ihateyou,ihateyou,ihateyou
Thoughts of you keep running through my head.
Everytime I close my eyes,
I see your face,
Your grins, your glares, your frowns,
I see it all.
goaway,goaway,goaway
I know you lied to me,
I just have to prove it.
I thought I knew who you really were,
(watching the waves roll by and the clouds floating aimlessly through the sky)
But I'm doubting that more and more each day.
traitor,traitor,traitor
The more time I spend with you, the more I want to forget the past,
Replace the screams of terror with your gentle voice,
But something deep within holds me back,
And I just continue scowling and fighting.
(can't let myself get lost in the laughter and soft smiles and crisp warmth that is truly you)
can'tforgive,can'tforgive,can'tforgive
I lost everyone I cared about because of you,
Had to listen to their cries and pleas,
Had to watch them suffer and die, unable to help anyone,
How can you just expect me to move on?
(even if it wasn't you and you wouldn't have done that and you would never let that happen. that's not the point)
can'ttakeit,can'ttakeit,can'ttakeit
So as you try to comfort me,
Whispering sweet nothings and holding me tight,
()
I'm no longer sure who I'm trying to fool: you or myself,
But I know it's not working.