Ok, me and a friend worked on this together. was thinking of what would happen if any of the guys Massie dated were dramatic and comited suicide. thought Derrington. so, wrote it, published it. tell me what u think. (mind u, i wrote this in one shot.)

I wish I hadn't told him I loved him.

I wish I hadn't kissed him. It was a waste of good Cinna Bon lip-gloss.

I wish I hadn't posted those girls watching us to make a lie true.

I wish I hadn't stayed with him.

I wish I hadn't told him to get lost.

I wish I had been at his house an hour ago.

I wish I hadn't left my hoodie over there so I had to go back.

I wish I hadn't entered his room without knocking.

I wish I hadn't been there when the ambulance came.

I wish his mom could have been home that one time.

I wish I could have been smart enough not to get into the ambulance.

I wish that he hadn't pulled the trigger.

I wish his mom came back at all.

I wish he hadn't cried my name as he pulled the trigger.

I wish he hadn't been my first love.

I wish he hadn't been my first boyfriend.

I wish he hadn't chosen to kiss me in front of those girls the second time.

I wish they hadn't spread the rumors.

I wish that I hadn't taken them the wrong way.

I wish he hadn't pulled the trigger.

I wish he hadn't left me alone.

I wish my friends had been decent when they broke it off.

I wish I hadn't said so many mean things to make him go away.

I wish I hadn't learned where the gun was.

I wish I hadn't waited till no one was home.

I wish I hadn't written this.

I wish I didn't have to write this.

I wish it wasn't loaded.

I wish it was.

I wish I was smart enough to pull the trigger.

I wish I wasn't.

I wish I had something to live for.

I know I don't.

I wish he hadn't left me.

Cause now I have to go to him

Bang.

One sec (bawl) ok. look, i know it isn't my greatest. but, it is ok. um, tell me what u think. no flaming