I'M ALIVE!

I am so so SO SORRY it has been so long, but I now have a new and improve version of Can Players Change. And it will now be STRICLY Bella's POV

So I will be reposting the chapters I had because I made MAJOR changes.

I WILL start UPDATING more often, but REVIEWS make me update FASTER. So review PLEASE.

I REALLY hope you enjoy what I've done.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any of the characters.


"Good afternoon passengers. We ask you to please fasten your seat belts at this time as we are now landing."

That annoying voice of whoever the hell was flying this fucking plane rang out as I twisted around in the uncomfortable seat, trying and failing to relax. The reason my back is just aching right now is because my oh-so-loving-mother, Renee sent me off to Forks so she can have fun with her new rich husband.

You see my parents; Charlie (the chief of police of Forks, Washington) and Renee (a gold digging whore) are divorced.

"Probably the best thing I could have ever done in my entire life" is what my dad always said.

Renee has always been a bitch. That's just a fucking fact. Unluckily for me, I got stuck with her in the divorce. My dad couldn't do anything about it, while he got my older twin brother, Emmett. Oh Emmett. He's only older than me by about four minutes, but that dick he never lets me forget it.

Anyway they got divorced when Emmett and I were only a year old. Renee left and took me with her to live in Phoenix while Emmett stayed with Charlie. I've lived in Phoenix for 17 years, but now I'm being shipped back to Forks. Trust me I couldn't be any happier. Renee only took me because she knew dad wanted me to stay with him.

Like I said, she's a bitch.

Charlie said he would pick me up at the airport in Port Angeles and then drive us back up to Forks. Emmett doesn't know I'm coming back home yet though. He was expecting me next week, but I wanted to surprise him. I've missed Emmett and Charlie so much. We've kept in touch through secret e-mails and phone calls, but it was never enough. Renee refused to let them visit me in Phoenix, and she forbade me to go to Washington.

I think it's kinda funny. Keeping us apart all this time, and now she wants to get rid of me. Ha fucking skank.

I got off the plane I went to get my bags at the luggage claim. I only had two small bags, and my carry on which was my guitar case. As I was grabbing my bags I heard Charlie calling out to me.

"Bells!" Dad said.

I couldn't help my smile and I turned around and saw him making his way over to me.

Charlie was wearing his uniform and I could see his police cruiser outside through the glass window. He looked the same yet different. Still had his mustache and brown eyes; he just looked aged. I immediately thought of the picture I had of him in my bag.

"Dad!" I said excitingly as I ran over to hug him.

"I've missed you so much Bells." He replied, kissing my hair as he hugged me back.

"I missed you too dad." So so much. I felt tears prick my eyes.

He pulled back when he heard me sniffle softly. He held my face within his hands and smiled a teary smile.

"Hey now," he said softly, "none of that."

He wiped away a stray tear. "You're here now and that's all that matters."

I'm not one to be overly emotional but I couldn't help it. I've missed out on seeing this man my entire life. "I love you, Dad," I said quietly.

"Oh Bells, I love you too."

He gave me one more hug and smiled as he grabbed my bags, and I carried my guitar.

"C'mon Bella. Let's go home."

I grinned. He was right, even though I spent my whole life in Phoenix, this was home. This is where I belong. "Okay," I replied and we walked to the cruiser. Forks, here I come.

CPC~CPC~CPC

During the drive, we asked each other the usual questions when you don't see people in a long time and that Emmett was at football practice so he wouldn't be home. Then we just sat in comfortable silence. Soon we arrived at the house. Even though I haven't seen it since I was born I recognized it easily. It had the comfort of an actual home. Not like when I lived with Renee in the huge fucking mansion that her sugar daddy bought. I always felt so alone in the big empty house.

Charlie carried my bags up to my old...well, I guess new room. The bedroom was completely different now. Though, there was one thing that had remained the same. It was the rocking chair in the corner of my room. It was used when I was only a baby, where my dad would rock me to sleep. I sighed internally. Sometimes I wish I was still a baby, where I could be unaware of all the fucking problems in the world.

My room was now painted a light shade of blue. In the middle of the room was a queen sized bed with sheets that were slightly darker than the wall, and they matched the new curtains. There was also a desk up against the wall and an empty bookcase which I will fill up with my precious books.

I set my guitar down next to the bookcase. I've been playing since I was 7. I remember telling Charlie and Emmett that I played when I was 13. They sounded so surprised it wasn't even funny. I chuckled silently to myself.

"So do you like your new room?" Charlie asked.

I smiled at him. "Yeah, I really do."

"Good I just want you to be comfortable here and uh happy," he said awkwardly scratching the back of his head.

I shook my head fondly. After all the hugging and "I love you's" he can still be completely awkward with his feelings. Gotta love him.

"Don't worry Dad. I am."

"Well good. That's uh... that's good. Alright, I'll leave you to it then. I gotta head down to the station."

I chuckled lightly, "Bye, Dad."

"Bye, Bella."

I turned and opened my suitcase, getting ready start unpacking.

"And Bells," he started. I turned and saw him lingering in the doorway. "I'm really glad that you're here."

I smiled. "Me too."

After he left, I continued to unpack my bags. I picked up the only photo that I had of Charlie and Emmett from my bag. I looked at it then closed my eyes smiling.

Dad tried sending pictures of him and Emmett to Phoenix when Renee took me away. I only found out about the pictures when I was eight. Renee had been throwing out the pictures of them since I was one. Renee, the fucking bitch, kept me from having to do anything with them, but when I turned eight I found one picture and Emmett and Charlie while Renee was having a fucking party with her boyfriend on my birthday. On the back was Charlie's number, and I remember calling him crying. It was one of the happiest moments of my entire life. From then on we contacted each other secretly, and I got the chance to learn about my real family. I kept the picture hidden in my drawer and I always looked at it when I felt down, but now I don't have to keep it hidden. I placed it front and center on my new desk.

I left my room to go take a shower then got dressed in lazy clothes – a pair of sweatpants and a tank. I looked at the clock. Emmett will be home soon so I started making dinner. I was almost done with dinner and Emmett would be home any minute now. Right on cue I heard Emmett's jeep pull up into the garage.

Oh I definitely knew what Emmett's car looked like. It was his 16th birthday present from Renee. Despite the fact Renee couldn't care any less about the pair of us, she couldn't resist the chance to show up Charlie in gift giving so she had her rich boyfriend at the time to buy Emmett's jeep. I also got my share. Renee got me a midnight blue Bugatti Veyron. It was the only time I enjoyed her big spending. I mean I wasn't gonna complain. That car is my baby. I can't wait until it gets shipped out here.

I heard the front door open and heavy footsteps moving toward me.

"Dad? What are you doing home? Aren't you supposed to be at-" Emmett stopped as soon as he entered the kitchen. He looked at me in complete shock, and he wasn't the only one. He looked nothing like the little ten-year-old in the picture with Charlie. He had gotten fucking huge with those macho muscles.

"Be-bella?" he ask in quietly.

"Hey Emmy-Bear," I smiled using the nickname I gave to him when I was nine. His face broke out into the hugest grin. He was smiling so widely that it was making my cheeks hurt.

"BELLY-BEAR!" he yelled in joy as he scooped me up into giant bear hugs. Even though I haven't seen him in forever, it felt good to have this familiar stranger hugging me, but he was killing me with his giant self.

"Em - Can't- Breathe" I choked out.

"Sorry Bells." He was still grinning and it didn't look like he could stop. "What the hell are you doing here? I thought you were coming next week?"

"Well, I decided to catch an earlier flight," I said grinning.

He just picked me back up and hugged me again except not so hard this time. "I've missed you so much Bella," he said sincerely.

"I missed you too Em," I said, my throat getting tight with tears.

I cleared my throat and pulled back because I remembered he just came back from football practice, and he needed to take a shower. I was also cooking and I didn't want him stinkin' up the kitchen.

"Go take a shower. You smell like sweat and shit," I said half teasingly, half truthfully.

He scoffed. "Please! I smell like fucking roses. And besides, sweat-" he lifted up his arms and smelled his underarms "-is the smell of man."

I laughed. "Well I don't want the smell of man in here. Now go take a shower so you can eat."

"Okay. Damn. When did you get so bossy?" he complained as I started pushing him towards the stairs.

"Go." I ordered pointing towards the stairs. Emmett being Emmett stomped up the stairs like a fucking 2-year-old being who was being told to go to bed.

"I thought you were the older one," I called after him.

"I am! By four minutes and 23.5 seconds!"

Asshole.

"Stop reminding me you smelly ape!"

All I heard was his laugher followed by the bathroom door being closed shut.

I smiled contentedly. I was finally home.


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