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Pain, it was unbearable, I wanted to scream and shout. I clutched my aching stomach and gritted my teeth together. I breathed till the pain went and sighed when it passes, I didn't think giving birth would hurt that bad, but it had only just started, my water hadn't even broken yet. The thunder clapped loudly outside and I jumped.

John was by my side rubbing my back the whole time, it was nice but it didn't make the pain go away I didn't think anything would right now. Max and Lindsey was still in bed they hadn't heard me and didn't know what was happening I'd rather it stay like that till I decided what to do.

The rain was pouring down outside; you couldn't see anything looking out of the window, all you could see was rain. I paced the living room rubbing my stomach smoothly, John was watching me with concerned eyes. I hated to admit it but I was scared. Really scared, I'd been waiting for this moment for 9 months and now it was here and I didn't know what the hell to do.

I wanted to cry I was so scared, my head was swimming with thoughts I didn't even want to be thinking, was the baby okay? Was I going to be okay? Should I go to the hospital? Could I even get to the hospital?

I moved to the sofa and sat down gently small pains coming thick and fast. "Pixie, are you okay?"

"No." I looked at John and felt tears threaten to spill. "I'm really scared, I don't understand what's happening."

"I'll go and get Max…" I grabbed John before he could leave me, I didn't want him going anywhere. Even in my panic-stricken state just touching him made my skin burn.

"No, please don't leave me John, it… it was probably nothing just sit with me please."

"Pixie, this could be it, I have to get Max."

"No, no, don't leave me alone please." I started to cry, and John sat next to me. I held onto him and kept him close to me. The rain was pouring in great showers, if it carried on like this it would flood. We sat together saying nothing, I think we were both to scared to say anything. I put a hand on my stomach and petted it light. 'You have really crappy timing kid.'

I heard movement from upstairs and worried that it was Max or Lindsey coming down. I held my breath and waited. It went quiet. Thunder sounded again and I jumped, letting out a little squeal as I went. John held me closer and rubbed my back. "John, I'm scared."

"You don't have to be baby, it's going to be fine."

"But what if it's not, what if something is wrong. What if I did something wrong…"

"Shh, come on now. You're going to be okay." I looked at John and felt a tear escape. I leaned forward and kissed him. It was stupid but it felt so right. But then the pain started again. I felt my tummy spasm a little before a big jolt hit me, I couldn't help it I screamed.

I held onto my tummy and cried harder then I already was. "Pixie! Pixie! Are you okay?"

"Am I okay? What the hell do you think?" I got up from the sofa, wanting to move around toget rid of the pain, I walked towards the kitchen and turned. John stood facing me looking as though he was ready to catch me if I fell but as I turned I felt a sudden rush of water run down my legs.

I looked down at the puddle round my feet and looked at John. He looked like he was about to faint. I felt like I was going too. This was so not how I imagined it at all happening. I saw Johns adam's apple bobble as he took a big gulp. "What a… what the hell was that?"

"I think my water just broke."

"Ah, crap." I felt my knees buckle and John got to me before I fell he half carried me back into the living room and set me down gently, just as I got comfortable the power went out. The whole place was covered in darkness and I suddenly felt very scared.

Which wasn't a very good time for another contraction, because I'm pretty sure that's what they were. I screamed in pain and tried to get it to stop but it wouldn't. It was just there, "John, please. Help me! I don't know what to do!"

"It's okay Pix, I'm not going to leave your side. I'm staying put okay."

"The baby's coming! What do we do? What's going to happen?"

"I don't know, but I wont leave okay?" I nodded at John and held tight onto his hand. "MAX! LINDSEY! GET YOUR BUTTS DOWN HERE NOW!"

"Great, trust you to be subtle John." Another contraction hit me and I shouted out in pain, it was beginning to really hurt now. I felt like the baby was trying to beat its way out of me. I heard rushed footsteps bang down the stairs and soon enough Max and Lindsey were rushing to my side. They both hit me with a stream of questions to quick for me to understand.

"Okay, both of you need to calm down, Pixie's waters have broken, Max I need you to call 911 and get an ambulance here ASAP. Lindsey you go find some candles, we need some light in here." I looked at John and suppressed my laughter, more thunder brought more rain.

More pain I tried to ignore, but it seemed to make it even worse. I laughed the pain away and when I flinched. John held me still and didn't let go till I relaxed, I tried breathing deeply and slowly to manage the pain when Max ran in with Lindsey candles in hand. "Bad news, the phones are out."

"You have got to be kidding me!"

"Nope, can't even get a signal on the phones, storms must have knocked it all out." I laughed at the irony of it all. Well, maybe the stupidity of it all. It was so typical, I could have had this baby any other time but it have to be now, when a massive storm had hit and all the phone lines were out. Great. This was just great.

Hours had passed, there was still no lights or phones. The only light was a bunch of candles spread around the living room. I was currently sitting on the floor, propped up against the sofa with a cool flannel on my head and a sheet covering my legs. I had been in labour now for 4 hours and the contractions were getting closer together.

Max and Lindsey were panicking about getting to the hospital or at least getting a midwife to the house, but it was a stupid idea, there was no way we could drive anywhere in the rain safely. I was sweating hot and the pain was really starting to get to me, I'd been crying for the past hour shouting for drugs or at least something to take care of the pain.

While Max and Lindsey were having a heated discussion together in one corner of the room I leaned in close to John, "please tell me everything is going to be okay."

"It's going to be find baby, you're doing great as it is."

"I don't think I can do this, it's too much for me, too painful. I just can't."

"Listen to me Pix, you are going to be fine. You can do this, I've said this hundreds of times and I'll say it again, you are strong Pixie and I wont leave your side."

"Thank you John, I couldn't do this without you here."

"How's the pain?"

"Getting closer together, we're going to have to sort something out because this baby is not going to wait for any storm to finish… oh God here comes another one." I braced myself for the pain and it hit me like a full blown punch. I screamed, grabbing the attention of my brother and his wife. They rushed over both fussing like a pair of old woman.

"Pixie, just breathe with me, come on, in and out, in and out." Max started panting slowly, like he was showing me how to do it. I didn't appreciate it right now.

"Max, if you don't cut that out, you are not going to be breathing for long, you hear me!" He stopped and smiled at me, like he thought this whole thing was funny. "I'm so glad you find this amusing Max, want me to contract your testicles and see how much pain you are in, you wont be smiling then!" The smiled vanished. And I felt satisfied.

The pain stopped and I felt I could relax again. I felt scared and not in control of what was happening. I was also really scared for the baby. What if something happened and there was no doctor around to help? The best I had was my brother, his clueless wife and John. They were no doctors, so I had to face the facts. I was fucked.

My body ached, I mean seriously ached. I'd been having pain now for 6 hours. No power, no phones, no nothing. The storm was still going strong rain hitting the windows and thunder clapping loudly outside. I had my eyes closed and head rested back against the sofa. Everyone was sitting around me nervously, John next to me, Max and Lindsey sitting together on my other side.

Everyone was nervously waiting, on me- I think. Every time a contraction came they would swarm like a bunch of hungry hyenas. I was starting to feel a little claustrophobic with everyone around. I had a very intense headache throbbing behind my eyes. The silence in the room was uncomfortable to say the least and tense. Oh no, you couldn't forget the tension.

I felt another contraction but said nothing I gritted my teeth and waited for it to pass. I wanted it to stop, I wished I'd never agreed to this in the first place. All of this just to give my brother a baby… okay, so I was doing something good but was the pain worth it? I'll tell you when it's all over.

The pain went and I could relax finally. They were only a minute apart now. I know I was counting the gap between each contraction. I was letting John know by squeezing his hand very gently. I felt a tear escape my eye. This was not how it was suppose to be. None of it, I was suppose to be in a warm hospital bed with drugs. Yeah that was important, I never would have thought in my wildest dreams it would actually hurt like this.

The tension in the room was thick enough to cut. It was a waiting tension that had everyone on edge. I opened my eyes and looked at Max he was dialling the phone again and checking for signal, he still got nothing. I wasn't surprised. Quite frankly I'd be shocked if we got anything till tomorrow. Max stood and walked towards the kitchen "I'm gonna make some coffee anyone want anything?""Unless you have morphine or any other drug in there I'm good." Lindsey got up and went with him leaving me alone with John. I rested my head on his shoulder snuggling deep. "You doing okay?"

"Me? How are you?"

"Sore and tired. All I want to do is sleep, or at least be at a hospital with people who know what they're doing."

"Hey, it's alright. You just gotta hang on till the rain lets up and I'll get you to the hospital safe and sound okay?"

"John, I… I don't know why but I feel like something's gonna happen. Like the baby isn't going to breathe or just… something…"

"Okay, you need to stop okay. You have done everything right you haven't drinked or smoked or done anything you were not suppose to. The baby will be fine." I had no time to reply because more pain arrived only this time it was different.

"Oh, now that can't be good." I gritted against the pain but it was pain anymore it was something more.

"What can't be good? What?"

"I… seriously need…"

"You need what? Just tell me and I'll get it for you."

"I seriously need to push." John looked at me like he didn't understand, I felt with the contraction the suddenly need to just push and push. The baby was going to be here soon and I suddenly felt like I couldn't handle it. "John, the baby is coming right now, I need to push I need to get it out now!" Max and Lindsey ran back in asking what was happening.

John didn't say anything, I looked at him and grabbed his arm. "John! It's not going to wait for you or anyone, you gotta help me!" He shook his head out like he was coming out of a trance or deep thought. I slid down the sofa hand on my stomach screaming in pain. "JOHN! Max! Someone please make it stop!"

"Okay, okay." John moved round so he could see my face clearly, I could tell my face was probably red and sweaty. John held my hand and re arranged my blanket covering my legs. "Max, Lindsey I need towels a lot of towels this is probably going to get messy & scissors grab a pair of them. And keep trying the phones, you never know we might get lucky."

Max ran for the stairs but turned back. "And what are you going to be doing?"

"I'm gonna help Pixie give birth." Max ran up the stairs Lindsey fast on his heels. I turned to John panic settling thick on my stomach.

"Hang on John, you can't do this. Nobody could except a doctor. And last time I checked you are not a doctor."

"No, but I was there when my brother's wife gave birth how different can it be?" I wasn't sure but the only thing I was sure of was I didn't want John anywhere near the baby when it was coming out of me.

"You are so not looking under this blanket John!"

"Who else? Your brother? His wife?" The contraction had gone for now but the pain was still there. I breathed through it trying to ignore it but by now I'd figured out that didn't work. No harm in trying though.

"I'm sorry John but I don't want you looking down there right now!"

"Well like it or not Pixie I am all you have!"

"Don't you shout at me John Cena! I'm not afraid to contract your testicles as well and see how you like the pain!" Another contraction and I screamed again, a need to push took me and I tried as hard as I could not too. Max and Lindsey came with towels and John grabbed them spreading them out and handing one back.

"Keep this for when the baby's here you're gonna need to wrap it up nice and warm okay." I suddenly felt extremely sick. "Pixie, listen to me, remember when I told you I wasn't going anywhere?" I nodded my head because that was all I could do. "Well I'm not gonna move from your side okay. I need you to do as I say okay?"

"Okay, but just remember this is the only time I ever will so… enjoy it while you can." I watched John smile at me. He moved in front and let Max and Lindsey sit next to me one on each side. One on each hand.

"That's my girl now I need you to bend you knees as much as you can for me okay?" I did as he asked, I was willing to trust him right now. Right now I was willing to trust him with anything. I mean I was trusting him with the birth of my brothers baby for Gods sake.

I was in love with the man. I looked at John and thanked God he was here with me. I don't think I could of handled this without him, well I knew I couldn't of. John lifted the blanket over my knees and tucked it safely out of the way. There was one problem I still had my underwear on. If my face wasn't red already it was now. John looked at me and raised his eyebrow at me.

"You have got to be kidding me."

"Nope."

"Goddamnit." I raised my hips a little and pulled my underwear, I suddenly felt very exposed and very uncomfortable. But I didn't have time to worry about that because here came the pain. I screamed so loudly my throat felt raw. I squeezed down on my brother's hand and heard him scream.

John was resting his hand on my knee and encouraged me to push. I did. And I had to say it was the most painful thing I had every experience in my whole life and I wished I'd never experience it ever again. I felt my brow drip with sweat and my hair stick to my forehead.

It carried on like that for another 30 minutes. I was just getting my 20 second break, Max was trying the phones again and getting nothing when I felt it again. I was getting really sick of this now. "John please you gotta make it stop." I started crying my face becoming even more wet.

"You are doing so well Pixie so well. Just a little long and it will be over I promise."

"You swear to it."

"I swear now you can do it."

"Oh shit, brace yourselves here comes a big one!" I pushed till I couldn't breath with the effort of it all. I felt a scream build and escape. I was supporting my legs with my hands keeping them up, Max and Lindsey were kneeling besides me and John was… keeping an eye on everything.

"Okay Pixie, push for me!" I pushed hard and felt something move down there, I pushed for a minute and stopped when I couldn't do it anymore. "Holy crap, I can see the head! Keep going Pixie!"

"I can't I have to stop, I can't go on anymore!" I stopped and rested back against the sofa. My body felt battered and bruised, I wanted to sleep. I just couldn't physically do it anymore.

"Pixie, I just need one more push and the baby will be here and you can sleep. Max try the hospital again." I wiped my forehead and pushed my wet hair back. I don't think I could of looked less attractive. John rubbed my leg and I felt better at his touch.

"I've got them! They've picked up. Hello…" Max rushed to the other side of the room and told them what was happening.

"Oh thank God." I laughed till my stomach hurt and felt much better about it. At least I could find some humour in the situation. Max came over a big grin on his face.

"They'll be here as soon as possible. You're doing so great Pixie."

"I know… shit, here we go again." I pushed. This time I pushed with everything I had left in my body. I pushed till I couldn't breathe. I pushed till I was red in the face and my whole body shook with the effort.

"Just a little longer come on Pixie! It's almost here! I know you can do it baby come on!" I screamed as the pain took it's hold on my body. I screamed till my lungs had no oxygen left and suddenly it was gone. The pressure on my lower body was gone and the pain suddenly lifted. "You did it Pixie, he's here." I looked down to see John cut his umbilical cord and pass him to Max who wrapped him tightly in a towel.

Then the baby started crying. I laughed with joy it was all over. I could finally relax. Max and Lindsey huddled round the baby like it was the only think on Earth, then I suddenly realised what John had said. "Wait, it's a boy?"

"It's a boy Pixie." John came and sat next to me where I straightened out my legs. He held me close to his body and hugged me tightly. "You are the most amazing woman I have ever met in my whole life Pixie." I looked over and Max and Lindsey with the baby. It was like the baby was the only thing that existed and they couldn't bare to look away. I saw silent tears coming from Lindsey and felt my heart warm.

"Look at how happy they are John. I did that." John held me closer and Max looked over at me his eyes glassy with tears as well.

"Thank you so much sis. Thank you." The both came over and I got to see the baby. Even though he was covered in gook and other things he was beautiful. I was fully aware he wasn't mine but I felt an attachment to him. He looked perfect and he was all their's. That thought filled me with sadness.

"I'm happy for you two. You're gonna be great parents." I rested back against John as he wiped the sweat from my head. I wanted him to hold me forever and never let go he was my rock he was… "Oh my god. Guys, something's wrong." Everyone looked at me as I grabbed on to my stomach in pain.

It felt sudden and urgent, even worse then before. I screamed again and felt my tummy spasm. "John, help me! It hurts again, what's happening to me?" John laid a hand on my tummy then looked under the blanket. When his head popped up again he looked like he'd seen a ghost.

Max handed the baby to Lindsey and came over holding my hand his arm around my shoulders. "What's wrong Pixie? John?" The pain never left and I wanted to scream and hit something. "John what's wrong?"

"You guys aren't going to believe this but… uh…"

I started feeling really desperate I just wanted to know what was wrong. "John just tell me what's wrong with me!"

"Nothing is wrong, Pixie, it's just uh... I can see another baby." That stopped me, I burst in to tears shaking my head.

"What are you talking about, I've already had one! I can't be having another!"

"Believe it or not Pixie there is another head down here. You are having another baby. It's twins." Lindsey and Max looked at each other two identical smiles on their faces. I was glad they were happy about it. Because I wasn't.

"John don't let it come out. I can't do it. I'm so tired please…" Too late. Pain before I could register it and I was pushing without even realising. It felt awful, I'd already pushed one baby out I couldn't do another. It was too much to ask too much for my body to take.

"Come on Pixie I need one more final big push and it will be over… unless you have three in there."

"YOU SAID THE LAST ONE WAS IT! YOU PROMISED ME JOHN CENA!" I pushed and there was the sudden feeling of incredible pain, like something was ripping me from the inside out. I shouted, screamed and yelled for mercy. It didn't come, I pushed like my life depended on it and that nothing mattered to me anymore except getting this baby out of me.

I felt something happen, the pain flushed angry and instant and then it stopped. I closed my eyes and rested my head back. I heard a snip then a huge wail. The baby's both started crying together.

I felt numb to it, I had to admit I was in shock. Twins. I'd been carrying two babies. Oh my god, that's why I'd been so big! It had been two and not one. Jesus H Christ, I opened my eyes and looked at Lindsey holding one and John handing the new baby to Max. "What is it John? Boy or girl?"

"It's a girl Pixie. They have one boy and one girl. Told you, you could do it." John smiled and me and I smiled back. I felt so tired but happy as well. I covered myself with the blanket and rested my legs straight, stretching out the aches.

All I wanted right now, was a hot bath and a really good night sleep. John leaned in close to me and kissed my forehead softly. "I'm gonna go wash up, I'll be right back."

I watched John leave and felt a sudden rush of gratitude towards him. He was like my night in shining armour. My angel. I felt content and happy watching my brother and his wife fuss over their babies. Twins. 1 boy and 1 girl. It was perfect.

It only took 5 more minutes for the ambulance to get here. They checked that me and the babies were okay then loaded us into the nice and comfy ambulance taking me to a nice and cosy bed and maybe a couple years of sleep.

2 weeks later found me in the garden of John's Tampa home. Everyone was here, all the superstars and crew, all our friends. John was standing at a barbeque with a beer in one hand and an apron that had 'Kiss The Chief' written on the front.

I looked at him and felt my heart warm with love that had no where to go. I wanted to hug and kiss him. I wanted him to hold me till our arms dropped off. Or we got stuck together. I could hear everyone laughing and joking and I just didn't feel like joining in.

I hadn't seen my brother, his wife or the babies since they left to go home. I missed them, it was crazy but I did. I'd gotten to say goodbye to the babies on my own. Say goodbye to them and that even though I'd carried them, Max and Lindsey were their Mommy and Daddy and they loved them very much. And so did I.

I didn't mind not seeing them, Max had called and I was flying out to stay with them for a few days. I'd taken Vince up on his offer of extra time off. I'd like to see them. It would be nice to see how happy they all were as a family. I knew Max and Lindsey would be able to do it.

They were two perfectly healthy babies and boy did they know how to cry. The had a set of lungs on them that could bring a house down; well that was how John had put it.

They had decided on names pretty much as soon as the babies had been dressed in baby grows and wrapped tightly in a blanket. The boy had been called Jack and the girl had been called Diana. After me and Max's mom and dad. He said it was in honour of our parents. And I was so glad they'd done it.

I drifted around Johns garden it was big enough. Loads of the guys were jumping into the pool and having fun goofing around. I carried on walking father into the trees till most of the noise was cut off and I found a nice spot to sit.

I cleared some of the leaves and rested back against a tree. It was quite and the breeze felt nice on my face. Everything that had happened over the past 9 months felt like a dream. The only thing that really told me it wasn't was the baby weight I was still carrying. And the stitches, ouch.

"Penny for you thoughts Pixie." I jumped and whirled around ready to scream but calmed when I saw John standing there with a cheeky grin on his face.

"John, you scared the shit out of me."

"Nice to know having twins hasn't stopped the potty mouth."

"Nothing will cure that. Come sit next to me." John sat down next to me and grabbed my hand. It felt nice. It felt right.

"How you doing baby?"

"I'm great, just you know a little sad I guess."

"Why are you sad? Everyone is here, we're all having a great time. What's wrong?"

"It's gonna sound crazy but it's like since I had Jack and Diana, there's been this hole in my heart. Like there should be something there. The babies."

"It's totally natural to feel like that Pixie, you carried two babies for nearly 9 months. Most people who do that get to keep the kids after, you know do the mom thing. It will just take some time to get used to the fact that you're the Aunty, not the Mommy."

"I know, I know. It's just… I miss them, not just the kids but my brother and Lindsey too."

"Come on you still go me." I laughed and looked down at our fingers encircled together.

"You have been like my rock to me John, I honestly don't know what I would of done without you. You're my best friend and I love you." I suddenly realised what I'd just said. And it didn't sound like I'd meant it in a friendly sort of way. I was scared to look at John. Scared to see the disgust or rejection in his face. "I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that."

"How did you mean it then Pix's?"

"Just that you know… You're me best friend and I love you… you know like a brother sort of thing…" John raised my face to look at him, his eyes glinted with untold confessions.

"Pixie, you're my best friend and I know everything about you, including when you are lying. Now tell me the truth." I took a deep breath and summoned all the courage I had left in me. I felt my hand shake a little as I held tighter onto John.

"Okay, you want to know the truth?" John nodded and I tried to calm my nerves. This was it, I was going to finally admit my feelings for him. I'd either loose him forever or gain him for life. "John, I am so in love with you and I have been for a while now. You drive me crazy, every time you touch me it sends my skin on fire. Every time you smile at me, it makes me wanted to melt into your arms. I know this is crazy and I don't want to loose you. But I do, I love you…"

I was cut off. By John's lips crashing into mine. It was nothing like the chaste kisses we'd shared before, this was like fire in my mouth. I felt like every one of my nerve endings was alight with sensations I'd never felt before.

John pulled me into his lap and circled his arms around my waist. We kissed like we'd drown into each others mouths. I'd been waiting for this for so long it felt like all my Christmases had come at once. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and felt John pushed his tongue against my lips. I gladly opened my mouth for him and he tasted so sweet. I could taste the beer on his tongue but then I'd get the taste of breath mints.

John broke away and kissed down my neck and onto my collarbone before burying his head in my hair and bringing me close to him. I pulled away slightly putting both my hands on his neck and touching our foreheads together.

It was such a perfect moment that I didn't want it to end, I wanted to stay with him like this forever. "Pixie, you have no idea how long I've waited for you too say that to me."

"What?"

"Pixie, I'm in love with you too. I have been since the moment I met you. The way you look at me drives me wild. It was so hard to keep my hands off of you. You are the most incredible woman I've ever met and I had found you irresistible since the day you came up to me and said to me. 'Hi'" I looked at John's face waiting for him to say, 'only kidding!' but he didn't.

"You're serious aren't you?"

"Never been more serious about anything in my whole life. I love you Pixie and I want us to be together."

"Forever and ever?"

"Forever and ever, I told you before Pix. I'm not going anywhere."

"I love you John."

"I love you too, Pixie." And we kissed again. Just like that I knew that I'd found my mister right and we were going to be together forever and that I had been stupid to think that he'd reject me. He was my John. My best friend, my saviour, my angel and now my boyfriend. And who knows? Maybe one day he'd be even more then that.

And like he said, he wasn't going anywhere. And neither was I.