This is my second fanfic and I hope you'll like it XD

Please tell me if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes (I really want to improve my English)

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I always loved you

"I refuse to life without you, Momo. I would rather die than to let anyone hurt you, because you're the most important person in my life.

I always thought about you, since we first met and even if I denied it, I wanted you to stay by my side, to make me laugh and to ask me to protect you from the "hollows under your bed" .

The day you told me that you would attend the Shinigami Academy, I felt like crying. I didn't wanted you to go. always hoped you would stay forever when you came to visit me and granny.

A few years later I joined the Gotei 13 in order to be close to you.

I became the captain of the 10th division, hoping that you would finally be able to see me as something different than just the grumpy prodigy. I think that was the time when I realized my true feelings for you...

I swore myself always to protect you no matter what but I failed.

Aizen, the traitor, hurt you badly and wasn't able to save you from any mental or physical damage. I never told this anybody but when I saw you lying on the ground after he stabbed you, bleeding and unconscious, my whole world crushed.

I feared that I lost you.

I thought that I failed to save you.

I knew I hadn't keep my promise to protect you.

The only thing I wanted at this moment, was to rip Aizen apart, like he did it with my heart by hurting you. And I failed again. I wasn't able to revenge the one I loved most. You.

I had to force my self not to get insane when you begged me to bring Aizen back to you. I was jealous. I was sad. And I kept on asking myself why did you love him? Why did you want him to come back? Why couldn't you love me the way I loved you?

To be honest I only wanted to beat him like hell. I never said anything in front of you, 'cause I knew you wouldn't like it.

So I stayed silent, not telling you about my feelings, because I was afraid you still admired that monster. Even when you joined us in the final battle against him, I had my doubts about your feelings towards him.

I feel really sorry for never telling you how much you meant to me. I regret being coward.

You know I'm hopeless when it comes to talking bout emotions. That's one thing that will never change.

But since I know that I won't be able to gather all my courage to confess to you face to face anymore, I want to tell you in this letter that I love you.

I will always love and adore you, even if you can't return my feelings. But I don't care anymore.

I only want you to live our life happily. That's all I ask for.

In Love

Toshiro"

Momo eyes filled with tears. She pressed the letter in her hands tightly against her chest and cried.

"You didn't noticed, did you Shiro- chan?" she whispered to herself.

She finally knew that he felt the same way as she did but it was to late. He died while protecting her. He sacrificed his life to save her from the Espada who had attacked her.

The girl kept on crying until she felt something could and soft on her skin. She looked up and smiled weakly at the snow flakes falling down from the sky.

"I love you, too Shiro- chan"

Well that's it =)

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