Forever

Summary: What happened to forever, Duncan?

Do you even remember everything you said to me? Do you even think of me sometimes, even imagine how I feel, do you even care? Do you remember anything?

Or is it all old news to you?

You always told me that I had no trust in anything. You always told me that I didn't believe in anybody but myself. That I was going by the worst rule in the book- to always make sure I was OK, and screw everyone else.

Well, you made me believe, Duncan.

I believed every fucking word you said, every single lie you said to me.

Remember the biggest lie of all?

"I love you."

You fucking liar.

You always said that I had no trust in anything, but that's where you're wrong Duncan. If there was anything I had even the tiniest bit of faith in, if there was anything I thought I could depend on, if there was anything I cared about more than anyone, it was you.

And you let me fall. You let me cry and left me to clean up your big mess that was my broken heart. You left me and didn't even look back. You left me and you laughed.

You laughed because I believed you.

I should have believed you when you said you were bad. You always tried to tell me that you were stronger, that you could break me. Well, you sure as hell did.

Are you happy with yourself?

And now Gwen believes all these lies. I hate her, I hate her, I hate her for everything she's done, for all the lies she's told me after we were supposed to be best friends, but I can't help but feel sorry for her. The day you break her heart is the day I'm gonna have to tell her I forgive her.

Because she's stupid for falling all over you. She's stupid to listen to you.

I was stupid to listen to you. You said all the right things and knew all the right buttons to push, didn't you? It makes me wonder if I'm just another girl tossed away, just another fuck buddy forgotten.

Do you even care that you hurt me so bad I'm not sure how to put myself back together? Me, Courtney, I'm not in control anymore. You ruined me, Duncan, and you have the nerve to walk around and not give a damn.

I believed ever single lie you said Duncan. You said you loved me, that we'd be together forever.

What happened to forever, Duncan?

What happened to you?

A/N: Great question, Court.

Answer: The TD writers decided it'd be cool to have a new asshole on the show. :(

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