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"Horatio"

It's just been 5 minutes and he started whinnying already .I looked at him "I said no talking for 20 minutes "

"But Hor…"

"25 "

"OK OK I'll shut my mouth happy now? "

"30 "and he just pouted at me and turned his face to the wall again, I swear I hold myself just to not laugh at his reaction. (Big baby)

If I counted today it will be like 3 months, almost 3 months since I knew that Ryan Wolf was actually my little brother (yes little brother). A little

brother that I didn't know about, till I get the letter and the photo of him when he was 6 months old in old envelope over my desk. Almost 3

months. But I knew him before these 3 months. One minute he was my colleague at work and the next thing I know he was my baby brother, a

little brother, I mean come on I can be Ryan's father on my age now, but no my old man couldn't keep his hands for himself, he had to play

Casanova role and trick a girl that mostly was my age or may be younger and get her pageant with his kid then dumped her like she was nothing

for him, just another woman to spend the night with.

Is it really three months? Really!

It felt like years. Beside, Ryan can for sure make you feel like an old man, with him you always feel like living in the edge of mountain and you can

fall at any minute. I always thought I knew him very well, but no he was a different story when it comes to personal life. He was messed up ,

although he is a smart guy ( I know he's like me in that ) but his feeling were just confused as his thoughts( which took me time to figure it out ) .

It took him sometime to trust me again as his boss and a lot of time to adopt to the idea of me being his big brother, hell it take me time to

understand and accept this idea too. At the end we both manage to be brothers .

I was monitoring him since he become part of my team, but I didn't recognized before that he was just way younger than the others, because he

was good as his peers at work, he was like a boy in man world. If I remembered , I can tell that I didn't see him act like his age before , because

he was always obsessed to show us he was a grown man, a good csi that can handle all the stress at work ( and he is a good, no he is one of the

best csi's I ever knew). Another thing I didn't recognized about him that he can get himself in any kind of trouble, (and I mean any kind ) .he for

sure has major obsession which called Erick Delko , ( no he is not in love with him you idiots ) he is joules of Erick . of every aspect of him , he

always compare himself to Erick ( am trying to solve this problem ) ,always believe that I preferred Erick over him( he had this idea since the first

time worked with me ) . he just can't understand the relation between the two of us ,we have some common areas , we have memories that

doesn't include ryan with us , I just cant erase that(and I won't do it either ) . Ryan thinks that am wailing to let him down just to please Erick ( told

u big baby ) , but I know him, he just afraid when it comes to his feelings , he acts out of fear of people letting him down if he trusts them most of

the time . at work he is just another story m he is sharp as clock ( not all the time but he is trying his best and I appreciated ) .

On the other hand Erick. Erick wasn't that fond of Ryan at first , and they always have these arguments and there were always differences

between them ( because everyone of them is just a fine kid and a wonderful human , add to it the environment they lived in and you'll got 2

different personalities which was fine with me ) , but both of them manage to handle each other for most of the time , but since Erick knew that

Ryan is my little brother he is trying his best to make things as smooth as he can be between the both of them , but Ryan can be a pain in the a**

sometime , and sometime he can be stubborn as rock (mmm I think he got it from me also, not good at all ) , and sometimes he can be just a brat

about everything , but most of time he is just a broken soul trying to find his way to heal again. at least Erick is trying ( Ryan too, but not all the

time )I know it will take me sometime to knock some sense on him but am intend to do it, as long as it take , Ryan need to know that . I love both

of my boys and they both need to know that there always be a place for each one of them.

"Time Ry "

he turned to me, he looked calm now , " come here "I said while I pointed to the place beside me on the couch , he came dragging his legs as

slowly as he can , he knew I don't like him to do that so I said " it seems like 30 minutes wasn't good enough for you to think about your behaving "

He stopped for a second then said furiously "what do you want me to do, come jumping to you "

(Come one, he just doesn't know when to stop talking).

I stand up and said "OK then another 15 minutes. now back to the wall " he opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off " another word

from you and it will be 30 , got it " I said it while I looked him directly in the eye , so he know that am serious about my threat , he nodded his head

in agreement ( but that doesn't mean he had to like it ) . I can see it in his face now that he starts to think about his previous action, he start to

think why he was in this position again. yes again this is not his first time that I send him to stand against a wall , whenever he start to act like a

brat this is the place he find himself before facing the music ( which mean me of course ).

Ryan life wasn't that smooth at all, he lived in too many fosters home before finally settling with Tom when he was 13 years old. Tom was his

shelter and his own family, he provided ryan with love, safety and everything a kid can have . Ryan wasn't an easy going kid after what he suffers(

thank God no sexual abuse ) at the foster homes , but Tom was there for him and he actually brings the best of Ryan, he helped him get out from

his own shell m bring him to the real world . Still, Ryan didn't always had a role model in his life , discipline wasn't a big part of his life , that why he

find it hard to accept any discipline from others. But Ryan have to know that am a discipline guy , I don't like people do wrong things and just hope

that they will learn from it in the future ( ohh no that's not me) .Raymond was just few years younger than me but I was always there to discipline

him or punish him, not for every mistake of course just the majors one or the unbelievable one ( which was a lot ) ( well till now I didn't get the

punishment part with Ryan , am just hoping that he will control himself first ) but Ryan know how to make things hard for himself and for me .

Still after all that , sometimes I think I go easy on him than usual maybe out of guilt (because I wasn't part of his life and he had to be on his own

most of his life , just to think about what he have to handle on a young age, that sometime make me go easy on him ) but not all the time .