*--Hello! This is my first fanfic here in the Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha category...so please be kind to me? Ahaha..

DISCLAIMER: I do not own MSLN...That's enough right?

Now let's get started..Oh! The effect is better if you will read while listening to Heaven Knows by Rick Price... --*

I love her...

I love her so much...

I believe she loved me too....

I know that but...why?

Why did she leave me alone?

Is it because she did not really love me?

I don't want to believe it but it could be true.

We were always together ever since we were little...

We play together, laugh together, and enjoy our moment with each other...

Whenever we need each other's company, we are always with each other.

Even as we hit puberty, even when a lot of guys and sometimes even girls too, would hit on her, we were inseparable.

I loved her and until now, I still do.

When I asked her to be my girlfriend she said yes.

I was completely overjoyed by her answer. The blush on her face makes my heart flutter as if it was on a rampage.

We became closer...

...Until he arrived...

He is handsome, intelligent and kind at the same time. Wearing a smile like that would make girls blush at him. He would always give her that smile and kindness.

It pains me seeing her smiling back at him, constantly blushing whenever she would receive a compliment.

Afraid of her being taken away from me, I told her what I feel every time they're together.

She told me, "He's just a friend. Don't worry too much all right?", as she smiled.

I believed her... but she...didn't do much to convince me.

The next day, when I went to the rooftop of our school after class to relieve stress...

I saw her...with him...

Kissing each other...

Holding each other close...

My heart was shattered into pieces...

I closed the door silently so that they would not notice me...

Closing the door, I turned around and ran away.

I was crying at that time. I went inside the comfort room and cried...and cried.

I want to tell her.

Why did you do this to me?

I trusted you.

You broke my trust.

You broke my heart.

... but I can't. I just can't.

After calming, I washed my face and went out, bumping to someone...

...To her.

Our eyes met and she saw it, the sadness that I was feeling. She asked me what my problem was. I just stood there, staring at her. I whispered to her the first thing that came to my mind at that moment.

"I'm letting you go. You love him right?" and the tears flowed uncontrollably.

I can't stop. I'm devastated but I want her to be happy...even if it wasn't because of me.

She was shocked. I walked past her, turning left and ran away from her.

Since then, I did my best to ignore her, to forget her but from the time I wake up, I can't stop thinking of her. Even when I go to other places, things would always remind me of her. Dreams and nightmares would also be about her.

I really want to let go...but I can't.

I want her.

I love her.

I love her so much...

...so much that it hurts me.

My friends keep on telling me to get over her, that I don't deserve someone like her.

I can't help but think that perhaps she thinks that she doesn't deserve me and it makes me lonelier.

Time flowed by and graduation came. After the ceremony, she approached me.

"I'm sorry." She told me softly, eyes brimming with tears.

"I..." she wanted to add something but I stopped her, kissing her, closing my eyes in the process...

...Making her stop.

I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear her say "I love him."

Thinking of it was shredding my already shattered heart.

The whole time I kissed her, I felt warm tears leave my eyes.

I want to stay like that forever but I have to let go.

I embraced her and whispered with a strained voice...

"Please...I beg you...I love you...Come back...Come back to me..."

*--I italicized the last to add effect, sorry if it confused some of you. I did my best to not mention the name of the characters but I think you already know them right? It's sad right? Oh well.. I hope it made you sad LOL...ahaha... Please tell me what you think. This could be a prologue based on what you want( in short I'm asking you if you want me to continue this or not.) I know it could stand by itself already but the ending is so sad. (I wanna cry *sniff*) Please leave a review and thank you for reading.

Depending on the reviews or what you will send me, this will have a status of "COMPLETE"

Until then...--*