Okay some people said that I should show Freddie's feelings to this too so here you go.
Hope you enjoy it! R&R PLZ!
Dear Journal,
Today was awesome! Being with the girl of my dreams ,fate you didn't let me down! But I feel like I'm forgetting something, something important but I can't hit the nail on the head. Today me and Carly had the best time. Some people say that me and Carly don't make a good couple. Pfft! What do they know?! Me and Carly make the best couple ever! She loves me and I Love her too!
~Signed By Freddie
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Dear Journal,
Another awesome day with Carly I think I'm blessed! But there's something I noticed about Carly when we kissed, yeah we kissed but I didn't feel a spark not one not even electricity ran through my body! What's wrong with me?! Carly she doesn't seem so Hot to me like she used to. Before she was the most beautiful thing I ever layed eyes on. Now she just looks nice. But why aren't I so excited that's she my girlfriend? I'm just being stupid. Why can't I stop feeling like I'm forgetting something?! I'm not forgetting nothing or no one...Am I?
~Signed Bey Freddie
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Dear Journal,
Today was bad! Me and Carly broke up because I didn't think she loved me for me so I broke up with her. WHY DID I DO THAT!?!? I'm such an idiot! I'm going to bed to think this through.
~Signed By Freddie
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Dear Journal,
I think I know what I'm forgetting I'm forgetting that I was in love with someone before and when me and Carly were together, and I still am. But I can't figure out who. All I know is she's wonderful and she stole my heart. But I know that I don't love anyone from school. There's Valerie, EW!, Wendy, Never, Kayla,...No. None one there. Who am I in love with? I'm going to go sit out on my fire escape that's where I do my best thinking.
~Signed By Freddie
Freddie walked out to his Fire escape. He just looked out over Seattle.
~Flashback~
"I was Just gonna say-"
"That we should kiss"?
"Your gonna break my arm now right?"
"No.."
"Well, should we? Just so both of us can get it over with?"
"Hmm...Just to get it over with."
"Just to get it over with."
"And you swear we go right back to hating each other as soon as it's over."
"Oh totally and we never tell anyone."
"Never."
Silence filled the air.
"Well...Lean.."
Freddie lean over and brushed his lips with the blonde in front of him before coming in with a soft,sweet,passionate kiss. It lasted for at least 10 seconds. (A/N Yea in iCarly they said seven seconds but In my media player when I watch the kiss it counts 10 seconds so that's what I'm going with.)
~End Of Flashback~
Just then Freddie remembered the blonde headed demon that tourmented him everyday Samantha Puckett. His heart skipped a beat just thinking about the blonde. He jumped out of his lawn chair and raced down the fire escape stairs.
He ran down the street to get to Sam's house. When he got there he saw police cars ambulances and Sam's mom he remebered the blondes mother. She was bursting out in tears. He ran over to the the police officer and asked what happened.
"Well.." The fat police dude said.
"Well?! What happened." Freddie grew impatient.
"Little blonde girl committed suicide."
Freddie's face fell, his heart ached. No it couldn't be true she was never the type to that kind of thing.
He saw the blonde being loaded into an ambulance so ran over and looked at the blonde her wrist was cut all the way up to the crook of her arm ,deep. The blonde was pale and bloody. Almost on cue Freddie's eyes shot so many tears out of them that he couldn't see. He couldn't believe that the girl he loved would commit suicide. Freddie couldn't see Sam like this so he walked home. He walked into the kitchen and grab a sharp knife.
"If I don't have her there's no point in living." Those were Freddie's last words before he cut his wrists' deep and he was very persistent. He fell to the floor he realized that he was about to meet the lord, The all mighty and Creator. That night Fredward Antonio James Benson was Dead...
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