Annabeths POV

Its all my fault. Everything was. The battle...the damage...Percys death. If i didnt let him slip away in my arms...when he was dying, i was actually scared. Percy was dying in my arms and i couldnt do anything about it. He stabbed himself in the chest to save me and the camp. Little did he know that nothing would be that same. I hate myself for not saving him. I was so useless that no matter what i did he wouldve died anyway!

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Its been three years and Percy is still in my head. That single picture that is taped to my drawer is all that i hang on to. Every day i remind myself that Percy is not with me. He is not here at camp.

He. Is. Gone.

You want to know whats sad? I still convince myself that theres a way to bring him back. Even after three years i still think that Percy will come back and everything will be the same again. Im not the same. And i never will be. I miss him. I miss him to much. Never will i find another 'Percy'. Thalia is with Nico, and im alone. All alone. Now, camp is repaired campers go back to there daily schedule,as for me...i do nothing. Practically all i really do is take a walk along the beach. The sun is setting, and i stare blankly at the waves flowing gracefully along the shore. I sit to where Percy and I sit and, i take a few moments remembering him. Thalia...she helps. She loves to hang out with me even if im a wreck. Even if im crying about Percy, she comes over and comforts me. Most of the time, Chiron gives me things to do normally, so i wont be lazy all day. Building cabins...i already finished ALL of them. Sense Percy died, i have had a lot of time on my hands. Now, of course Rachel TRIES to 'hook me up' with men i dont know. Doesnt work so well. Its either that i ditch them or I go and ditch in the MIDDLE of the date. Well, i wouldnt use the word 'date' actually. Maybe a the word 'hang out and ditch' date. Its just that when im on a date, i feel like im cheating on Percy. Even though he is dead, i feel as if im hurting him. Gods, i-i cant even explain how that bothers me!

Grover. Oh gods Grover...he-hes not that well either. Percy was like Grovers brother. When Percy died Grover had a TOTAL meltdown. For a few weeks he sat in his cabin alone. He didnt even want to talk to Juniper. Not even me. Eventually, Grover came out and moved on. Now, he is engaged to Juniper scheduled to be married October 16th. Hes older has bigger horns (which is a big deal to him anyway) and still has his smile in him. Im sure that Percy not being at his wedding bothers him but the last thing he needs is to cause another bump in there 'future marrage' for Juniper. Grover invited me to his wedding, (i knew he would anyway...) and as his best man is Chris. Bridemaids are, Silena, Me, Clarisse, Rachel, etc.

Clarisse is already married to Chris and is happily happy with him. Clarisse was the most normal person that day when Percy died. All she did was go to everyone offering comfort. Of course she was crying but she didnt cry everyday or anything. The very next day she was ready to fix up camp. She acted like nothing ever happened. Not that it upseted me or anything but, i mean- everyone was still hurt and heartbroken about Percy dying and she ALREADY was ready to just forget about it? Now, she is nicer (THANK THE GODS!) and is (yes believe it!) one of my friends.

Chiron...is...i guess fine. He is still running camp, but he isnt as...fun anymore. Yes we do capture the flag, but everytime for Team Blue Percy was the teams captain. So now, everytime Chrion picks a new captain a quick glimpse of saddness crosses his face. But Chiron, is the most strongest person i know! He helped me through all the guilt and depression i had. Chiron is the most nicest person i could have asked for.

I just wish that was enough.

Percy, is the best hero that the world can even demand for. He is the most bravest person i know.

Percy Jackson, is my hero.

tell me if you like it! This is the future Annabeth as if three years from now Annabeth! We WILL be going back to what happened over those three years! Please review and thank you for reading! Next chapter will be up soon! REVIEW!