The old Scar Tissue fanfic had a RHCP quote, but I decided that it should a song fic.
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Natalia knew that Ryan wanted to date her for a long time- Natalia was just afraid of his reaction when he saw her endless scars
Sarcastic mister know it all
God- he thought that his Wolfe sarcasm would open her up, but it only made her fear him
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
If Natalia would kiss him quickly today- on their second date - and tell them that it won't work, she won't have to provide him an explanation
With the birds I'll share
And then she'd sit there, observing the birds, staring at them
With the birds I'll share
They'd stare back at her, as they did many times before
This lonely view
Sharing the view, now the beach, before it was the protected garden of the shelter
With the birds I'll share
History repeats itself, birds are everywhre
This lonely view
And the views are too, since she had a scarred past and now every guy she tried to date, ran away because of her scars
*Flashback*
Push me up against the wall
Started with threats, when she thought that Nick was kidding, put when he threw her against the wall, breaking the sheet rock in the wall, she realized these were no jokes
Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra
The hit was bad, and the police put her under protection, and she moved to the shelter where she met a girl, whose boyfriend beat her up for wearing a push up bar in a bar. Life was not a fairytale
Fallin' all over myself
When Nick's therapist told Natalia it was okay to return home she did, tripped and fell into his rifle collection breaking it
To lick your heart and taste your health 'cause
That night, he cruelly brought out a pen knife and slashed her legs, punishing her for breaking two rifles. Sicker than that, he licked her blood like a vampire, telling her that she won't be so healthly later
With the birds I'll share
Sitting on a bench in the garden she looked at the robin who cocked its head ans stared at Natalia with one eye
This lonely view...
Natalia always hid in the garden from the other women, the birds the only ones that knew her story, why she was here lonely
Blood loss in a bathroom stall
She still worked at the FBI. One day after one serious fight she began coughing up blood in the restroom
Southern girl with a scarlet drawl
One of her friends, someone that resembled Calleigh sat by her bed in the hospital when her parents came in
Wave good-bye to ma and pa 'cause
Her parents wanted her to stay with them but Natalia thought that she still loved Nick, so she refused the offer and waved goodbye
With the birds I'll share
The robin still stared at her when she was back in the garden because Nick burnt her with a propane lamp
With the birds I'll share
A week later, same robin whom Natalia lovingly nicknamed "Reddy" flew down and pecked some bread crums, staring at Natalia once in a while
This lonely view
Natalia had one friend in the whole shelter- that robin
With the birds I'll share
The robin she shared the garden with
This lonely view
The lonely beautiful garden
Soft spoken with a broken jaw
Nick broke her jaw, ribs, and arm the last time she would ever return to that house
Step outside but not to brawl
She his outside, when Nick came into the shelter demanding where she was
Autumn's sweet we call it fall
Where she found Reddy dead under her bench
I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl and
Natalia looked up, saw the moon in the evening sky and sighed. At least there were no "Nicks'" on the oon
With the birds I'll share
Reddy was replaced by other birds
This lonely view...
Who also shared the garden with her
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
If Ryan was her scars and told him her story, he would flip
Sarcastic mister know it all
Him and his stupid sarcasm
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With a kiss he'd leave leaving her alone with the birds
With the birds I'll share
The birds, who were always there
With the birds I'll share
And the only ones that had no motive to attack her
This lonely view
The non motive birdies were her non speaking friends
With the birds I'll share
Her non hurtful, non- evil friends
This lonely view...
The only friends she could just stare at
Yup, NOT a one shot. Will have more up later.