A/N : Rated M for reasons , read too see . First time for me . As a guy the girlfriend got me into this , so be as HARSH and HARD(wink) as possible .

Disclaimer : If I owned iCarly Sam and Freddie would be going out already bro . And they would be doing some really nasty , really nasty , adult rated things .

Chapter 1 : A gift from the gods? Yeah I am pretty sure of that .

FPOV :

How did this happen? Was she the one ? My rush the sole reason of why my heart raced at a unbearable speed ? Hopefully she felt the same way, because for some odd reason id feel devastated if she didn't .

Our bodies pressed, the heat between us unbearable , but I wanted to take it slow . Just to make sure it was just right . I was new to this , it was unknown territory for us ; can you be serious Freddie Benson , with this demon Sam Puckett in his arms? Me either could this be a gift from the gods or a burden from hell ?

I paced myself and leaned in slowly for a kiss , I felt excitement as she leaned in too . She was so fucking beautiful . Did I just say that, I don't believe I did I thought . We finally connected , with a feeling that made my heart want to explode . Just so intense , was this it ?

one month earlier

FPOV :

" And we are clear" I said grinning at Carly , Sam managed to shoot me a malicious look .

I set the camera down on the cart , just waiting for one of Sam's insults .

" Hey Fred-dork is it just Carly or am I going to get the same from you?"

she said plopping down on one of Carly's beanbag chairs .

There it is I smiled to myself .

Yeah im pretty sure id give that to the person who just reduces my " knight in white armor " enactment too shards and dust , lovely right ?

" Mmph" I grunted back , not willing enough to even deal with it today .

" Your caveman genes that you got from your mom are kicking in now huh?" Sam slipped a sly grin at me .

" SAM!" Carly exclaimed with one of her ever so attractive pouts .

" No its okay , don't worry she's just mad that she lost her virginity to a tampon."

I smiled , triumphantly .

(A/N inside joke with my gf )

It suddenly felt like a time bomb just went off in the room . She exploded with anger her face reddened a deeper red, the perfect shade of apple .

" You know what dork? When did you grow a set ? Your finally growing up ?"

She stood up . She look infuriated , but was holding back something . I just didn't know what it was .

The silence just lingered in the air , but I just had to test my luck again just one more time .

"When you started being such a insensitive bitch ."

She flinched , oh Freddie you had to test your luck .

"Did Freddie just curse ?"

I believe Carly was just trying to break the tension . It was so tight , it felt if a fly landed on it . It would just go snap .

Sam opened her mouth for a second then closed it . Then she opened it again but this time no words came out , so instead she just grabbed the nearest item and flung it at me .

Time was on my side this time, I leaned out of the way to avoid it . It hit the wall with a nice hard "thud" . But that wasn't going to save me from what words were yet to come .

" Fuck you Benson " she stuttered as if that was all she could muster up too say .

" Yeah do me like you did all those other guys ? Such a slut , find someone else to fuck and be your bitch . "

Fuck I thought to myself , it was just the anger speaking . I tried to look her in her eyes but she just looked away . She looked sad , hurt . Sam? Hurt? Never , right ?

" Freddie . . " Carly reached out to grab Sam , too stop her from leaving . But she quickly darted out the room , slamming the door behind her that sent an echo through my soul .

I stood there , feeling triumphant , but also feeling at a loss . It wasn't supposed to feel this way right ? No I was supposed to feel like a winner , but I feel at loss .

" You just don't understand . " Carly explained , whisking by me out of the room .

I stood there in silence , clumps of grief and regret that hovered around me and my thoughts .

I don't understand ? Understand what ? I pondered too myself , just one thought too many . One too many for me . I just knew , deep down that I just played with fire and I have yet to be burnt .

The sound of my pear phone ringing snapped me back to reality .

It was mom , I guess its time to go over for a tick bath .

I left and closed the studio door behind me and decided to take the stairs instead .

The living room well Carly's living room was so warm . The sound of rain pelting the window sent shivers down my spine .

"Hey Freddo mind if I talk to you for a second?" Spencer was lying down , fully sprawled out on the couch .

Funny I didn't see him . "Yeah?" I responded , frozen in place .

"Go easy on Sam" just so blunt , way too straight forward for me .

"W-w-what?" I stuttered , don't stutter idiot Sam is Sam she's going to be alright .

Spencer sat up , " You must know what im talking about then right?"

"No" I lied , such a horrible liar you know what you did was wrong .

"Well I do , your the reason Sam bolted out the door huh?" a grin formed at the corners of his mouth .

Hit the nail , directly on the head . (wink)

"Finally cracked huh?" he smiled just a smile that was like no other , it burned the corners of my soul .

"Yeah . ." I finally admitted looking at the floor. Just so guilty.

"Well , give her some time ."

Okay, well any idiot can do that . I started for the door , opening it and walking out .

"But" I heard Spencer say . "Don't give her too much , because you might be too late."

Too late? Those words just echoed in my head . Ugh something else to think about tonight .

I unlocked my door and quickly scrambled into my room . Just not in the mood for tick baths today .

I quickly shut the door behind me , and quickly flicked the light's on .

Time for an amazing shower I thought to myself .

I turned around as I could feel the color slowly draining from my face .

Are you serious? I thought .

Definitely not a gift from the gods .

And never , was I ever so true .

A/N : Yeah enjoyed it right? No you didn't stop lying . Cliffhangers are awesome right? Typical storyline I believe for angst/hurt-comfort .

The first part I had done while "attempting" too listen to sad music .Sooo school is in the A.M and its 11 P.M , so its back to Modern Warfare 2 until 4 A.M . Also iCarlyAngst " whats right in front of you" is lovely and honestly it was just beyond words .So if you haven't read that please, just go read it now . GO! And

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