorry."

She goes to walk past him but he grabs her arm making her react in a way that Angel never thought he would see Buffy react.

She turned around and almost punched him in the face. Stopping only millimetres away from his face.

"Good reflexes." He lets go of her other arm as she lowers the other.

"Sorry."

"It's okay. What happened? Who-what did this?" He knew Spike had something to do with this, he could smell Spike on her.

"Can we talk about something different?"

"Sure." He just wanted to keep Buffy here. He would talk about whatever she wanted to just to make that happen but soon he would find out what happened. He moves to the beach and sits offering Buffy to sit next to him but she doesn't take it. "What do you want to talk about?"

"Cordelia?" she asked.

"I don't know, Lorne said she has a thing for me."

If he has feelings for her he won't love me. Then he won't care about what happened. I could leave now and not come back because he will have her. Buffy was trying to convince herself that coming here was a bad idea. She changed her mind talking to Angel about what happened wasn't a good idea. "Do you love her?"

"What? No, you know I don't. You know I love you." He pauses. Should he shouldn't he? He didn't know if he should ask this question but he was going to. "Maybe the question I need to ask if what been going on with you and Spike? I can smell him on you, it's more than just patrolling here and there. What have you been doing?"

She looked at him, the anger in his eyes made her feel worse than ever.

"Do you love him?" she shook her head and moved her eyes away from his, she couldn't look at him, he knew what she has done with his childe.

They were silent, Angel had thoughts of her and Spike running through his head.

"So…you don't love him but you were screwing him?" Angel asked bitterly.

"I didn't love Parker or Riley but I slept with them." She was hoping that talking about her other relationships might make Angel forget some of his anger but it didn't work.

"Why?!? Why would you sleep with him?"

"I don't want to talk about it." her voice stranded with tears that were blurring her vision.

"Why? He hurt you? What do you expect from a soulless creature? He gave it to you rough, well that's what you deserve." Her tears feel at his harsh words. She walks past him and away into the night wiping her eyes. Angel watched her go, the anger made him not care where she was going.

From inside Connor saw the team walk in.

"Hi, who was she?" he asked Cordelia as she was the first one in.

"SHE! That little bitch is Buffy."

"Buffy?" He repeats. "As in dad's true love?" Cordelia nods and walks upstairs.

When the rest of the team walk in Connor hears them saying,

"She is so sweet, smaller than any other slayer I have seen." Lorne says.

"Don't worry about her she is very strong." Wesley insures Lorne.

"But did you see the bruised?" Fred asks from a few feet behind them. When they turn to look at her she continues, " The bruises on her face, she must of got them in a bad fight to make them that dark."

"Buffy does get a few beating but she'll be fine."

"You didn't see them in the light and if my senses are right she was scared of something. I think it was more than a fight that did that to her." Connors says walking past them and to the door to watch his father and Buffy.

"Well yes she did look bad But Angel will look after her." Wesley says to Connor who was paying much attention, instead he was looking out the glass at his father and Buffy. He ignored what the people inside were saying and tried to hear what Buffy and Angel was saying.

He could hear the anger and harsh tone in Angel voice and then saw Buffy walk off.

Angel slowly made his way up the steps to the hotel and pushed through the door. Connor was looking at him, and he didn't look too happy.

"What did you say to her?"

Angel pushed pasted the young boy and was about to walk upstairs when Connor pulled him back.

"I asked you a question." Angel grabbed him and throws him into a wall holding him there.

"It's none of your business." Angel says in almost a growl.

"Angel?" Gunn says from the lobby. "Calm down. Where's Buffy?" Angel let go of Connor and turned to everyone.

He was still angry and wasn't thinking about what he was saying. "She's probably whoring around the corner."

The team looked at him. Cordelia was at the top of the stairs and was listening to the conversation she thought it was quiet funny that Buffy was now showing her true colors.

Wesley was in shock. He knew Buffy and she wouldn't do that so he was wondering why Angel was saying this. "Angel, why say such a thing?"

He looked at them and then tried to get up the stairs again but was stopped by Connor shouting at him. "You really think she would be "whoring"? You have told me and everyone else here how much you love her, how much she means to you and what she is like. You calling her a 'Whore' makes me think that you don't feel anything for her!" Angel grabbed his and through him on the floor, holding him down.

"She means everything to me. She is the only person in the world that I love and ever will love."

"Then why are you letting her walk off into the night when you know what dangers there are and knowing that she is hurt?"

Angel looks at him and let's go of him a little. Then he remembers Buffy and Spike together. He didn't look at anyone; he just walked up the stairs and into his room slamming the door shut.

Connor gets up and straightens his clothes out.

"I'm going to find Buffy, she looked really hurt and then I'll bring her back here."

He goes to walk out the door when Wesley says, "If Angel doesn't want her here then Buffy will know and then she won't come here."

"Fine then I'll take her to another hotel or something. But I'm not leaving her out there."

With that Connor walks out the hotel looking for Buffy.

"I think he has the hots for her." Gunn says looking at the teenager rushing out the hotel.

"They say like father like son." Lorne shouts over the desk as he was staying over there.

Out on the dark, cold and dangerous night Connor looked around the street from Buffy he was looking for about 20 Minutes until he saw Buffy. She was just walking around. As the streets where quiet in this part of town it was easy to find her.

Connor walks fast to catch her. "Hey." He says offering her a smile.

"Hey." She says back but doesn't smile. Her arms where wrapped around her to stop the cold night air touching her skin but she was failing.

"You okay?" He asked her but she didn't reply. "You're freezing." He pulled off his jacket and put it over her shoulders; she took it and held it close to her.

"Thanks, but won't you get cold?"

"Nah, I like the cold."

They keep walking for a bit until Buffy stopped.

"What's wrong?" Connor asked, there were tears rolling down her face.

"He's never going to forgive me."

So I'm the one that come looking for her and she only thinks of him. Connor thought bitterly.

"I'm sure he will. Come on let's get back to the hotel so you can rest."

"I'm fine." She says with a strong voice trying to show that she was fine when really she was falling apart inside.

"That's a lie. If it's because out don't want to go to the hotel I know other places we can stay for the night."

"We? You should go back."

"I'm not leaving you."

She didn't want to fight and she really did want to sleep. "Okay."

"Right it's only down here a little." She nods and continues to walk with him next to her.

Five minute they reach a hotel, "How much is it a night?" Buffy asked. She didn't have much cash on her and she had no idea how much was in her bank account.

"Don't worry about it." he walks through the doors and Buffy follows. Inside was warm and relaxing. Buffy took a deep breath in and left the warm air fill her body.

After a moment Connor had the key to the room and they both walked up there.

In the room there were two beds. Buffy went straight to the window and opened it.

"You're not cold are you?"

"No. I just …it don't matter." She says. "What bed do you want?"

"Don't mind. You pick."

"Buffy when for the one closes the window.

"Well we should get some sleep. I'll let you use the bath room first." She nods and goes to the bathroom. She flicks the light on the looks around. Her heart started to beat after so she got in there a washed before coming out again and getting into bed. As they had no other clothes she slept in her day clothes, which was very uncomfortable.

Connor next went into the bathroom and then when he came out he saw Buffy was asleep. Looking at her in the dim light of the room he saw her beautiful skin, golden hair and the dark bruise cover almost half her face. Whatever made that must of really hurt and the way she was acting it didn't just hurt her physically.

Connor climbed into bed, he hoped he was going to fall asleep quickly but he didn't at all. In the might he heard Buffy mumbling things in her sleep, which scared him.

"Stop, please! Why are you doing this?"

The mumbles weren't clear so it took him some time to figure out what she was saying. He tried to wake her but she punched him in the face so now Connor was sitting on his bed just watching her.

Over in the hotel Angel was walking around his room. He couldn't sit still or even try and sleep as dawn was coming.

Was he right for being mad at Buffy? The things he said to her were harsh and he didn't even know how she got hurt. The anger made his brain shut off and let Angelus come out a little.

Then on the other hand he keeping thing that he was right to be mad as she was having sex with Spike. Of all the people she could have had she went to him. Angel left her so she could have someone to take her out in the sun but she goes to another vampire.

Angel didn't know what to do. Buffy was hurt so much and he said hurtful words to her. Seeing the sorrow in her eyes and the bruises on her face made his heart hurt.

He wanted to be there for her and comfort her but at the same time his demon was roaring with rage as she had slept with his childe and he was mad that Spike had touched what was his.

The sun was coming up when Buffy opened her eyes. She was looking out of the window. She didn't move or make a noise. She just looked at the brightening sky.

"Morning. You okay?" Connor asked her; although he didn't see her face he knew she was awake by the way that her breathing had changed.

Buffy rolled over and looked at him.

She looked at the boy and could see Angel in him, also a little bit of Darla.

"So Angel is your father, who's your mother?" Buffy asked him ignoring his question. She didn't want to lie to him and say she was fine because she really wasn't.

"Darla." Connor says. "Know her?" He smiles at her.

Buffy eyes were wide in shock.

"Know her? She might have tried killing me and bit my mother."

"I'll take that as a yes."

"I thought she was dead?"

"She was but she came back, I don't really know the whole story."

"How old are you." Buffy wanted to know when Darla and Angel had got back together.

"16."

"No, I mean what year were you born?"

"Oh, a few months ago."

"Oh, you're younger then my sister." She says climbing out of bed and walking to the bathroom, before she closes the door she adds, "You two could make a strange couple."

Under Connor's breath he said, "I would prefer you." Lucky for him that Buffy's was so hurt at the moment that her slayer senses weren't working to well.

Connor thinks about what she said and was wondering. When Buffy came out the bathroom her hair was wet as she had a shower.

"What did you mean about me and your sister?" he asked as he saw Buffy drying her hair.

"Dawn, she was created by monks, she use to be the key but they transformed her into a human, my sister. She was 'born', I guess, last year. But like you she is a teenager."

"Right so me being this ages doesn't surprise you?" Buffy shakes her head no. "What do you want to do now?" he asked Buffy as she had finished doing her hair.

"I'm going to head back to Sunnydale. You guys don't need me hanging around."

"I'm not happy with you going back there. Look what happened to you there."

"I can handle it."

"With them bruises I find it hard to believe you." He was getting worried, if Buffy when back to Sunnydale what would stop that person that did this to her from attacking again.

"Look kid I'm the slayer. I have been killing vampire for a long time now. I know what I'm doing."

"So what did happen to you if you know what to do?" He stepped closer to her. She looked up into his brown eyes that looked so much like this fathers.

"It doesn't matter." She walks away and stands by the window again.

"So it's true. What my dad said. Your boyfriend gave it to you rough?" Buffy hated it when that was said. Neither of them knew what happen happened.

"It wasn't like that." She says quietly. There were tears in her eyes from the memories forming.

Buffy was on the floor of the bathroom under Spike. She was screaming for him to get off but nothing seemed to get through to him. She pushed him away but he kept her pinned to the floor, the pain in her body was making her vision blurry. He had punched her a few times in the face, hard then he usually does. He also kept kissing her neck and lips painful. When she started screaming around through her raw throat he moved his hands to her neck and tightened his grip. He wanted her to shut and just give into him. Buffy's heart was racing, her breath leaving her lungs and her conscious slipping away, so with one last kick she got him off her. Taking in a deep breath and pushed herself up. She pulled her torn robe to her battered body.

"As me again why I could never love you?"

"Buffy, my god, I didn't-" Spike looks at her and saw the damage he had created over her once gorgeous body.
"Because I stopped you. Something I should have done a long time ago." She says angry. She was amazed she could say anything. Everything that was going through her head at that moment was too confusing.

Spike quickly walked out the bathroom in shame. How could he of done that? He almost violated the women he loved.

Buffy waited till she heard the front door slam before she fell to the floor in pain and despair.

Her body throbbed with pain, so much pain she could even move to get clean and changed. She just sat on the bathroom floor crying for what seemed like years but was only a few minutes. When her tears had dried enough for her to see, she moved her robe off her leg and saw a bruise forming. If there was a bruise there where it didn't hurt that much she didn't want to look in the mirror. The bruised forming on her face, chest and arms where stinging. She felt the blood rushing through her body as her heart was still pumping in fear.

Then there was another slam of the front door. Buffy froze where she was. Then she heard Xander's voice and let out a sigh of relief.

"Buffy?" Connor said load enough to bring her out of the horrible memory of the even that happened in her own bathroom no more than two days ago.

Buffy looked at him, Connor was shocked at what he saw. Her checks were soaked with tears. ""Buffy. Tell me what happened. I'm here for you."

She couldn't keep it hidden any long, "he hurt me."

"Who?"

"Spike. I'm was going out with him but I called it off. He didn't like it so he tried to… he, tried making me-" she broke off in sobs and Connor wrapped his arms around her. Buffy accept, as they felt safe and comforting. She hadn't let Xander, Willow or Dawn comfort her, they didn't know what happened but they could guess.

Buffy had her head resting on his chest while his head was on hers. They went to the bed and sat down. Buffy cried into him till there was no more.

"When did this happen." Connor asked when her breathing was better.

"The day before I came here. I didn't want to be there when he was."

"Is he still there?" Connor was mad at Spike and he didn't even know him. He knew of him by his father's anger towards him but that was it.

"I don't know. I think so." Connor got up and walked to the down. "What are you doing?"

"I'm going to kill that bastard for hurting you."

"Connor, please just, don't. Go back to the hotel and get on with your life."

"Buffy what he did, or even tried to do is wrong."

"I know but please, please don't tell Angel. If he knew everything would be worse."

Seeing the fear in her eyes made him agree to not doing anything.

After a little while long they left the hotel and then went to get something to eat.

When they were eating Buffy just looked at her plant of food, while Connor was looking at her.

He could see people walking past looking at Buffy; to them she probably looked like a weak wife to an abusive ass. But Connor could see the strength in her. She was almost glowing with it.

"Buffy, what are we going to do now?"

"I don't know. I guess you will go back to helping Angel or whatever it is you do and I'll go back to my friends and save the world again." She wasn't happy that was obvious but Connor could tell that there was more bothering her.

"Is it my dad?" Buffy looked at him.

"What do you-"

"Come on Buffy I have heard about you two. And him saying that to you…. It wasn't what you deserve."

"Yes it is." She replies quietly.

"No. You deserve a lot more then that baby."

He called her baby. That, for Buffy, felt strange. He was Angel's son and was calling her Baby. She didn't say anything because even though it wasn't what felt right it felt nice to have someone care.

They sat there eating the rest of their food in silence.

Connor was thinking about the beautiful women in front of him and couldn't believe Angel had left her. While on the other hand Buffy was thinking about what was going to happen when she got back to Sunnydale. The group would be asking her question, Dawn will use this as another distraction and then there was Spike. She couldn't face him. When she thought about him she would be brought to tears and right away as she was thinking about this a single, warm tear feel from her eye; rolled down her check slowly to drop of her face onto her hand.