IMPORTANT: Hey Guys. Me Kpfan72491 here again. So this story is probably the most important to me so far. Why? Because it hits close to home. I had the type eating disorder Sam is going through in this fic. Some of the things Sam is going to be going through, I went through. It is a Seddie but Seddie is not the main concept of this story. You will see later in this story what Sam sees. Later I will be putting it in Sam's POV. Until then it will be in General. Also Yes I know it's been done and if you know me then you know I don't like a broken record. But this fic will be nothing like you read before. You'll see the aftermath of this issue. WARNING I also if you don't want to read a story this descriptive about the mind of someone with an eating disorder then please hit the back button. But I hope you really like this story.(: So please Read and review and NO FLAMES. Enjoy iLose

I do not own iCarly. I only own the idea behind this story.

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First days of school always bring a lot of pressure on students. The pressure of who has the cutest clothes, who has the darkest tan, who met the cutest guys, and who last the most weight. Let's just say that high school is a jungle. A jungle that Sam Puckett did not want to be a part of. She could care less about what people wore, how dark they got, who they made-out with, and how much weight people lost.

Sam opened her locker, shoving a low-fat fatcake in her mouth. She grabbed her notebook out from her backpack and placed it in her locker. She watched the preppy school girls tell their summer stories to their brainless followers. Sam scoffed closing her locker. She slid down waiting for her best friends. Sam just stared at her beat up old converses. She noticed that she had another pair of shoes next to hers. She didn't look up but she knew who it was. She saw the person move and sat next to her. "Sup Freddork. Seen Carly around?" Sam took another bite into her fatcake.

Freddie watched Sam maul her fatcake. "Not much. You know how first days are." He sighed "And as for Carly… She's flirting with Chris Burton. She says she'll see us at lunch."

"Aw Fweddie." Sam said in a baby voice. "Are you sad that Carly is never going to love you? Or any girl for that matter." Sam smirked.

"Okay first of all Princess Puckett, I'm over Carly. Second, Girls who are rude don't get food." Freddie held up a bag of bacon.

Sam's eyes widen "Wow Freddie have I told you today that you look completely HOT!" Sam grabbed the bag full of bacon and started eating it.

Freddie chuckled as he watched Sam eat the bag of bacon. He has been bringing Sam something for Sam every morning since mid last year. It was those little moments like that that made him happy. He wouldn't say this out loud, mainly because Sam wouldn't feel the same, but he had developed feelings for the long haired blonde sitting next to him. She was perfect to him, with all her flaws.

"It bites that Carly ditches us for Chris Burton." Sam said with a mouth full of bacon.

Freddie smiled "Well I don't mind the company" He leaned in towards Sam playfully nudging her.

"Me either… even if it is with a nub like you" Sam and Freddie laughed. Sam offered Freddie a slice of bacon.

"Yuck! No wonder she's so fat. Look at her stuffing her face with all that bacon" A skinny preppy girl said to her follower pointing at Sam.

Freddie saw in Sam's eyes that she was angry. "Sam don't listen to them. They're just jealous." He whispered in Sam's ear. "Come one. Let's go to class" He stood up and offered his hand to help her up.

Sam took Freddie's up and stood up. "Just a sec. I got some business to take care of." Sam ran towards the preppy girls.

Freddie heard a bunch of high pitch screams. He saw Sam run back. "Sam… What did you do?"

"Let's just say I took out the trash." Sam said with a smirk. Sam and Freddie laughed and headed to their homeroom together.

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So that is the first chapter. Important note… Freddie giving Sam food is VERY important in this story. You'll see what I mean later. So please review now. The faster you do that faster I put it up. (: KP out