A/N: ok so im going to try something I haven't tried, P.O.V's of the characters. Since this may or may not be the last chapter, I think ill add a hot sexy one after this or just add it in near the end. Thank you all for reviewing! Enjoy!
Edward's P.O.V
I stared up at the blank ceiling. The past few weeks blurred together into a big mess. Memories mixed and it became difficult to tell what had happened first. Before the noise of her hands knocking on the door way came to my ears, her sent flooded up into my nose.
"Eddie, time for the funeral." She walked in, her heels dragging against the wooden floors.
"Why do I have to go? Can't I just stay here," I sat up, turning my gaze towards the hardwood floors. She jumped lightly onto the bed next to me, her arm extending around my shoulders.
"Nope, you have to go. Sam already told Jacob's father you'd be there." She smiled lightly and stood, extending her hand out to me. "Come on, its only two hours."
Reluctantly, I stood up and ran downstairs. Esme smiled her loving smile and hugged me lightly.
"After this, you don't have to worry about anything." She whispered loud enough for everyone to hear. Sighing, I made my way to the church.
As I made my way up the stairs a thought flooded into my mind which brought a smile to my face.
Don't burn up leech, burning vampire isn't the best smell in the world. Paul brushed past me, holding a camera and filming everything.
"Paul, save the battery for inside. Jacob would want you to record 'the good parts'" Quil offered a smile towards me, before continuing on with the others to Jacob's grieving family.
An hour later, we stood over a hole in the ground. Alice held me tightly, knowing that the thoughts of everyone present made the funeral even more difficult.
Why did I have to come? Wasn't it bad enough that everyone blamed me for what happened to Jacob? Apparently not.
Hold in there Edward, crying makes you seem weak. Sam commented, causing me to scoff at the inappropriate moment.
Mr. Black had just begun saying how Jacob was always a good son. Immediately, everyone turned towards me. Alice began fake weeping into my arms.
"Jacob was more than a good man, he was the best friend and human being I've ever known" she sobbed. I held her, even after Jacob's father had continued. Somehow, she'd managed to say the words I'd been meaning to say all day.
Ed, come on. Paul is filming this remember? Alice comforted me, despite her obvious want to listen to the speeches.
"thanks alice," I whispered, finally letting her go. Before we knew it, Jacob's casket disappeared into the ground.
LATER
We arrived at the house about ten minuets after Jacob's casket was buried. Alice smiled and went inside, her black dress disappearing into the kitchen as she prepared the meal for the wolves.
"Not going to stay in there are you?" Rosalie asked bitterly, she was still not fond of the way we had chosen to do things.
"No," I locked the car and walked inside, "I'm here to greet the guests."
"Hope we aren't too late," Paul spat, "why was I the one filming again?"
"Because if one of us filmed," Alice interrupted, handing them calamari, "everyone would think we were doing it as a way to rejoice the death."
"And me recording doesn't look that way?" Paul grabbed the food and began eating it as he spoke.
"Of course not, we're friends. It's respectful." Leah slapped the back of Paul's head, taking the calamari away and offering some to Seth.
"Why you!" Paul snapped.
"No fighting," Sam stood between them, greeting Alice and Esme. "Rosalie is outside working, where are the other three?"
"I was helping our new guest with the appetizers." Jasper replied leading Quil towards the others, "his nose is bigger than his brain."
"Say all you want, im eating." Quil held a large plate of caviar and gulped much of it down.
"So who is going to explain what happened with Jacob?" Embry asked eyeing me. His thoughts conveyed his expression, he was angry and confused.
"Right. So, where did you guys leave off on the phone?" Carlisle smiled, standing next to me. Everyone seemed to want to support me, but I couldn't understand why.
"You were telling us how you brought him to your house. And started explaining the broken imprint or something." Mr. Black wheeled in. My eyes snapped to him. Everyone became worried I would hurt him or cause this some sort of harm.
"You knew?" was all I could whisper.
"I'm not dumb vamp." He spat. His thoughts were directed towards me. They weren't hateful, but kind. And suddenly they were gone and everything went silent in my head.
"I heard my name. think I have a right to know why." His warm voice flooded over. "I figure its easier for them to get an answer if their thoughts don't crowd yours."
I turned smiling and hugged him, "How's the room Jacob?"
"Nice, sad I won't be able to sleep in the bed though,." He hugged Sam, sending a spark of jealousy through me.
"Whys that?" Emmet asked marching through the huddled crowd.
"Its too hot, I think I'll need somewhere colder." Smirking at me, Jacob replied.
"What happened to the explaining?" Embry asked, slightly annoyed.
"Bottom line, I imprinted but Edward never made me his mate," Jacob allowed one smug thought at me before setting his shields up again, "Until I was dead, and then."
"Then I bit him. Made him my mate." I smiled putting an arm around him, happy he prevented any disgusted thoughts into my head.
"I thought biting a wolf would kill them," Jacob's father asked quickly.
"Guess im just lucky dad," Jacob held me. For while we just stood looking at each other, and then Paul cut in.
"Who wants to see the vampires crying?" he screamed storming into the living room. Immediately, everyone ran to go see Alice's performance.
"Hope you didn''t cry too much at my funeral," Jacob planted a kiss on my lips. I pressed him against the wall and continued it. Craving his body, his touch. He opened his mouth allowing me in. His heat taunted me constantly. Suddenly, his lips left mine.
"Sorry, I have to breathe and we can pick this up later. After all, I'm not going to die until well until you do." His lips met mine one last time, before he left to be with the others.
A/N: so the sexy stuff is gonna be an epilogue or what ever its called. BTW didn't really explain muchc but Ed can cry cause he is connected to Jacob so yeah REVIEW PLEASE!