Blue. I am wearing all blue today. It was my dads' favourite colour when he was alive. It is the five-year anniversary of my dads' death. I miss him so much. Every minute of every single day my whole heart aches for the warm comforting arms of my dad. The image of my dad fills my mind. I don't feel very sunny today. In actual fact I feel very down and if anything I feel rainy. My mum has never really been the same since dad. She is still as loving as ever but sometimes she is very distant. Her eyes don't quite gleam as much as they used to.
"All cast members of so random to rehearsals please."
Time to go to rehearsal, time to see how good I am at acting normal. I need to carry on as if today was just a normal day on So random! It was a very good rehearsal today. We did the check it out girls sketch - my favourite. I tried as hard as I could to keep up the act of acting normal. But I couldn't shake the image of my dad. The others didn't seem to realise how spaced out I was today.
None of my cast mates know about my dad. I like to keep it a secret I don't want their sympathy. But I do need to share it with someone. Just to take the weight off my shoulders.
I glanced out to the wings Chad was there, smiling at me. What's going on he never comes. Chad is on Mckenzie falls the rival of our show. So naturally I hate him and he hates me.
Who am I kidding I love him. I love his baby blue eyes you just cant help to get lost in them. I smile at him and walk away to my dressing room. I really don't feel in the mood to have our usual argument today. The weight of my dads death hanging on my shoulders.
So I walked away to my dressing room while the rest of my cast mates went to the cafeteria. I had to get away from them before I burst into tears. I don't think I can take it anymore. I can feel the tears in my eyes.
Chad's POV
I was bored so I decided to go and watch the so random rehearsal. McKenzie falls rehearsals and filming had already finished.
Well I say I went to go watch the so random rehearsal, really I just went to go watch Sonny. She is so beautiful. Her long brown hair is so shiny and soft. Her deep brown eyes mesmerize me; sometimes I can't help but drown in them. I love her so much. I try to act like I don't like her. So I act like a jerk to her to cover up my obsession with her. It's a good thing I am the greatest actor of our generation or I would never be able to cover it up.
As I discreetly stared at sonny the whole way through her rehearsal I noticed that she looked a little spaced out. Not quite as sunny as she usually is. I wonder what is up with her.
Once rehearsal is over, I push my self up of the wall I was resting against and start to walk over to her. She must have noticed me she smiled briefly at me then quickly turns on her heel and walks in the opposite direction I wonder what is up with her. I will go see what is up with her.