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Blue lights. Red lights. Flashing. On and off. Sirens. Blaring. Loud and clear. Several voices. Yelling and muffled crying. But mostly yelling. And through it all. Through all the noise, I still hears her words.

"If this is the answer, then I can't be with you." she said, straightforward.

On the outside, I seem cool and collected. But in the inside, I'm quite the opposite. Far from collected. My mind is yelling at me. Telling me to do something. Not to let it end like this. Not to let this one slip away. Like I let Julia slip away.

As I begin to realize that I have not said anything since, I open my mouth to protest but it's not my voice I hear. Mr. Simpson's, instead. He sounds mad. No, mad is an understatement. He sounds pissed. It's the next words I hear that break me further.

"You betrayed my trust. All of you." he said. And, it's true. There's no denying it.

As I leave, I hear, over the sirens, his threat. "When you guys get back, you won't even recognize Degrassi."

I shake my head. That had all happened several hours ago. I now, sat on my black bed, mourning over her loss. I didn't actually lose her. No. I can still see her. But it's not exactly the same. She's no longer mine. No. She made it clear that she wanted nothing to do with me. Well, actually…I shook my head, erasing any hopeful thoughts.

I knew it. It was too good to be true. I knew all good things must come to an end. I just didn't want to believe it. Because for a long time I had thought that I wasn't the type of person that could be happy, but then she entered, and she changed me. But then, it ended. All the same. Only, she's not dead. No. But not having her as my own is just the same.

I shut my eyes, letting the darkness coax me to sleep. As I lay there on the bed, motionless, I silently make a wish.

"Please let me wake up, and find this all to be nothing but a nightmare." But I know, my life can never be that easy.

Author's note:

Well? You like it? I hope so. XD I came up with this idea while in the water. Come to think of it, I come up with most of my great ideas while in water… hmm… anyways, please review. And, no flaming. Thank you.