Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT.

A/N: for those waiting for my other stories, I am sorry it has taken ages but I've battled with writers block and my A2 work and exams which have taken up most of my time. Also it doesn't help when I only have access to the main computer because my laptop is constantly playing up and there are six people in my family. I only got to write this chapter because no one is home and I had an accident on the bus and I can't walk on my leg properly.

ROSALIE'S POINT OF VIEW

'Rose?' I heard from behind me as I put a tablet in my mouth, I turned around and saw Bella Emmett's sister looking at me.

'What?' I asked

'What are you doing? Why are you doing this to Emmett?' should I tell her or not?

'Rosalie ANSWER ME NOW!' she screamed at me, 'Emmett loves you Rose why put him through the torment again, you can end up losing him forever if you go back to your old ways.' Let me explain, seven months ago I was in rehab for an addiction to over the counter drugs. Emmett and I were involved in a car accident months before and I couldn't stop taking the medicine, I kept telling them that I was in pain but they wouldn't listen to me. I have been out of the rehabilitation facility for a month and a half now and I can say I am feeling better, at first Emmett was supportive but then when it got worst and I collapsed at Bella and Edwards wedding he broke up with me. I went through rehab without my true love. When I came out we managed to get our act together and he proposed three days ago, the thing is I can't wait for weeks or months we have to marry sooner rather than later so that is why we are marrying in two days from now.

'Bella, it's not what you think,' I replied to her question.

'What is it then? I walk into the house to see you taking a tablet, I'm not dumb Rose, I can tell what you are doing'

'Bella, believe me it is definitely not what you think. I have to take them, Carlisle prescribed them. I'm dying.' I said looking down at the floor not wanting to see her face; I began fiddling with my fingers waiting for her response.

'What? You're dying? How? Have you told my brother?' I looked up to see her reaction

'Yes you heard correctly I am dying, from stomach cancer. It is too far gone to try anything. No I haven't told Emmett, I can't bring myself to tell him' I said while lowering myself to sit on the chair near me and full on crying.

'you have to tell him, he really does love you. it will crush him, if you don't tell him and you just die.'

'I will tell him but I don't know when'

'he needs to know before the wedding, it's not fair to him.'

'I know.' Bella moved over to me and draped her arm over my shoulders to comfort me, after about ten minutes I began calming down

'Rose, you are family and you will always have me to watch your back.'

'thanks Bella' I said

After that we decided to go outside and hang with our friends, it was one of those rare days when the sun was out and it was nice and hot, so Emmett decided it was time for a barbeque and invited all our friends around.

'so everyone just sat there looking at me as if to what on earth, Rose then came up behind me and slapped me round the head' I heard Emmett telling my brother and best friend.

'What story you telling hun?' I asked making my way over to Emmett and sat on his lap.

'The one where I took you to your meeting in Port Angele's, you know with Karen and Jennifer.'

'Oh yeah, how can I forget? Karen can't look at you again without seeing you in fishnets as not only did you say you would wear them but you actually decided to wear them with the mini skirt and wig. Also don't forget the make-up you looked more like a clown than a women. No wonder Karen is scared of you,'

'so that's why you hit me?'

'yep, you didn't see Karen's face she looked so white,' I told him remembering the experience before shuddering. That was when everyone began to laugh, I really am going to miss this. I looked around and caught Bella's eye she had a look as if to say she knew what I was thinking. Why is this happening to me?

We spent the whole evening chatting with the group, Bella who is Emmett's baby sister, her husband Edward who is Emmett's best friend, Jasper who is my brother and Jasper's fiancée Alice who is also Edward's cousin. It was just the six of; we have known each other ever since Jasper and I came here to Forks looking for our birth mother when we were 16 after running away from home. Edward's parents took the both of us in and we have been friends with them ever since. Knowing that I will be leaving them soon really has me lost and upset as I don't have any control anymore. I was given up to two months left till my body stops fighting so that is why I made the decision to get married so soon, I want to die with the eternal connection to Emmett. I want him to be my husband, which is my only solitary wish.

PLEASE READ AND REVIEW AND I AM WORKING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER SHOULD BE UP TOMORROW IF I AM OFF AGAIN, WHICH I THINK I MIGHT BE AS MY LEG REALLY REALLY HURTS.