Author's notes:

Here the other day I promised my little sister two help here with her Danish paper. A mistake I will never commit again. Since she is a fan of the Twilight books she had been charged (along with her group) to compare the first of the books with the first of the films.

To make it nice, we had arranged a variety of Girlie evening. While the movie was on, I could sleep, but no. They dotted all the time and forced me to see the first hour. I suddenly excl aims "There are some who have turned off the laughing gas in this movie ..."

After that they kicked me out of the room ... Success!

He had always had a special kind of temperament. He did not know exactly who he should be angry about. His joys, sorrows and mood was now in a saucepan together where his joys and mood disappeared in favour of a newfound grief and a broken heart. He let his blond hair fall over his face and he did not want some to see him. He felt the vanity and just the thought of the man who now sat one floor beneath him gave him nausea.

"Why ...?" He whispered to himself repeatedly as a hope of an answer which would never come. It was late at night. The time was not important since each minute had suddenly become longer, and every breathing heavier. It might not continue this way. He got up, walked with a firm step toward the door to the room and opened it quietly.

"Roy?"

No one responded to his call and he opened the door. He slipped out of the cold and lonely hall and walked toward the bathroom. His plan was presented. He could no more. He would no longer offer others the pain he gave in just to be present. He would finish it, what failed him for a little over a year ago. He wanted to die. He opened the bathroom door and went to the bathtub. He wondered why his memory had come back just this evening, but it could be equally. He turned on the water and let it run. His eyes caught his face in the mirror remaining still hung in the frame on the wall. He looked dead already out. Suddenly he heard Roy's voice in his head.

"Shut up Roy ... it hurts ...!" Sharpened to himself. He heard steps behind in the hallway. He bent down and took a razor blade and thought no more about it before he placed it in her wrist and ready to end his life a second time. A voice was heard. But he did not respond.

"Edward?"

The young alchemist heard his name echo in the small room. He turned his gaze towards his lover. Roy almost flew over the bathroom floor and grabbed Edward's wrist.

"What're you doing?" Yelled Roy.

"Let me go!" Yelled Edward back. "I can not do this anymore!"

In all the confusion lost Edward blade on the floor and turned her face away from Roy. The water from the tub was cold and had flooded the room.

"What ...?" asked Roy in almost silence.

"I'm in the way .... You have to let me go ... let me go and get on with your life! "

"I see .." Roy sighed and stretched out her hand for the blade. Few seconds after Edward peered into the water and saw blood. He thought briefly and not believing his own eyes, but then turned his eyes toward Roy. In his love's one hand he held the blade while blood oozed down his other hand. Edward turned his panic knowing glance at Roy.

"If you want to die, let me die with you ..." said Roy, smiling. "My life is not worth living without you."

Edward shook. He did not know what to do and when he saw Roy's blood ran a chill down his spine. He tried to think and with lightning speed he grabbed a towel.

"You're bleeding! Make it stop! Roy! "In all the panic Edward caught Roy's sight, and so an invisible tear tried to lift themselves up. Edward wrapped Roy's wrist into the towel and tightened to. 'I would certainly not give you more pain ...' thought Edward over and over again. He began to shake, though it was the cold water debt or whether it was the sight of Roy's blood, he knew not.

"Argh!" Came from Edward and struck his hand into the water and looked deep into Roy's eyes. 'This person ... will follow me to hell ... and stay there ... if I wanted it ...' and suddenly it dawned on Edward that Roy just wanted to protect him until he was stronger.

"Please Roy," said Edward in the particular tone without removing his gaze. "I wish that we both shall live! Death will not be an acceptable way to leave each other. "His eyes were full of tears, but managed nevertheless to lie down on Roy's lap. He grabbed his lover's bleeding hand and embraced it. "Do not leave me .... Roy ... I beg… of you…"

Roy leaned forward and hugged Edward and whispered, "Edward ... I love you ..."

"Oh, Roy ..!"

Edward sat up and their lips met. Although they found themselves in freezing water, none of them noticed it. Roy got up and went and turned off the water, took Edward into his arms and carried him into his room. The raven man stripped his young lover and dried him. Edward enjoy every second of Roy's fingers against his skin. A single groan escaped his lips in now and then.

After having dried his blonde lover's hair, Roy put his lover in his bed and put a blanket over him. So he began even to dry his own hair and change clothes. He gave Edward a kiss on the forehead and went out and dried up the water. The whole hall and bathroom was flooded, but he did not care. Now he knew that Edward was in his bed, and if he was lucky, his love already fallen asleep. He took care, however, to the wrist once in a while, and could feel a different pain. It did not really hurt, but it would still leave a scar and it would be visible. As a constant confirmation that he at any time would die in the death of Edward, if it was his lover wanted. He sighed, cleaned up and went up to his room again, but contrary to his expectations Edward was not asleep. Behind his golden locks could see his honey-coloured eyes and they observed Roy's movements.

"Should you not sleep? Roy asked with a smile.

Edward did not answer and Roy climbed into bed with him. There was not many seconds before Edward was in Roy's arms and tried his heat.

"Roy ...?"

"Hmmm ..."

"What will happen now ...?"

Roy kissed Edward on the forehead and cuddled closer to the blonde.

"We must take as it comes ... Now that you can remember what happened, we can start to take it when you feel ready."

Edward smiled and kissed Roy on the mouth. He blushed slightly, but not for long. Roy kissed him back quickly and together they enjoy a night of love's blessing.

"Roy ...? Roy ...? "

"Hmmm ....?"

"Hehe ... you fell asleep ..?"

A smile met Roy's eyes. Spring heat hit him in the back, while Edward's smile warmed his heart and with the sound of the playful kids wake him up. He had dreamed about Edward's return, but the reality had called on him. Edward's smile reassured Roy. When he thought back a lot had happened in the 5 months, but today was a very special day for him and Edward. Although Edward had been gone for a year it was their 4 years anniversary today.

Edward lifted layer and took a step out of bed. Roy could drool over the sight of Edward's naked body, but decided just to smile. Traces of the night had not gone away and Roy could see his semen running from Edward's opening and down the topside. Edward turned round and caught Roy in his daydream.

"Roy ...?"

"Hmmm ..?"

"You are completely gone again ..." Edward grinned. Roy just smiled, crawled over the bed, pull Edward closer to him and kissed him.

"Yeah .." Roy groaned. "I completely lost in you." They kissed passionately and even though Edward had planned to go and take a shower, he surrendered himself to his desire to Roy also since he was already wet from the night's lovemaking, it was not long before Roy penetrated through his opening. "Roy ..." groaned Edward with all his force and up to several times.

After the incident with the razor blade, Edward had become more open to Roy. They had started quietly with just making love at the night and Roy quickly found out that Edward had developed a tendency to confess things while he dreamed. Talking in their sleep for some people might appear unattractive, but Roy had never before heard Edward say 'I love you Roy ..' in such a short time. It warmed his heart to know that his feelings for Edward was reciprocated.

Edward's memory had begun to return faster now. Together they had visited with Alphonse and Winry in Resembool, and Edward was starting to remember things like where they used to play and for the first time in a long time he laughed sincere when Winry and Alphonse began to discuss something as stupid as coaches in Downtown. Edward had to wipe away tears from his eyes and was completely ridiculous cramps so both Winry and Alphonse had been quite worried. Roy had laughed to himself over Edward and could even have shed a tear of pure joy and love to hear her laugh again.

Edward had told Roy that he wanted to tell Alphonse about their relationship. Roy could see why and told him okay. One evening when Winry was gone, the three men sat down when Roy and Edward and opposite Alphonse had confessed that they had a relationship. First Alphonse laughed a little, but when he saw the other serious faces, he just smiled. He stood up and hugged his brother first and then Roy and assured them that their secret was safe with him.

Both men were incredibly relieved and took a few days later returned to Central, and now they found themselves in their new shared apartment. There had been 5 months after Edward had been found and their love was stronger than ever. Some people would think they were just good friends or work colleagues. The official motive for buying the apartment was so that Edward had a place to be when he began to work again, also to Roy better keep an eye on him. None of them complained, only officially, but unofficially they always ended up in bed and groaned each other's names until late at night.

It was not long to Edward had to start again, and of course he was unsure, but he also knew that if he just stayed at home he would be insane. Roy had even begun more regularly at work again, and Edward felt inspired by that when Roy came home he was tired, but it was in a good way and when Roy came home ... he felt very horny by just the sight of him.

Sometimes they both thought that maybe their relationship was based solely on sex, but when they were separated because of work, none of them wanted nothing more than to lie in each other's arms all night and be caressed.

"Edward?" Roy asked after they had finished with sex.

"Yes?"

"What would you like to do today?"

"Hmm ..." The blond man thought and thought. "I know it!"

"Huh?"

Edward sat up on Roy's naked hips and hugged him.

"I know it's a bit impossible ... but ..."

"But what?"

"I want to go hand in hand with you in the street ... where everyone can see it ..."

Roy hugged his beloved. Personally, he wanted to do the same. The long planning in order to keep their relationship hidden took much of their time and effort, but Roy also knew that if it came out it could have obscene implications.

"I have an idea." Said the dark-haired man. "Let us wait for the night. I can arrange that the light in our street suddenly goes out. It will give us at least 10 minutes in the dark together .. how it sounds?"

Edward smiled with his face and hugged Roy. They kissed each other deeply and felt both inseparable and with a little whisper Roy said: "Edward... What we do in life... Echoes in eternaty.."

The End

So this is the end people. I hope you liked it. Leave a little review if you have the time. It warms my heart to read them.

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