Heyy Guys.. I am Oober sorry that I didn't update but I am now done with school and will be doing my best to update frequently but honestly I need some ideas because I am out at the moment so help on that :) and for lalalaloveeclare This is for you :)

I honestly thought everyone forgot about house of hoarders so now I have no idea what I will be typing because it will all be made up just on spot but I will do my best. :) I HAVE AN IDEA! I am listening to the song "Steal your heart" by augustana and well its based off the promo. :D Go Eclare!

CPOV

Fireworks were blasting. The ground was shaking and music was flooding through my ears. The sparklers in my hands crackled and popped easily and freely. I spun round and round never wanting this moment to end. Never wanting to not be free. That was the thing with Eli. I felt like I was being suffocated and the old Clare had been replaced by this mindless zombie. I felt everything for Eli. But I did what was best. He needed time. He was broken and mangled and not mentally okay to be in a relationship. Breaking up with him was the hardest thing I have ever done.

I felt the cool ocean breeze blow through my curls and I spun happily. I almost ran into Drew who laughed happily then looked away at Bianca. I loved being here. Everyone from Degrassi was here. And Even if most of us have secrets and lies going around and a lot of us hate one another or are in some type of drama .They had put back there pain from one another for one night of joy. It was magical. I spun again and smiled the whole time. I felt My body run into a stiff one and I prayed with everything I had that it would be Eli. I turned and saw a shaggy haired boy with freckles splashed across his nose. Alli had pointed him out earlier but I giggled and said

"He looks like he could be my brother" He was average but he was looking at me...It wasn't they way Eli looked at me but like he was interested. I felt relief wash over me. I thought for most of the break that no one would ever look at me with interest me again.

Now I am not proud of what I did next. But I was so happy that I wasn't completely invisible and I was so caught up in the moment that I did something stupid. I kissed him.

It was nothing. I felt nothing. It felt like kissing your mom when you were about to leave for kindergarten.I closed my eyes not wanting to look at the faces that would see a heartbroken face that I couldn't bare to see.I felt stupid. I was kissing this random guy for Christ's Sake! A kiss is supposed to mean something. Its not even a kiss if it doesn't make you feel...Loved.

I Pulled back immediately.

"I am so sorry!" I cried taking a step back.

He smiled kindly and took my hand.

"Its okay." Then he leaned in for another kiss but I put my hand up to stop him.

"I can't...I am in love with someone else." With that I whipped around and ran across the beach. My head was spinning and My lungs burned. I couldn't breathe and I felt like a complete and utter moron.

"Stupid,stupid,stupid." I whispered furiously to myself.

I was quiet for a minute before I realized that that there was a couple in front of me.

They bot were staring at me. Eli looked at me in disbelief and the girl looked at me in anger.

"Um...Sorry." I whispered.

Eli took a step forward with hope in his emerald eyes but the girl stepped up first and stopped him.

She came into full light and I gasped.

She was wearing the same exact purple ruffled dress has me and had curled her hair to match mine. He jean jacket hung loosely on her frail body and has a final touch she had glasses that were black and sleek like the ones I used to wear.

"Uh...hi." I said. This girl glared.

"I'm Imogen." She said proudly.

"uh...I like your style." I whispered still really creeped out.

"Yeah...Its kind of hideous but It got this guy." She smirked.

I felt tears build in my eyes and finally Eli stepped in.

"Honestly I have no idea who the hell you are. I was trying to find Clare and you from behind looked like her. And you have been following me like a damn dog for the rest of the night." Eli Snarled angrily.

I felt myself smile.

Imogen looked angrily between me and Eli and stalked away muttering.

"Not Even worth it."

"Sorry about that." Eli whispered.

I shook my head and sat down on the cool beach sand.

Eli looked down and then hesitantly sat down next to me.

We sat there looking at the moon glow against the water. I felt thoughts race through my head and I couldn't speak. Finally I found the right thing to say and just blurted it out like word vomit.

"I miss us."

Eli looked at me steadily and then grabbed my hand

"I do too."

I felt myself lean in and our lips were centimeters apart when

BANG

A gun shot blasted through the music that was playing and everyone froze. I figure fell but I was to far away to see but then all went to screamed and ran and Eli yanked me away.

what did ya think? I am a little rusty lol review please :D

I am so sorry but I needed to write today. A lot of stuff happened and I wrote most of this after seeing the promo but needed to correct a few things. If anyone is reading this out there please review :)