One-shot.

KAO POV

I loved my brother dearly, he meant the world to me. No, he was my world. But that world suddenly shattered once Haruhi entered our lives. I stood in front of the window of our room, down below Hikaru stood in the garden with Haruhi. A couple years has passed since we've become friends. Hikaru and Haruhi grew closer, Tamaki's grandmother died and he's finally seen his mother again, Kyouya surpassed both of his brothers and became the new owner of his father's corporate business, Mori was still basically Honey's guard and Honey well..was still eating large amount of cakes and playing with cute things. And me, I only fell in love with my brother who was in love with Haruhi. So basically, I was the unfortunate one and I'm also the one who pushed him towards it. Hikaru placed a kiss to Haruhi's lips then looked up and I dived to the floor hoping that he didn't see me. After the adrenaline had passed depression and isolation quickly followed. I was clearly jealous of my older twin brother and had stopped deluding myself quite a while ago. The depression was soon too much for me to bear so I picked up a frame that held a picture of all the Host Club members and turned it face up. A razor fell from the frame and landed on the end table as expected so I picked it up and walked into the bathroom. I sat on the floor and placed the fine, sharp blade against my wrist but I hesitated for a moment, only a moment, and slowly slid the razor across my wrist..what followed was blood slowly trickling from the wound but it wasn't enough to even satisfy in the slightest way. So I pressed the razor in a different spot and slid the razor across once again. A little bit more blood came and it come faster than the other...I suddenly felt so "alive" and I just had to have that feeling once more. I balled my hand up in a fist and pressed the razor against my skin once again and slid it slower and deeper than before. Blood poured from the wound, it was coming too fast..but I didn't seem to care. I was sitting on the floor of a large bathroom, bleeding out...dying.

"Ah, shit! Haruhi! Go call an ambulance. Now!" I could hear the faint voice of my brother screaming at Haruhi following by foot steps leaving the room. I didn't know when, or how even but my head rested on Hikaru's lap and his hand gripping my bloodied wrist tightly.

"Hikaru?" My voice was seemed faint and everything blurred, I've lost too much blood and was too weak to hold on. Hikaru gasped, then sobbed...I could feel his tears dropping onto my cheeks when I said his name and only held me tighter. I said his name once more and his cries only got louder. It wasn't that he wasn't gonna answer me, it was because he couldn't, and I understood that. So I no longer waited for his response, I was about to die, I could feel it.

"Don't cry Hikaru, I love you, don't ever forget that.." I paused for moment to let it sink in. "Kaoru..." He began to speak, but I interrupted before he could say anything.

"Hikaru, tell me you love me." I told him, I need him to say it once more. Just once..

"I love you, Kaoru.." His voice cracked as he said my name.

"Good-bye, Hikaru...I love you, take care of Haruhi.." My voice slowly fainted.

Then I blacked out.