Hey guys :) Well, I listened to the saddest . It was by Mayday Parade. And I dont own this song. :/ Or Naruto, I dont own him. :(

Well here is again a SHORT OR LONG one-shot.

Rated for NaruHinaKiba (YEAH NO SASUSAKU *GASP*)

thoughts

Lyrics

This is SO DEPRESSING.

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Naruto couldn't take it. His ex, Hinata, broke up with him yesterday. The breakup was so abrupt. It was like a we're-over-okay? kind of thing. She just avoided him from him to take a hint. But Naruto being Naruto, he didn't get it until Sakura explained it. When Naruto herd of this, he became depressed. He loved Hinata. And now that gentle, kind girl was gone. Naruto felt alone, and no one could cheer him up. And a depressed knuckle-head isn't good. All of Konoha 12 avoided Hinata, except her own team and of course, Neji. Neji wasn't mad with Naruto, but was taken abit back that his little cousin would break hearts.

The depressed blonde has been drowning himself in alcohol, going to the bar every night. He always had a sad face on, but when people asked about him, he wold give a sad smile. Naruto needed to get over Hinata. They never really had closure to him. So thats why he kept an eye-on her but at a distance of course. He just couldn't stare into her shining, lavender eyes that he fell for. Naruto didn't need heartbreak.

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

As Naruto stumbled over to a stool, his dull blue orbs wandered around the almost barren club. But the more empty was the more easier, or he would be barreled with questions, which he didn't need. He needed closure, and he knew Hinata needed it too. Naruto then saw a flash of all-too-familiar-raven/violet-hair. He then saw a scruff of brown pass bye, as the two were just 'hanging out' at the club. When Naruto knew. He knew that Kiba was with his girl. All Naruto wanted to do was beat the crap out of him just like the all-too-familiar Chuunin Exams. Naruto glared at his nearby beer glass, as he saw Kiba hold out his hand to Hinata. Then, he saw something worse. He saw Hinata blush and walk to him, then he saw them dancing. Provocatively. The depressed blonde again glared, almost matching the Uchiha glare. Said Uchiha was probably making out with his girlfriend, Sakura.

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

He was miserable. Waking up to an empty side of the bed, never seeing shiny lavender eyes, or brushing her hair behind her ear. It was driving him insane. Naruto wanted to stop loving her. He wanted to move on, but the blonde couldn't bring himself to do it. Naruto couldn't live with out his soulmate. But it was for the best of their relationship. I mean come on, Hinata broke up with him anyway shouldn't he be 'mad at Hinata' but she was too innocent and kind to hate. Even though she left him heartbroken, with no closure, making an awkward silence.

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Naruto didn't understand. He gave Hinata everything. His love, care, faithfulness, the list could go on forever. Even Sakura and 'teme' thought he was a good boyfriend. Hell, even Sasuke asked Naruto about asking Sakura out. And that was saying something. Why couldn't Hinata accept that he loved her? Naruto couldn't recall anything bad, he did to her.. And even if that was the case, they would work it out immediately. Even if Hinata sat with him, he feels as if she's a thousand miles away. The blonde even contemplated suicide. But, Konoha 12 + Tsunade wouldn't let him. Naruto thought it was the hardest part of living.

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

Konoha 12 always knew, that Naruto could do anything if he set his mind to it. Naruto used to think he was good for something. But Konoha 12 stepped in, and he always believed it. Naruto knew, he was good for something, and maybe relationships weren't his forte. That was proved with Hinata. Naruto needed a purpose to live, and that was Hinata. But she's gone, so Naruto thought 'I need it.'

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Naruto felt betrayal. He and Kiba were the two knuckleheads of the 12 Shinobi. They were buddies. Not as close as Naruto with Sasuke, but Kiba nad him were always on good terms. No what? Kiba is now dancing with His Hinata, his eyes full of lust. And Naruto would be damned to let anyone stare at her, with those eyes. And the fact that Hinata said yes to him hurt him n his chest. Hard. Here was his buddy dancing with Hinata. 'The NERVE OF HIM!' Naruto thought, about to get up, but then he didn't want to release his 9 Tails, and possibly hurt Hinata.

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

The words 'Break up and move on with out Hinata' ran in his head. It was just that he he couldn't do it. I mean, he's been with Hinata for...forever. And now with Hinata's departure and half-break up, leaving Naruto an even more wreck less state, it was hell. Naruto couldn't do suicide, all of his friends, told him not to, (Aka Sakura beating the hell out of him, and Ino yelling) so Naruto dared not to do it. 'Its for the best' He thought, looking sadly at his beer, which lost it's cool touch. 'Even if it makes me miserable...' Was his later thought, now looking at Kiba and Hinata who danced in bliss for them, torture for Naruto.

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

As Naruto heart brokenly looked back at the couple, he finally got of of the stool. He couldn't stand seeing Hinata with him. So many images recurred in his brain as he laid there, alone in his bed. Naruto couldn't do anything. He was vulnerable. Its been days since he'd slept, and he cut off all contact with everyone. No one could enter his home, not even Team 7. The only times he ever went out, was to train, or go to the supermarket to get Instant Ramen, avoiding Ichiraku's which was total hell. When ever Naruto tried to sleep, he'd dream of Kiba and Hinata kissing passionately when it should be him. Hinata was his weakness. Then Naruto thought about what happened earlier today at the supermarket-

Flashback

Naruto scoured the area, looking for his beloved noodles so he could get the hell outta here. Then he saw someone familiar browsing the next aisle. 'I'm finally gonna get closure.' Naruto thought as he made his way to the sweets isle, where his ex-lover was standing, a woven basket in her hand, wearing a white sundress. Her pale skin contrasted with the dress, her violet hair standing out, making her look beautiful. Naruto walked up to her, determination taking over his features, but he was slowly breaking inside, looking at her plump, pale lips that made him fly. He was speechless. His throat was dry, his forehead making beads of sweat, as Hinata looked as calm as ever, but a small hint of sadness was making its way into her eyes. Naruto not catching this, as he was too broken. The raven was the first to speak-

"Hey..Um..Naruto.." Hinata said, removing the suffix that used to escape her lips, trying to stop herself from breaking.

"..." The boy was void of emotion, losing his battle as he stared into her deep lavender pools, melting. He then opened his mouth to say something, but was cut off.

"HEY! HINATA-CHAN! I found the grapes!" Kiba yelled, as a white dog followed closely behind wagging his tail in sucess. Hinata blushed as she looked at her new boyfriend, then at her ex.

Naruto had tears in his eyes, and just 'poofed' identical to his sensei.

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Naruto cried silently. He then headed out of his house. He had his original lopsided grin. Until he saw Hinata and Kiba making out in the park... The angry hurt blonde then punched Kiba in the face and left. Hinata was shocked at his next words.

"You...Cheater...We're over." That was the official closure of their relationship. Even though Naruto could barely spit out the words. Naruto was content, and ready to move on.

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

The End.

What do you think? Sorry for the angst, and a non-NxH ending... Otherwise it wouldn't fit the song, so that's why its like that.

OTHERWISE THERE WOULD'VE SO BEEN NARUHINA. I LOVE NARUHINA. :DDD

So, what'dya think? Review please? But thanks for reading anyway.. This was my first atempt to make something sad. It fails cause I love happy endings.

Thats why the ending is sucky, I didn't really know what to do..

Well thanks for reading.. :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or the song 'Miserable at Best' By Mayday Parade.