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A.N. So this is just a random idea I had. As of right now I'm thinking it will be a twoshot or a threeshot, who knows, could even be more. Hope you like it!

Obsession

Something's shifted. Changed. How and why, or more specifically when, well I don't really know. I've been having thoughts, desires even about my best friend. No, it's not Oliver; as weird as that would be I think I would understand it more. Lilly has become the center of my world. She's my best friend, we're pretty much together 24/7 and my thoughts are most definitely non-platonic. While I can't pinpoint exactly when my little obsession began, I know that for the better part of the last six months I've been crushing hard on my female best friend. It's not just one thing either; her smile, her hugs, her amazing personality, her bottom lip that I catch myself staring at constantly, wondering what it would be like to suck on. She's beautiful; stunning; her laugh will warm up a room and her eyes… god I could lose myself in them completely. Her personality is amazing. She's kind hearted and caring and she's the kind of person that would be there for you in a second and put you above all else. Yeah, I've got it bad, and it's getting harder and harder each day to suppress the urge to make a move on her. It's excruciatingly hard. My attitude's changed, my temper has become short and I'm snappy and Lilly's noticed. I don't mean it. I see the worry and concern in her eyes and it's killing me. But the wall I've put up, the façade I've created is slowly slipping away and I don't know what to do. I'm so afraid that if Lilly found out the truth she'd hate me, and I can't lose her- not when she's the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Today is Saturday and my dad went to visit Jackson at college for parent's weekend. I convinced him to leave me home, I'm 17 after all. Lilly's staying with me tonight, and that thought alone both makes me what to jump through the roof in excitement and run away and hide in the corner until my father comes home. We'll be sharing a bed; lying next to each other and probably cuddling like we usually do. I am beyond frustrated. Ugh.

"Hey Miley stop flipping the channels and pick something already!" Lilly laughed and lightly kicked me causing me to smirk at her.

"Oh you pick something; I'll get us some snacks. What do you want?" I asked.

"Got any popcorn?"

"Yeah I'll microwave some."

"Oh, you better bring something sweet too, it's the perfect combination." Lilly, you're a genius.

"Ok Lil, why don't you get some sodas out of the fridge while I get the rest?" I decided to surprise Lilly. I grabbed some semi sweet chocolate morsels, the kind you make cookies with and threw it directly over the hot popcorn causing it to melt. She wanted salty and sweet, well, she got it. I sat down and put the bowl in my lap and Lilly scooted as close to me as possible. Watching her out of the corner of my eye, I saw her eye the popcorn warily.

"What did you do to it?" she asked me. I laughed.

"Just try it, it's awesome I promise." I turned to face her fully. Lilly gulped as she took a handful and she looked at me as she popped it into her mouth. Her eyes widened in shock before closing as she chewed the treat eagerly. I was completely transfixed on her. Lilly's eyes were still closed as she swallowed and licked her lips clean, moaning in appreciation. Damn you Lilly; you even make something as little as eating a snack seem sexual. I swallowed hard to choke down my own arousal that suddenly sprang to life. "How was that?" I asked quietly, afraid she would notice how low my voice probably was.

"Mmm it's delicious, orgasmic even." She said causing me to snap my eyes closed. If I was aroused before then I must be on the verge of self-combustion now. Dang flabbit. "Aren't you gonna have any?"

I hastily grabbed a handful that was too big for my mouth but shoved it in anyway. It was good. Lilly looked at me, eyebrows raised in amusement. "What?" I asked after I swallowed, grabbing my soda to wash it down. Lilly laughed and turned to the TV. Apparently Lilly decided on watching American Pie 2. We continued to eat our chocolaty treat (well, I only ate it to keep my hands busy, it was a nice distraction) while watching a sexual teen comedy. Once it was all gone, Lilly took the bowl and put it in the kitchen and I vaguely saw her lick her fingers clean before washing them. I got up and ran to the bathroom.

"Where'd ya go?" she asked me when I sat back down.

"I went the bathroom. I just drank a soda and I had to wash my hands." Lilly laughed.

"This is fun; I love our movie nights."

"I love everything we do together Lil." I said and it was the truth. We could be ice fishing, and as long as I was with her it would be a good time. I'd have her to warm me up. Shit Miley, keep it together.

Lilly looked at me, really looked at me now and I felt my face go red under her stare. Surely she must notice. "Are you ok Miles?" she asked me sincerely as she took my hand in hers, rubbing her thumb soothingly over the top of it.

"I'm fine, why?" I so hope she believes me.

"You've been different lately, I don't know what it is but something's up with you. You know you can talk to me right?"

I rubbed my eyes with my free hand. "I know, and nothing's wrong." Damn, that didn't sound convincing at all. Come on Miley, you're Hannah freakin' Montana, you act every day of your life and suddenly when you need to your failing epically.

"Don't bullshit me Miley, I know your lying. Let me in." Lilly said, starting off sternly and finishing softly. She wants me to let her in. Oh, I'll let her in all-right. I have to tell her something, anything pertaining to my situation; my will to keep quiet is crumbling every day, even more so as we speak.

"I'm afraid you'll hate me." I said. Lilly's eyes bulged, she honestly looked scared.

"I could never hate you, god what would make you think that?" Lilly leaned in and hugged me, wrapping me into her protective arms and I had to fight to suppress a moan that was on the tip of my tongue. She smells good enough to eat. Yeah, my mind is in the gutter.

"I don't know."

"So what's up?" she asked again as she pulled back enough to look in my eyes.

"I'm just frustrated." I said, I just left out the how part.

"Frustrated? How? You have to give me some more information." Lilly said, her face showing confusion.

Oh Lilly, I love how smart you are but right now at this very moment I find myself wishing that you'd have a blonde moment and forget that I was being vague for a reason. Well, here goes nothing. "I'm sexually frustrated." I said as seriously as I could muster. It took Lilly about half a second to process what I said before bursting into laughter. God that laugh… "No need to laugh Lil." I said, annoyance apparent in my tone. Either Lilly didn't notice or she chose to ignore my words.

"Ohmigod, that's it? You're horny?" She asked laughing. I nodded. "So, that's the reason you've been snappy and whatnot for the past few months?" I nodded again. My face must be a tomato and I didn't even tell her the best part; that she's the one I want to jump and am attracted to.

"Yeah, I'm horny…" I said. Lilly leaned towards the table and took a long sip of her soda.

"Ok, so do something about it." Lilly said as she put the empty soda can down.

Oh Lilly, how I want to do something about it. "Do something? Like what?" I asked, afraid of her answer.

"I don't know, borrow some of Jackson's porn and take care of business!" she exclaimed laughing lightly.

Oh Lilly did you just say what I think you did? Hang on how do you know- "Whoa back up girl, did you just say I should borrow Jackson's porn?" I asked, leaving out the part where she suggested I should get myself off. "He has porn? And more importantly, how the hell do you know that!?"

"He's a boy Miley and do you remember when I was your housekeeper and I cleaned Jackson's room?"

"Yeah." I said, remembering how spotless and fresh smelling she got my pig of a brother's room.

"Well, I came across his porn stash while I was cleaning. He has a lot, I mean a lot a lot."

I laughed and Lilly joined in. "Hang on, is that why he was giving you dirty looks for weeks before he left?"

"Yeah he found out I found it. I think that's why he was so against a clean room. Think about it, when his room is chaos, not even your dad will go in there." She said.

"So, how did he find out that you found it?" I asked. I was amused.

"Well I might have alphabetized it in order from magazines to DVD's." Lilly said and I really couldn't contain my laughter then.

"Oh god Lilly I can't believe you did that!"

"Oh, I did." Lilly said. She paused and looked at me for a moment. The hand that was holding mine gripped me more firmly and pulled me up. "Come on, I'll show you."

"Really, I don't have to see it." I pleaded.

"Oh don't be a baby!" She said. "Besides, it's not like he'll know he's in Arizona."

Before I knew it we were in Jerkson's room and it was surprisingly still clean. He must've cleaned it before he left again.

"Wow I didn't expect it to still be clean." Lilly said as she strode right over to his closet, opening it and digging on the bottom to the right.

"Seriously Lil, he probably moved it." I said, hoping I was right.

"A-ha! Jackpot baby! He's too stupid to move it, no offense." Lilly said as she pulled out a giant box. My eyes widened.

"None taken and your right." I said as I walked over and sat on the floor next to Lilly as she opened the box with a smile on her face. Well, she was right; my brother was quite the porn connoisseur, which was something I really didn't need to know. "Shit, I can't believe this." I said, taking a bunch of DVD's out and spreading them out on the floor. It was then that I noticed a theme going on. Damn it's getting really hot in here. "Hey Lil, are you noticing a theme here?" I asked.

"Yeah, they're all girl-girl." She said.

Damn I'm hot. I ripped off my outer shirt leaving me in my cami. Lilly noticed this and turned to me.

"Stripping already? Damn you must be horny!"

Lilly, you have no idea. I want to rip your clothes off and have my way with you, right here right now and we're surrounded by lesbian porn… Fuck my life.

"Ha-ha." I said surprisingly even toned. I just realized that I'm completely wet… just my luck. "And this is supposed to help me how?" I asked, thoroughly interested in her response. After all, she really had no idea of the extent of my 'condition'.

"You watch them, get a few ideas, let nature take its course…" Lilly said.

"I cannot believe you just said that." I mumbled as I slapped my forehead. "Have you ever watched a porno? Or touched yourself like you're suggesting I should? And, how do you know that it will even turn me on? It's girl-girl not boy-girl." I asked her, even though I knew that it would turn me on without a doubt.

"No, yes and no; but its porn so isn't it like all the same? It should still get you hot, in theory…" Lilly said.

My brain was on overload. "I'm sorry, I think my brain just hemorrhaged, did you just admit to getting yourself off?!"

Lilly gulped and sucked in a breath of air, realizing what she just let slip. "U-hm, well, I, uh… oh screw it, yeah I have a few times, haven't you ever?" she admitted and asked me. Her face was flushed now just like mine has been for most of the night.

"Um, not really…" I said.

"Not really? Either you have or you haven't; not really isn't an option."

I sucked in a breath of air. "Ok, I um, tried it once but I don't think I did it right and I didn't um…"

"Have an orgasm?" Lilly questioned.

I bit my lip. "Yeah, I didn't have one; at least I don't think I did."

Lilly took off her short sleeved hoodie now, leaving her in a matching cami. "If you're questioning it then you didn't, trust me you'd know."

"What does it feel like?" I asked shyly, hoping not to freak Lilly out with my question.

"It um… it's amazing, absolutely amazing." Lilly said. She looked back at the scattered pile we created and randomly picked a few movies. I silently watched her. She smoothed her hair behind her ear and licked her lip. I clenched my fists until my knuckles were white to keep from kissing her. "Do you- do you want to watch one?" she asked so quietly I was afraid I didn't hear her correctly.

"Now?! Together?!" I asked, my voice unusually squeaky and high pitched.

"Yeah why not?" she questioned.

"Oh, I don't know don't you think that would be a tad bit weird?" I questioned.

"No. I don't know. We're best friends and we've never seen one before, we should be able to talk about this stuff together and besides I'm curious now, aren't you?"

Yes Lilly, I am beyond curious. It's just that I'm already so turned on that I can barely control myself as it is and you don't know how much I want you. I'm afraid. Of course, I can't tell you that. "Y-yeah I am, I'm just afraid…" I said stopping myself when I realized what I was about to say.

"Afraid of what?" Lilly asked.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself." I said. Damn, I'm catching Lilly's word vomit syndrome.

"You mean you're scared that you'll want to touch yourself in front of me?" Lilly asked.

Think Miley think. "Yeah, that's it." You liar. You should just tell her already before you do something stupid.

Lilly took my hand now and pulled me up, holding three movies in her other hand. "Come on, it'll be ok."

Lilly led me out of the room and shut the light and the door behind us. I was like a zombie, following behind her. I'm about to watch porn with Lilly. Holy. Fucking. Shit.

Well, let me know what you think of this. I seem to get the craziest ideas when I have to get up early for work. Thank you for reading!! ~TheBoredOne85~*~