Disclaimer: I don't own glee or the characters.

A/N: So I came up with this idea when I was sitting in school today. I hope you enjoy it.

Pink. The color of my future, the color to remind me of what happened, the color that I hoped not to see for a while, a color that will haunt me forever. A slight knock on the door breaks me from my thoughts.

"Mercedes? Are you ok Dear?" My Mom calls from outside the door. I wipe away my tears and wash my face off.

"Yeah, just give me a minute," I call back looking at myself in the mirror. I open the door to find my Mom still standing there in front of the door.

"What's up?" I ask her, walking down the hallway towards my room.

"I just wanted to make sure you were ok, you have been in the bathroom for a while now. Are you sure you're ok, because you can tell me anything," she tells me standing in my doorway.

"Yeah, I know, and Mom can Kurt come over tonight?" I asks laying down on my bed.

"Yeah, sure. You know he's always welcome here at anytime," she says stepping away from my door and walking back down the hallway. I send a quick text to Kurt asking if he can come over. A few minutes later I get a text that says he'll be here in about ten minutes.

How did this happen? Why did I have to go to that freaking party with him? I wasn't even supposed to get drunk. I didn't think I drank that much anyways. I shouldn't have followed him into the bedroom. I should have said no. But, now it's too late, and now I have to tell him the truth, but I really don't want to. My door creeks open and I snap my head in it's direction.

"Mercedes?" Kurt pokes his head in. He see's me laying there so he walks all the way in.

"Are you ok? What's wrong Boo? What happened? " he asks walking over and sitting next to me.

"I…I made a mistake Kurt. I screwed up my life," I cry sitting up and pulling him into a hug so I can bury my face in the crook of his neck and just cry.

"Hey, shhh, it's ok, just tell me what happened," he pleads pulling me tighter against his body.

"I'm…I'm pregnant Kurt," I begin to sob as the word escape my mouth. I hear him gasp and I feel his chest raise but it doesn't fall.

"H…How? And with who?" he asks gaining his breath back.

"Anthony, I went to a football party with him and I had a drink or two and next thing I remember is that I was drunk following him into a bedroom. Then when we woke up we were in bed together, and well you get the hint. I haven't told him yet and I don't know if I want to. Kurt you're the only one who knows," I tell him.

"Mercedes, you have to tell him. He is the father after all. I know if I was the father of that baby I would want to know about it. I would hate for you to keep it a secret from me," as Kurt was talking something clicked in my brain.

"Would you be the father?" I blurt out

"W…What? Why me? don't you want Anthony to be the dad. I mean he is your boyfriend or he was." he says his voice ending in a whisper.

"Was… well he will be a was, I don't know I think I was dating him so wouldn't feel lonely and yeah I liked him but not enough to go do that, well not while I was sober would I do that," I tell him.

"Yes, but why me?" he asks again.

"Because I know you would be a good father to the baby. No one needs to know that you're helping me take care of it, you can just do it around our houses. I don't think Anthony is ready to have a kid, heck I'm not ready to even have one, but I don't believe in abortion. But please Kurt you're the only one who I can think of to ask who would actually help me," I say trying to hold in my tears. He looks at me for a few seconds.

"Ok, I'll help you, but I'm going to help you all the time not just at the house. I don't care what people think, but you do know everyone is going to find out sooner or later?" he tells me raising his eyebrows.

"Yeah, I know. But do you think I should tell people its yours or tell them something else?" I ask looking at him trying to figure out what he's thinking.

Well what do you think would be easier on you or what do you think would be a better choice? I honestly don't care what you tell people, as long as it benefits you," he tells me.

"Ok well I think people wouldn't believe me if I said it was yours-"

"Well then we'll have to be convincing to make sure they believe us," I stare at him in shock.

"But Kurt, that would we would have to k… kiss and stuff, and you're gay I didn't even think about that I don't want to put you through mmph…" his lips are on mine in a split second. Then there off.

"I don't care. Mercedes, you are the one girl that I would not mind kissing," he says leaning his forehead on mine.

"Are you sure? I mean what if you meet a guy then what are you going to do? If you don't want to continue with taking care of the baby I understand, the heart wants what it wants right," I say leaning away from him a little.

"Yeah, but I'm sure my heart wants to help you the most, if I meet a guy then I'll fill him in on everything and if he's not cool with what I'm doing with you then forget him. Ok?" he reassures me.

"Ok, thank you so much Kurt," I tell him pulling him into a hug.

"So I guess we're going to have to practice the whole kissing thing huh?" he chuckles trying to lighten the mood.

"Yeah, I guess," I answer looking up at him. His lips are on mine a second later and I return his kiss a second later. He brings his hand up and cups my cheek while his other one is holding my hand.,

"Mercedes… Oh, I didn't know you two were-"

"Were not!" I yell breaking apart form him quickly.

"Yeah sure you're not, and I just didn't see you to kissing, right?" my Mom grins.

"Right," Kurt answers.

"Kurt, Darling? Can I speak to my daughter alone for a few minutes please?" she asks walking into the room.

"Yeah, sure," he pulls me into him.

"You might want to tell her what's going on," he suggests whispering in my ear.

"I nod my head in response. He gets up and leaves and my Ma closes the door behind her.

"Cedes, what's really going on, and don't even think of telling me nothing again, because I know that's a lie," she tells me sitting on my bed. I lean over and grab a box our of my bedside table. I hand her the box and she flips it over. I she her facial expression changed to shocked, and I'm sure that she stopped breathing.

"Why do you have this?" she asks not looking away from the box.

"Why do you think? I figured you would catch on right when you saw the box," I whisper looking down at my hands that are folded in my lap.

"I did , I just didn't want to think about it. How? Was it with Kurt?" she asks finally looking away from the box and up to my face.

"That party I went to with Anthony and no it's not Kurt's, it's Anthony's." I tell her looking up at her. She puts the box down and turns more to face me and she grabs my hands.

"Did you know I got pregnant with your brother when I was your age?" she states more then asks.

"No." I look up her with the same sad expression on my face.

"Well I did. And yes it was with your father. But I promised myself that when I got married and if I had a girl I wouldn't let her take after me in that, but here you are, and it-"

"You did raise me right Ma, Don't for one second think this is your fault because you think you didn't raise me right. You did, I just made a mistake, I got drunk at that stupid party, I'm pretty sure someone slipped something into my drink for fun and that's how it happened. I'm sorry Mom." I tell her crying.

"Wait then how does Kurt come into play if the baby's Anthony's?" she asks hugging me into her shoulder.

"I asked him if he would like to be the father to the baby since I don't want to have this responsibility with Anthony. He said he would, and what you walked in on was us trying to be convincing because we are going to tell people that the baby's his and he said we need to be convincing. So that's what's going on." I tell her, pulling away and wiping my tears.

"Ok, and you can tell Kurt he's even higher up on my scale now." he smiles at me.

"Ok and why did you come up here in the first place?" I ask,

"Dinner's ready," she says quickly.

"Ok," I answer standing up and walking to the door,

"Mercedes, come here," my Mom calls out before I reach the door. I turn around and walk towards her. She pulls me into a hug.

"I love you sweet heart, and I'm sorry this is happening to you, but just know I'm not mad, upset, but not mad, and I will always love you and I would never kick you out like Quinn's parents." she tells me still hugging me.

"I love you too Mom, and thanks." I tell her hugging her back. After a few more seconds of hugging we pull away and open the door to get Kurt and go down to eat supper.

A/N: So if you want me to continue with this or not please tell me in a review, also could you tell me if you hated it, liked it or loved it? Please review