Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto!

Warnings: Rape, abuse, cross dressing, etc.

Updated: 9/10/10

A/N: Hi! This is the revised version of 'I wasn't chapter 1', I'm rewriting the chapters I feel need help. I'm not changing the plot, just filling in plot holes and answering questions I've gotten from so many reviews like: "How did XXXX know this or that?". I hope this answers questions and helps the story become better!

It wasn't supposed to be like this; this wasn't right. It was just a joke, why did they have to go this far?We were just supposed to 'convince' Sasuke Uchiha, the school nerd, to wear the girl's school uniform. We weren't supposed to gang rape him in the restroom, and he wasn't supposed to be on the floor eyes full of tears and body covered in their semen. As he sobbed one of our group members grabbed him roughly by his raven locks and smirks seeing his broken face."Doesn't Sasuke-chan look pretty everyone?" he asked sarcastically.

"N…No…more… please… st…op…" the raven's words were almost inaudible from his constant sobbing.

"Or what?" another member asked, almost spitting in his face. "You'll tell your 'Aniki' on us? Oh God I'm terrified!"

'You should be…' a voice spoke in my head. 'He's going to kill us… kill us all…'

As the group surrounded the raven, I stood there like an idiot. Listening to his bloodcurdling screams of terror and agony. I could feel my throat closing from holding back the tears, I could feel my heart breaking at the sight of him begging for mercy.

When they finished with him quickly cleaned themselves and left out the door, I followed them like an puppet, trying to ignore Sasuke's cries of dispair. Leaving the school building, I saw my 'friends' walking off as if nothing had happened, their faces showing no remorse whatsoever. I tried to be the same, but it was difficult, as I walked home. Silently asking God why this had to happen...

It wasn't supposed to be like this…

We weren't supposed to hurt him…

I wasn't supposed to care…

A/N: Thank you for reading. Review and let me see what you think about it. I'll fix the other chapters later, but now… Sleep!