A/N: I know I shouldn't be posting this when I haven't finished 'It's Never Too Late' but I have a bit of a mental block on it =/
Set in 3x14, this chapters not so good which is why I'm posting the second one as well! Hope you enjoy, my Addisam heart is a little broken at the minute so I need this to get me through aha!!
Reviews always appreciated.
iam-kelly.
"Hey" Addison said softly walking out into the garden outside of the ballroom.
"Hey" Sam nodded not looking up at her, she sat down next to him and sipped her drink.
"Having a good time?" he asked quietly.
"Like gum surgery" Addison quipped "You looked like you were having fun, with that girl"
"Hmm" Sam sighed.
"What are we doing here?! All I wanna do is go home, take off these incredibly painful shoes, eat pizza and watch some really bad TV where peoples lives are more screwed up than mine"
"You get the pizza, I'll get the wine" Sam said standing up "Meet you at yours in half an hour"
"Ok" Addison nodded "Sam, we're ok right?"
"We have to be" he said as he walked away.
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"Addison?" Sam shouted as he stepped through her patio doors.
"Be there in a minute" she shouted from upstairs.
Sam walked over to the kitchen and pulled out two glasses, he poured out the red wine, he took the glasses over to the sofa, their pizza was sat on the coffee table.
"Hey" she smiled walking over to him, she'd changed out of her dress and was wearing her pajama bottoms and her Yale sweatshirt, her hair was now framing her face, her skin clear of make-up "Thank you" she smiled as he handed her a glass of wine.
"I'm sorry" he said quietly a few minutes later.
"What for?" she asked not turning her head away from the TV.
"For yelling at you, today"
"We're both guilty of saying things we shouldn't Sam" Addison said softly squeezing his hand.
"I meant it, we could be real Addie"
"I know" she nodded "I'm just, scared, you were right, I am scared"
"Just let go" he whispered leaning his head towards her, she let out a shaky breath, her hand reached up and touched his face tentatively.
"We can't" she whispered.
"We can" he said as their lips almost touched, as they connected Addison slowly moved herself so she was straddling his lap, knees either side of his thighs, his hands moved up into her hair as the kiss deepened, as they pulled apart their foreheads rested against each other, he dropped his hands to her hips.
"If you want to stop, we can stop" Sam said as his hands moved softly from her hips to her waist "But if we don't there's no going back"
"No going back" she said kissing his jawline, he slipped his hands under her shirt, his palms touching the soft skin of her back, he started to slowly lift her shirt off her, as it reached her head he pulled it off and threw it to the side of the sofa. He kissed against her breastbone as he unclipped her bra, as she shimmied it off her arms she pulled his shirt off him, he softly caressed her breasts, her nipples hardening in his palms, she let out a soft moan, she reached her hands down and undid the button and zip on his pants, he rolled her onto her back, he pulled off her bottoms, she pushed his down so he stood only in his boxers, he kissed her neck softly as he rubbed two fingers against her clit, he slowly slipped them inside of her, she gasped at the contact, she cupped his face and brought him in for a kiss, she moaned into his mouth as he teased her clit with his thumb.
"I want you now Sam" she whispered.
He kissed her passionately on the lips as he slid off his boxers, he knelt down on the floor, pulling her to sit on the edge of the sofa, she let her head fall onto his shoulder, one hand on the back of his neck, the other on the sofa, he slowly entered her, she took in a sharp intake of breath.
"You ok?" he whispered.
"You're just, big" she whispered back "Don't stop"
Sam kissed her neck softly as he pushed himself halfway into her, he pulled back slightly and pushed himself all the way in, she let out a low moan, they moved their hips slowly in sync with each other, his hands holding her against him at the small of her back, she moved her body as close to his as she could, her legs wrapping around him, her elbows moved to rest on his shoulders, her arms curling up so her hands held onto his head.
"Oh god Sam" she moaned as he thrust hard against her g-spot, her muscles clenched around him making him groan with pleasure "Let me, go, on, top" she gasped, Sam stayed firmly inside her, he raised himself up a little and held her close as he turned to sit back on the sofa, she moved her legs so she was again straddling his lap, she gripped onto his shoulders and began to move up and down on top of him. He held onto her hips, his lips kissed her bare chest, with each movement from her he thrust hard up into her.
"Sam, oh god, I'm nearly….SAM!" she moaned loudly, she threw her head back and bit down onto her lip, she shuddered as her orgasm took control of her body, he reached up and grabbed onto her chin forcing her to look at him, he kissed her fiercely, letting out a loud groan of her name as he too came, his cum shooting into her, as they slowly came down from their high they rested their foreheads against each other, stealing soft kisses, he rubbed her back softly, when their breathing finally returned to a normal pace Addison pulled herself slowly off him, he lay down, she lay on top of him, her head against his chest, she pulled the blanket that was spread over the back of the sofa on top of them and snuggled up against him.
"Sam" Addison said quietly after a few minutes of listening to the sounds of their breathing.
"Yeah?"
"I think, I think I'm in love with you"
"I think I'm in love with you too"
Addison looked up at him with teary eyes, he kissed her forehead and held her tightly as the tears fell.
"It's ok" he said softly "We're going to be ok"
"We're not" she sniffed.
"We are, we're Sam-and-Addison, we're going to be ok"
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