A/N: New story. Yay! This idea kinda popped up out of no where and I haven't had a new story in a while, so I hope you enjoy it!

"You coming out soon, babe?" He asked me from the other side of the door.

I curled one last ringlet into my long brown hair and let go of the grip I had on my curler. The curl fell to my shoulder and I set the curler down. I sighed as I looked at myself in the mirror. This is how he always liked to see me. Curly hair with black lingerie. I put on a little bit of the perfume he went crazy for and sat on the toilet seat. I closed my eyes and leaned back for a bit. 'This is insane, you need to stop this.' I thought to myself.

I've been thinking that for the past couple meetings now. What I was doing wasn't fair. I was sleeping with a man who was married with a beautiful little girl. If that's not the definition of a home wrecker, I don't know what was. I should have told him no when he called me to his room when I reached mine. I should have cut if off right there and wait for the man who truly loves me. I don't know why I just couldn't walk away from it all. I stood up and opened up the bathroom door to see him in bed already.

That's when I knew why I couldn't walk away.

His blue eyes instantly draw you in. His smirk that slowly forms across your face makes any woman's heart pound. His touch was so passionate and meaningful. He was the guy in high school that no girl would ever have a chance with, but there was always that one lucky girl who somehow got a hold of him. He slowly got out of bed and met me at the doorway. He wrapped his arms around my waist as his blue eyes locked with mine. Instantly I was lost in his eyes. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. At that moment, it felt so right to be with him. His lips met mine, first soft kisses. Then his kisses got more aggressive, more hungry. I smiled a little as he lifted me up and carried me to his hotel bed.

He laid me down and started a trail of kisses down my neck. I sighed as I wrapped my arms around him. He slowly made his way down to my stomach and planted a soft kiss there.

"When is John going to be back?" He whispered.

"I'm not sure. He was suppose to be back an hour ago." I answered.

"Don't worry love. I'll be quick." He told me with his smirk.

Three hours later, I found myself laying on his chest, his arms wrapped around me tight, as if he never wanted to let me go. I hadn't fallen asleep since we finished. The guilt was setting in again like it always did.

This wasn't fair to John. He didn't deserve me after what I've been doing to him. I never see him at all during the year. He's home maybe sixty or so days out of the year. Otherwise he's at live shows, charity events, filming movies, making guest appearances. Any free time I get I use it to visit him on the road. Seeing his face the moment I get off the plane makes me the happiest. But then I remember exactly what I'd be doing later in the night, and I'm weighed down.

I've been playing this game for a year now. I spend my day with John, following him wherever he goes and ending up at the arena with him. He gets ready for his matches and I stay in his locker room. Sometimes I visit the divas if I ever get bored.

The moment I see Randy backstage, that's when the game starts.

John usually finds me and talks with Randy, me at his side. All the while I try my hardest to keep my eyes away from him. The moment I look at him I'm hooked. Randy is a much better actor then me. He plays if off like I'm just another girl his best friend is dating. Once the event is done, Randy tells me when to meet him in his room. I always leave before John so I can get ready. John thinks its so I can check into our room and get it ready. I set everything up so it looks like I spent hours in the room. Once I get the call, I go over to Randy's, and the rest is history. I always have John call me when he's on his way back. He thinks it's so I know he's close. It's so I know when to get back, wash off Randy's scent and look like I've been sleeping.

It's a horrible game; I know it is. I know eventually I'm going to end up losing and the outcome will be a disaster. So far though, I seem to be winning. I have the best of both worlds. But that doesn't stop the guilt from overwhelming me every time I visit. Randy's grip tightens as he groans in his sleep. I smile a little as I start to close my eyes. My phone starts to ring on the end table and I reach for it.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Hey babe. I'm so sorry I'm late. I had to do some signings for some of my fans and a surprise Make-A-Wish appearance. I just got out of the arena. I'm so sorry." John apologized again.

"Don't worry, it's okay. What time is it?" I asked.

"Around 2:30. Listen, I'm about five minutes so I'll be in soon okay?" He tells me.

"That's fine." I answer.

"I'll make it up to you later I promise. We'll go out to breakfast and do some shopping okay?" He says.

"Just get here soon okay? Love you." I tell him.

"I love you too Adriana." He answers before hanging up.

I set my phone back on the table and slowly make my way out of Randy's arms. I walk into the bathroom and look at myself. The curls have fallen out of my hair in a mess. My eye liner is smudged, making me look like a raccoon. I wash my eye makeup off and run a wet cloth over me. I slide on my grey Adidas sweatpants and plain white tank top. I set my hair in a bun at the top of my head and grab my things. As I start to walk out I hear Randy stir from his bed.

"He called." He says plainly.

"Yeah. He's five minutes away." I say, slipping on my shoes.

"Don't leave yet." Randy tells me, half angry, half begging.

I sigh as I walk over to his side of the bed. I kiss him lightly on the lips, letting them linger for a while before pulling away. Randy grabs my hand tight.

"I love you Adriana." He tells me.

A tear falls down my cheek as I kiss him again.

"I love you too Randy." I tell him before walking away.

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I make it in the room just in time. I saw John get out of the elevator as I stepped in the room. I throw my bag by my suitcase and run into the bathroom. I spray on some sweet pea perfume that John loves. I run some water over my face quickly and put my face lotion on. I plug my phone into the charger by the nightstand and jump into bed. I lie with my back to the door and close my eyes the moment he walks in. I try slowing my breathing down, but my heart is racing. That was too close of a call. I hear John set his bag down as he slips his shirt over his head. He sits on the edge of the bed and rubs my back. As he takes his shoes off, I try not to roll over to tell him what I've done. John climbs in next to me and wraps his arms around me. My breathing instantly slows down knowing he's next to me. He kisses my shoulder and rests his chin on it.

"Adriana?" He asks.

I pretend to rub my eyes like I was sleeping and I turn over. I smile as I see his face. I really did miss him. I wrap my arms around his neck and smile. He smiles back, showing his gorgeous smile and white teeth. He gives me a soft kiss and I slide over so I'm laying on his chest.

"Miss me much?" He jokes.

"You have no idea." I tell him truthfully.

"I'm staying an extra day here because I have an appearance on one of the radio shows around here in the evening. Until then, it's just you and me time okay?" He tells me.

"What time in the evening?" I ask.

"It's their late night show. I have to be there at midnight and I'm there till three…" He tells me hesitantly.

I know he expects me to be disappointed that he'll be gone another night, and I am. If he was around at night, I wouldn't have to sneak away. But then again, it's another chance that I get to spend another night with Randy. I sigh as I close my eyes.

"Okay babe. At least we have the day together…" I say, trailing off.

"When do you leave to go back home?" John asks.

"Two days." I tell him.

"Your never here long. Listen I can cancel if you want me to." He tells me.

I want to tell him yes. Please cancel so I can stop living a lie. So I can stop playing this game. So I can gather the courage to cut my ties with Randy and finally be fully committed to you. I want to tell him that, but the words get caught in my throat.

"It's fine. Really. I'll have you the whole day anyway." I tell him.
"I love how understanding you are." He tells me, wrapping his arms around me tighter.

I sigh as I let my eyes close once more. Sleep was practically calling for me. And in his arms I always seem to sleep so easily. John kisses the top of my head before drifting off to sleep. Tomorrow I will spend my day with the man I love, and my night once more with the man I shouldn't be with, but I am.

Just another normal day for Adriana Wilson.

I know, it's quite a long intro chapter, but I just wanted to give you an idea of the situation Adriana is in. Do you like? Please review.

Next chapter: Adriana spends the day with John but finds out Randy left that morning and won't be in town that night. How will her game change? Keep reading!