I don't own Bleach. Kubo-sensei does.

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I hate her.

I hate Neliel Tu Oderschvank.

I hate the way she thinks she's better than me, I hate the way she looks through me, I hate the way she doesn't even care to fight when I attack her.

Neliel says that she prides herself on being logical, on being better than a beast. She only says that because she thinks I'm a beast. She only says she's logical because she's like that bastard, Ulquiorra, and doesn't feel a thing.

Logic doesn't mean a thing to me. Reason is something I don't think about much. I think that just makes me more able to feel emotions. Of course, I don't have many of those, but it doesn't matter to me. All the strong ones: hate, fear, happiness, lust…love; I have them, that's all that counts.

That insufferable woman makes me feel. Whenever she deigns to actually fight me, I feel happy. Whenever she beats me and I'm staring down her sword that isn't even released; I feel fear that she is stronger than me and I have no place in her world. Whenever I think about her ideals; I hate her and them. Whenever she looks at me with those big eyes of hers; I feel lust.

And whenever she is talking to those moronic excuses for fracción of hers with the slightest hint of affection in her voice, whenever those eyes of hers burn with suppressed emotion, whenever I catch a glimpse of her trying to heal another Espada with her disgusting throw-up, whenever I see her acting like a little girl; I love her.

I love her.

I love Neliel Tu Oderschvank.

So I'm going to kill her.

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Nnoitra is complicated. I always saw him as emotional, rather than logical. So I tried to capture that.