AN: Alright I know I just updated but I felt like writing and the AN at the bottom was something I felt like I had to say. Enjoy the extra early update!

Coming Home

Summary: After Bella is heartbroken once more, but this time by her best friend, she leaves. Only to return fifteen years later with someone that looks a hell of a lot like one of the pack members.

!!!Warning!!! This story is going to be rated M. For one: there are mentions of lemons and possible lemons in the future. Two: Language. Three: Just to be safe since people have been completely stupid about the whole rating thing. If you're not 18 then you shouldn't be reading something that is rated M to begin with. !!!Warning!!!

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I own nothing that is Twilight related! I just like to play with the characters.

Previously: "You ready to go? I need to see if Kota is okay."

I nodded and stepped passed Jacob into Billy's room. I did catch Bella's eyes before I went in and the hurt was definitely hidden in those gorgeous chocolate pools.

Chapter Five

[Bella's POV]

I am not normally one that uses really foul language but... Jacob Black is a fucking asshole.

Thank you Jesus for making my mind is silent to everyone.

But I lied. I did care what Jacob said about me. And damnit it hurt to hear him say that. Embry found me in the driver seat of the truck when he came outside with him bag over his shoulder. He had tossed the bag in the bed of the truck and gently pushed me over into the passenger side. We were silent for awhile but I started to fidget with my hands and Embry pulled over onto the side of the highway and pulled me into his side.

"Are you okay?" he asked softly.

I shook my head. "I want to hate him so badly but no matter how much a say it or tell people that I do my heart wont let me. Hes an asshole. But I still love him like family."

Embry squeezed me tighter in his arms and rested his cheek on the top of my head. "I understand. I wish I could hate him too but he will always be my family, same goes for you with him. No matter what Bella, you are part of our crazy over-sized dysfunctional family and I wouldn't change that for anything in the world."

I had tears streaming down my cheeks again for I don't even know the number of times now. I have cried because I took Embry's son away for him, I have cried because my memories of the day I almost lost Dakota had hit me full force when it was brought up and I have cried because of my once best friend and lover said that he hates me, to my face. I wiped my face on the sleeve of my jacket and wiped the fallen tears that had landed on Embry's arm away. Muttering a soft, "Sorry."

"Hey," he grabbed my chin and turned my head to face him. "You have nothing to be sorry for. You can cry whenever you want to and I promise I will be here to hold you every time."

"Thank you." I whispered.

The small cab of the truck suddenly became very hot. My eyes were gazing into Embry's. I had forgotten how beautiful his eyes were. They were dark with the soft flecks of honey around the edges and his thick lashes framed his eyes. Embry was a gorgeous man. My eyes flickered down to his mouth when he parted his plump lips and I followed the movement of his pink tongue as it licked across his upper lip before disappearing back into his mouth.

My hand moved on its own, rubbing against his jaw line that was covered in a light stubble that did things to my insides. I had no control over myself when my hand hooked his neck and pulled his lips to my own. The groan that echoed through the cab, I couldn't figure out which one of us had let it out. For all I knew it could have been me but it only spurred me on more. I began to twist myself around to face him and Embry roughly grabbed my waist and turned me himself, planting me firmly in his lap; I didn't miss the obvious hardness that was pressing against my backsides but I would worry about that later, right now all that I was focusing on were his warm lips moving against mine.

I had my fingers weaved into his raven locks, gripping hard and holding him to me, I didn't want him to move. Too bad he had another idea. One of his hands moved from my waist and he wrapped my thick hair into his fist, pulling my head back hard enough that the pain was delicious and it was making my stomach do flip flops. Embry trailed rough nibbling kisses across my jaw and down to my neck. After a few open mouth kisses to my pulse point, he bit down. Hard.

My eyes rolled back in my head, my entire body arched into him and without him even touching me below the waist, I felt that familiar spring in my stomach snap. My body rocked completely with my release and I barely registered Embry's deep growl as he continued to bit down.

With a heaving chest, I collapsed against his chest as Embry licked at his bite. I could feel the smile on his lips as he lapped at my skin. Then I realized what he had just done.

He marked me.

Jesus!

"Oh god," I panted as I kissed the place above his heart through his shirt.

Embry swallowed audibly a few times before speaking, "I'm sorry, well okay, I'm not. I wanted to do that the first time we were together but I just couldn't with you so upset. Please don't be upset with me. I – I couldn't stop myself. I may be a human now but the wolf tends to make appearances every once in awhile."

I leaned my head back so I could look at him. His eyes were closed tightly and his beautiful face was twisted with pain. I curled my fingers under his chin and pulled him to my eye level. "No need for me to be upset. That was.. god." I groaned the last word.

"I still shouldn't have done that. I – I mean, I don't even know if you want me.. I know we have a son together but that doesn't mean that after fifteen years you are just going to say 'hey, lets see if we can make more babies!' or anything like that. I don't even know if you would even think about dating me ..."

I cut him off by pressing my lips to his. I watched his eyes close and a soft whimper came from his closed lips. Speaking against his lips, "I know we didn't have anything other than friendship all those years ago and I know that we sort of jumped the gun when I practically begged you to bed me that night. But that doesn't mean that all these years I haven't thought about you. About us." I pulled back a little so I could talk clearly. "I have, Embry. I have thought about what it would have been like if I hadn't ran. I could have told you that you had a child on the way and you could have gone with me to all the doctors appointments."

"Bella, don't cry sweetheart." Embry muttered as he brushed my tears away. God I hate crying! "I know your reasons and its okay. I am sure you have plenty of pictures you can show me."

I nodded, "We have videos too. I swear I wasn't planning to keep him a secret from you. I was just scared that if I came back.."

"That Jacob would have jumped to conclusions like he did today. Bella, I want you to know right now that Jacob is an idiot. All that crap he said back there was lies. And you cant say you don't care because I saw that look in your eyes Bella. It was the same look you held in your eyes for so long after Cullen left you. He lied to you too. Anyone that says they hate you is lying. You are too wonderful to hate."

"Lying or not, it hurt, Embry. As if I hadn't been through enough he has to say those things to me. To purposely hurt me. Em you know I take every thing people say about me to heart but I just couldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me hurt again." I stopped before I said anymore. The more I said the more the pained look took over Embry's face. "You know I could never want to be with him ever again, right?"

Embry nodded. "I do."

"Good. Because I honestly am going to find a damn crowbar when I get home cause the next time I see Jacob, I'm using it on his head." I said with a devilish smile.

With wide eyes, Embry gave me a panicked look. "You cant smash his head in with the thing. He still phases but when would his kids say if he came home with a bruised up face!?"

I smirked at him, "I wasn't talking about that head."

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Dakota was sitting in the living room with Sue and a girl that looked really familiar but I couldn't place her. When she squealed 'Auntie Bells' I knew instantly who it was. Little Claire was grown up and completely gorgeous. After she hugged me she pranced back to the sofa and sat down on my son's lap, teasing about how adorable my son was cause Kota to turn scarlet. I had to laugh and Embry gave me a nudge saying there was another thing passed down from me. It was true. He had my curse to blush on cue.

Sue was giving me the motherly look of 'I know what you were doing in the car' when Embry and I walked passed her. I just smiled dumbly. Embry of course just had to break my silly I'm high on Embry moment when he grabbed my waist and pulled me into his lap in the armchair. I gave a very high pitched meep sound cause everyone to laugh at me.

Charlie was home a little later that night and found us all, plus Quil, in the living room talking and catching up. We had to order food in because Sue said she hadn't had a chance to go shopping yet this week. The pizza was perfect and I think Kota ate nearly four large all on his own. Thankfully Charlie had ordered enough. Charlie and Sue were the first to head up stairs and by the look in their eyes I was never more thankful than I was at that moment to not have super hearing. Poor Kota. Quil had thrown Claire over his shoulder shortly after that and they had gone back to his house.

Embry was getting up to leave when Dakota was cleaning up all the dinner boxes and plates. I had followed him quickly, not wanting him to go.

"Do you have to go so soon?" I whispered when he hugged me to him. "Do you have work?"

"No but it's best if I do, sweetheart. I promise you will see me tomorrow." Embry placed a sweet kiss on my lips before he reached for the door.

With one final attempt, "Please stay tonight." I begged. I got him the best puppy eyes I could and when that small smile turned the corner of his mouth upwards I knew I had won.

Sorta Epic AN[sorry]: Alright another chapter out. I have to say I got a lot of … interesting reviews last chapter.

I know some people are upset about Jacob right now. But if the ones screaming at me would have read the PM I sent out to everyone that had concerns about him, then you would have known that he had to be this way for this part of the story. I also promised he would get better but meh, its your lose if you stop reading. Not like I'm forcing you to anyways.

I just want to show you one review I got. It was from an Anon. reviewer. I sort of wished the person would have had an account/been logged in so I could respond to them and just talk cause I do try to figure out ways to have the story go if people are really concerned about where I'm making it head. But oh well.

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This was the review:

im sorry, i liked most of ur stories but this is a load of sh!t
how can u make jake out 2 b the bad guy?!?!?!
u cant seriously say u love jake after this!
u made him out 2 b heartless,unkind and a cheater!
ur a disgrace 2 jacob fans!
I HATE U AFTER THIS!

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Okay, what is a person supposed to say to that anyways. I'll be honest. I actually smiled when I read this. They couldn't be more wrong with saying I cant love Jake. Jake is one of my favorite characters of the book but just because hes my favorite doesn't mean that I have to always make him a good guy. Its my story. I needed him to be this way for my reasons. I am sorry if you are upset with me, well you hate me obviously but okay you're not the first person to say that and probably not the last, but its still my story and you don't have to read it.

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There was also this Anon. Review:

i know u mite dislike me know n other reviewers but u broke my heart cause i'm entirely IN LOVE with jacob n i believe he wouldn't hurt bella like that!
once again...i'm sorry

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See. That's the nice way of saying I suck. You don't always have to be nasty about stuff. I am bummed that those few people aren't going to be finishing my story because of the simple fact that Jacob is being an asshole. But that's okay. They are just going to miss out of the ending. People that are quitting the story aren't going to find out where I'm taking things but again, its their lose.

Ugh. Sorry I'm ranting and just jabbering on and on. I will stop now. =]

Same as always, tell me what you think and what you want to see / suggestions.

Until next time!

XoXo – Jenn