"Clare! hi, umh what are you, what are you doing here? its really late" Eli stuttered.

i looked at him confused. "Eli, babe, its 8:30. and i told you i was going to stop by later, did you forget?" i lied, i definitally did not tell him i would stop by later. I know what your thinking,'Saint Clare told a lie!' but,hey, im not a saint all the time.

"Oh, yea- yeah. i remember now. durring English, right? yeah i think so." He looked extreamly nervous.

i knew something was up.

"Eli, whats going-" i started

"Baby? Who is it? Tell them your busy with me," i heard a girl yell from upstairs.

Eli froze and looked at me.

"Just, just a minute, mom," he called back. "Yeah, mom,good one" he muttered under his breath,Hoping i wouldn't hear. i did.

"Mom?" the girl asked "i'm your girlfriend, not your mom! I tell you i'm not dead, and we make out and all, and now you call me mom? whats up with you?"

i stand there, pissed, hurt and confused. and then it hits me. 'not dead'. Julia.

I look at Eli, tears brimming the ridge of my eyes. i pinch the bridge of my nose, hoping not to cry infront of him... i turned on my heel, and walked towords my bike.

"Clare bear wai-" he tried

"Clare bear? Who? Whos that?" Julia asked, wearing a bra and panties, standing right next to MY eli.

she was really pretty. Jet black hazel eyes, and perfect white teeth.

"Hi, I'm Julia..and you are?" she asked polietly.

"Eli's exgirlfriend, as of.." i pretended to look at an invisible watch on my wrist."..Now." i spat and walked away.

"Clare wait!" Eli shouted. i continued to walk.

"Eli, baby, you don't need her, you have me," she said,watching me walk away, for some reason, i felt like walking instead of riding my bike, so i walked it next to me.

I finally got home and walked to my room. I colapsed onto my bed and cried. After about an hour of that i got up and went to my bathroom. Eyes bloodshot. Mascara running down my cheeks. Hair everywhere. I was a mess, over one simple, heartless guy. But i do have to admit, he was adorable, had the most amazing emerald green eyes, and-'I need to stop' i told myself. Stop thinking about him. i walked back into my room and layed down looking up at the ceeling. I wasn't very tired, so i turned on my radio.

in the night, i hear them talk

the coldest story ever told,

somewhere far along this road,

he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless,

how could you be so heartless...

the words faded, and i found myself falling into a deep sleep...

I need you! i'd give you today but its not mine yet,

i'll ask you to stay here with me till-

i hit ignore. Eli really needs to stop calling me. I was fed up with it. With him. With everything.

I need you! i'd give yo-

"What?" i snapped into the phone.

"I wanted to talk to you."

"oh, goodie, because i have something i would like to say to you, too." i smirked into the phone.

"what?" he asked, hopeful i would forgive him.

"Fuck you." i stated simply, and hung up.