"Mmmmmm" Amy said drowning in the scent of freshley made pancakes
"That smells good what you cooking?" she asked as she walked through the dull halway which led to the kitchen...
"Pancakes the original pancakes that are from Italia!" he shouted from the kitchen
"Do you want some?" he asked attemting to flip one over on it's side...
"Mmmm yes please" Amy replied grabbing a plate from one of the cupboards
"Doctor look thanks for being there for me for the past couple of days...but i'm fine really" she said
"But Amy I have to be there you're my...friend and you know that I care about you - you don't need to thank me" he replied giving her a small smile
"So do you want to go somewhere today or just stay here?" he asked as he joined her at the kitchen table
Amy couldn't help but laugh in the morning when she sat next to him or 'payed visits to his bedroom' (decoded that means attempting to kiss him by pretending she had nightmares - before Rory even set footthe TARDIS and when he had no idea who Rory was). She laughs because he wears boxers and a t-shirt every morning, she finds it so much better than the bow tie's and the tweed jacket. She mostly laughs at his scruffy hair rather than the clothes. It's just so casual...not like him...it's more of a turn on to her
"I was thinking we could go back to Space Florida" Amy said scooping another bit of pancake in her mouth
"Space Florida?" the Doctor asked with a mouthfull of food in his mouth
"Out of all time and space you want to go to back to Space Florida?(!)" he asked shocked in a way
He was looking at her as if something was wrong with her..as if she was bonkers...
"Why not? Hmmm?" Amy asked with a teasing smile
"It was fun and it was sunny and it was in space" Amy said as she got up out of her seat
His eyes never left her as she got up out of her seat with her plate and her cutlery and walked over to wash the all the other dishes...and he couldn't help looking at her...bottom. She was wearing low cut pj's...then he reminded himself that he hadn't replied to her question yet and he suddenly came back to that as he stopped staring at her bottom
"Butyou were disappointed too" he said getting up out of his seat..
He walked over to stand beside her as she continued to wash the dishes to look at her in admiration...
"Honestly Pond how could you think that there was a Disneyland there?" he asked with a chuckle
They laughed remembering when she said that when she arrived there just before...the beach. She put the dishes down beside the sink
"Well I wasn't all disappointed... I was defiantly not disappointed on that beach" Amy teased as she placed a hand on his cheek as they locked eyes
"Where we kissed again...for the second time" she said wrapping her arms around his neck ..
"Yeah I know" he said
"If Rory's not upsetting you...then what is?" he asked
"...Nothing, nothing" she said dropping her arms and walking away looking dissapointed a little in a way...
She went and sat back down on the chair she was sitting on...
"Amy you know you can tell me..." he said sitting back down on one of the chairs also beside her
He wrapped one of his wrms around her neck and pulled her close into him and she wrapped on of her arms around his waist also gripping onto his t-shirt as tight as she could like she didn't want to let go...
"I know that it's just..." *sigh*
"I...I want something" Amy continued as she looked up at him
He looked down at her with a confused face sitting up a bit...
"Something?" he asked her
He wondered what she was talking about, Amy had thought about this for a long time she didn't want to tell him about it. She knew he wouldn't approve he would think it's stupid and way too painfull and dangerous. But Amy wanted this sure it would change her life forever but all she wat's is to be with him...forever or for as long as she can. He completes her, he showed her time and space...it was always him...not Rory..but him..her 'bow-tie wearing alien'.
"Yeah" she replied with a soft touch
"And what is this something?" he asked
"That's the trouble...I want something that isn't possible to happen" Amy said
He was sure she was starting to cry a little as she lay her head on his shoulder...
"What are you saying?" he asked
He was getting more serious now, more worried and more confused about what was going on...did she not want to be with him anymore? Or maybe she can't stand him...those were the things that worried him..
"I don't want to...I don't want to be human anymore" Amy said
"Sorry I still don't get it" the Doctor carried on
"I want to be like you...I want to be the same" Amy said
He now knew what she meant...she wanted to be LIKE him. The same speices as him to have two hearts the same life expectancy to regenerate maybe...he wouldn't allow it
"Amy-"
"I don't want to grow old and leave you" Amy said cutting him off
Amy knew he would start saying 'No it's not happening' she just didn't want to hear them out loud...she didn't want anymore heartache..
"You know that, that can't happen" he said
It hurt her when he said that..that word 'can't' she hated that word
"...Why do you think i'm crying?" she replied
"And even if you were the same species as me you would have to watch everyone that you love move on...pass on even" he continued
"I know that...but I love you so much" she said locking eyes with him again still grabbing onto his white t-shirt...
"I love you too Pond" he said
He placed the palm of his hand to cup her cheek to kiss her softly on the lips. They could feel each others lips smile against their skin. One kiss lead to a snog...and they're were even more snogs by the time they finnaly 'payed a visit to his bedroom'...