Coming Back

Note: FFFFFFF My Second Big Time Rush Story. YES! Im obsessed with the Kogan pairing ;D they are just so adorable together! Hope you enjoy! I am horrible at English! Sorry if this is so bad because of my writing style and such! I fail as a writer –goes cry in an emo corner-

Three words. That all it took for his world to come crashing down. Three words was all it took for Logan's heart to simply stop functioning for god knows how long. Three words that broke them both.

"Let's break up." Those words few out of Kendall's mouth, though barely above a whiper Logan still heard them. Logan looked at the blonde stunned. He called Logan out to the Palm Woods pool at nighttime for this? He tried to scan the blonde's eyes to see if this was a joke. No. This was not a joke. But behind the blonde's eyes, no matter how much he tried to hide it was pain. Kendall didn't want to do this. This was killing him as much as it was killing Logan.

Kendall looked into Logan's eyes. Within those chocolate brown eyes that he loved so much was hurt and confusion. Kendall hated knowing the fact that he caused the broken look to spread across Logan's face. He loved the brunette so much, but he had to do this.

"This isn't working out." Kendall told Logan, silently hoping that Logan was logical enough to know what he meant, even if he was breaking apart.

Logan swallowed hard, but he understood Kendall. They were secretly dating for over 4 months now. But it got harder to keep it a secret as the days went by. As they got even more famous, the threat of paparazzi crews and stalkerish fans threatened to expose them to the world if they continued any longer.

"I love you I really do Logan but…" Kendall felt like he was choking on his own words. This was just so hard. Kendall buried his face into his hands, and took a sharp inhale of breath, and willed himself to continue.

"Are we willing to lose everything that we've built up to?" he finished, looking away from the brunette. Their band. They worked so hard to get to the level that they were on now. This was the top of the charts. Their stardom. Was it worth it to throw this all away?

"I mean… what about the band? We worked so hard for this. What about James' dream? Katie's happiness. I mean she LOVES it here. If our secret comes out…what would happen to us all?" Kendall asked exasperated. Logan hated to see the great Kendall Knight look so lost and hurt. Logan sighed. If this would make Kendall happy then so be it.

Logan walked up to Kendall who still had his head turned away from the brunette. Kendall flinched a little when Logan bought his hand up to stroke his face. Logan frowned.

"What's with the sudden flinch?" he laughed. Kendall looked at Logan confused.

"Don't you want to hit me?" Logan frowned at Kendall.

"Why on earth would I do that?" he inquired. Kendall looked at Logan bewildered.

"I'm throwing away everything we had for the sake of the band. I deserve to be hated. I ruined us Logie." Kendall said. Logan pouted.

"I could never hate you Kendall. I've known you long enough to know why you do things. It's ok. Like you said, it's for the sake of the band." Logan told Kendall with a sad smile.

"It sounds kind of selfish doesn't it?" Kendall said as he laughed a little, although the atmosphere was still tensed.

"Well a little." Logan admitted, being the always ever so truthful person he was.

"But with all the sudden stardom, paparazzi around us and stalk-like fans we would be found out soon enough. With all the homophobes around here this band will cease. Now we don't want James to be crying his eyes out like a girl would we?" Logan joked, trying to lighten up the mood. It worked. A smile crossed Kendall's face. Kendall laughed a little.

"I don't think we can deal with Mr. Dramaqueen." He laughed. Logan laughed with him.

"Maybe we should correct that to MRS. Dramaqueen." He joked.

-In apartment 2J-

"ACHOO!" James sniffed. Carlos looked at him weirdly.

"Are you catching a cold?" he inquired. James shook his head.

"It was suddenly out of the blue." James informed him. Carlos snickered.

"Maybe someone was talking about you."

"Who WOULDN'T talk about me? I mean, look at this face!" James exclaimed while doing his signature jazz hand motion.

"This face deserves to be talked about."

"I know what I want to say about it." Carlos joked, only to be greeted with a pillow thrown at his head.

"I know what I want to do to your face." James countered. Thus their mini wrestling match began.

-Elsewhere near the Palm Woods pool-

"Are you okay with this? Truthfully please Logie." Kendall asked his now-best friend. Logan bit his lip.

"Yea…" Logan spoke in a soft voice, finding the patterns on his shoes more interesting then Kendall's face. If he looked now he wouldn't last much longer. In truth he didn't want this to be over. But if he told Kendall truthfully it would be even harder for Kendall to let go. 'It's better this way.' Logan thought to himself.

Kendall looked skeptically, not believing Logan.

"Really?" Kendall asked. Logan just nodded his head.

"I'm %100 percent ok with this. I am really. Like you said, it's better this way. I'm fine with this. We'll find better people and keep the band together." Logan assured the blonde he loved.

Every sentence he spoke came back to bite him in the ass.

Every lie churned his stomach til he felt like vomiting.

Every word he said made his heart twist and turn painfully against his chest.

Every breathe killed him. He hoped Kendall would just drop this. Unfortunately Kendall still didn't believe him %100.

"Logie look me in the eye and say that." He asked the smart brunette. Logan avoided eye contact. Kendall walked up to Logan and gently took Logan's chin in his hands and turned it towards him. Logan just directed his eyes away.

"Logan please. I'm begging you." Logan sharply intook a breath of air. Kendall Knight never begged. It wasn't a very Kendall thing to do. Yet here was Kendall, begging and pleading Logan, and used his name. Not his affectionate Logie, just Logan. Hesitantly Logan looked into those warming green eyes that he loved so much.

"Kendall…" Logan drew out as he looked into Kendall's eyes.

"Please tell me the truth." Kendall pleaded, silently begging. Before Logan's eyes began to brim with tears he blinked them away. Why was Kendall making this harder? It hurt enough.

"Don't make this harder then it already is Kendall." Logan told Kendall forcing his chin out of Kendall's hand.

"What's done is done. Let's forget what ever happened between us." Logan told the shocked teen in front of him. Willing his voice to sound as strong as he hoped. It worked. Kendall smiled a little at Logan and looked at him hopefully.

"So… best friends it is?" Kendall asked. Logan smiled at him. Even smiling hurt but he had to do this. It'll be less painful for Kendall to let go.

"Best friends." Logan replied. He squeaked his Kendall pulled him into a hug, lifting the shorter of the two into the air. Logan flailed.

"Let me go!" he whined, half –heartedly enjoying this. Suddenly Kendall's arms were gone from his waist and Logan fell onto his butt. Logan got up and rubbed his sore behind as he looked at a smirking Kendall.

"Oops. My hand slipped." Kendall said. Logan playfully glared at Kendall. Before the blonde had time to blink he fell into the pool. Surfacing to the surface he took deep breaths for air and looked at Logan. Logan looked at him innocently.

"Oops. My hand slipped." Logan said, copying Kendall's excused. Kendall got out of the pool and opened his arms.

"Aww let me give you a hug." Kendall told Logan. Logan held his hands out in an 'X' formation.

"No thanks. I want to stay dry."

"But I want a hug." Kendall pouted. Logan rolled his eyes.

"Hug yourself then."

"I expect that from James not me."

-In 2J-

"ACHOO!"

"Again?"

"Must be the twins that just recently moved here. I can see by the look in their eyes that they fancy me."

"Maybe they are wondering the same thing I'm wondering." James' eyes narrowed.

"And what would that be?"

"Are you a boy or girl?"

"You did not just say that!" James shrieked. Carlos smiled innocently.

"Maybe I did." He shouted as he stuck his tongue out.

"You just set yourself up for a food fight!"

"Bring it on!"

-Near pool-

Logan rolled his eyes.

"Then go hug a tree or something. You're not getting my shirt wet." Logan told Kendall. Kendall just pouted at him.

"Is that how to treat a best friend?" he whined, not knowing the consenquences of his words until he saw the look of hurt on Logan's face. Kendall cursed himself as Logan started walking away.

"Wait Logan." Kendall called out to the boy. Logan stopped a little and looked at Kendall.

"We should probably go back to our apartment. Leaving James and Carlos alone up there usually means they ruin the place." Something overcame Kendall as he caught up with the smart boy and stared at his eyes. Soon they leaned towards each other, their lips 5 inches away from contact.

4 inches away. They stared at each other lovingly.

3 inches away. Their eyes closed simontaneously

2 inches away. They could feel each other's breath.

1 inch away. And yet so far away…

Suddenly common sense came back to Logan and he shoved Kendall away, his face bright red.

"Kendall what was that?" he cried. Kendall looked at him stupidly.

"I… don't know." Kendall breathed out. Logan shook his head.

"That wasn't suppose to happen. Kendall we're trying to forget about everything, not renew it!" Logan ranted. Kendall just looked at Logan.

"I thought we could have our last kiss before we end it all." Kendall said in a soft voice. Logan looked at the blonde.

"Kendall…"

"Can we please?"

"Kendall, what happens if the kiss leads to another. And another leads to another? Think about it. We would be putting ourselves in a bigger mess then we originally started in." Logan said trying to talk some sense into Kendall.

"But I usually come up with a plan to fix all of this." Kendall said with his victorious smile. Logan rolled his eyes.

"There ARE times you were wrong Kendall. I'm just afraid that our 'last kiss' will turn into more 'last kisses'." Logan said using air quotes on the word 'last kiss.' Kendall walked over to Logan.

"It wouldn't. I promise." Kendall told Logan. Logan looked at him skeptically. Kendall smiled at the brunette.

"Just one last kiss before we go from lovers to best friends." Logan groaned and gave up. He looked Kendall in the eye.

"Fine." He mumbled. Kendall smiled.

"Why do I always give into you?" Logan mumbled. Kendall smiled.

"I'm just that irresistible." He joked. Logan laughed.

"Let's not get too full of ourselves."

"What me? Full of myself? Never." Logan had a strange sense of déjà vu when he stared at those green orbs that stared back at him. 'Oh screw it it's just one last kiss.' Logan thought as they both leaned forward for what would be their last intensely enjoyable moment.

Suddenly everything was forgotten as their lips connected and their lips moved in kissed each other vigorously, trying to convey all the feelings that were bottled in their hearts in the pass 20 minutes. It was a simple last kiss. No tongue to tongue contact, no teeth clinking. No fight for dominance. Just a sweet last kiss.

Soon their need to breath overcame then and they pulled apart. Logan turned around and walked back.

"We should go up now." Logan told Kendall. Kendall smiled.

"Yeah, before James and Carlos turn 2J into a junk."

Too late for that.

Let's just say James and Carlos got a scolding from Logan, who went into mother –hen mode, and James and Carlos was forced to clean everything off the walls.