Authors Note:
Hey everyone, I know it's been like a year and I am sorry. But I am officially putting this story up for adoption. For many personal reasons I can not continue this story. I have tried to write for months and it's just not working. I am a Christian and for the last several years have fallen away from my faith, in those year this story formed, in the last several months I have been working on building my relationship with Christ back up and was severely convicted about continuing this story. I guess you can say in the last few days I have been God Smacked (that's like bitch slapped but by God.) I have realized many things in the last few weeks alone and it's been very emotional.
Many of you may think I am hypocritical in this, but I am human and we make mistakes. I am not judge and jury and have many friends that are near and dear to me who are Gay/Lesbian. I do however know that it is against my beliefs and I have been convicted in my stance on this. Just because I don't agree with homosexuality does not mean that I love anyone any less for it and would judge anyone. Judgment is God and God's alone. But I can't in good conscience continue on with this story not just because of the slash aspect but also due to the sexual aspects. If ya'll can believe it I am actually a virgin and plan to stay that way till marriage (I am 33 and still a virgin, soon my life could be a movie, lol). I am having to humble myself here by admitting that in the last few years I have not been living my life in the way I know I should and have not been the example that I know God desires me to be. But He is a God of love and forgiveness and no matter how far we stray He will always welcome us back.
Please don't think that I am a religious psycho who sits and boycotts and throws horrible names at the homosexual community that is not the case. We are commanded to love the sinner but hate the sin, and I myself am also a sinner and am still struggling with many aspects of my sin nature, one is not greater than the next in their sin, we are all sinners and have need for a redeemer. If anyone has any questions about my change of heart I am more than willing to discuss anything with you. I however would not appreciate insults and/or judgment or name calling. Everyone is entitled to their convictions and due to mine I can not continue with this story.
If you are interested in adopting this story let me know. I would like to discuss where you might take it and your writing style a bit. PM me.
It's been great and I have met several awesome people through this site. I love you all no matter where you stand on this topic.