I hate me for not updating as fast as I wanted but life has been so stressful gahd. I gotta learn to deal better. As you should know if you read any of my other stories I only have 3 hours of school and a lot more time so I'm going to try and update more frequently. I apologize and just hope you understand if not I understand. Hope you're still with me, here it is.

Disclaimer: Nope, last time I checked I didn't own Glee

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Puck woke up with a gasp and breathing heavy. A head on the bed snapped up and and hand squeezed his as words, that Puck couldn't yet comprehend, were muttered. Slowly the person because a person he knew. Finn and he felt safe with Finn, Finn was safe even if there was blood on him.

"You're okay, breath Puck. Calm down. Ain't no one gonna hurt you. I won't let them. You're safe, you're so safe now." Puck calmed and looked to Finn, they were still in the hospital. Finn was still on his knees by the bed, eyes filled with worry and determination as the promises and words flew from his lips.

"What happened?" Finn smiled at the voice and ran his thumb up Pucks finger lightly.

"What do you mean?" Finn asked, and Puck looked past to see cops still outside.

"Your shirt? Your knuckles?" Puck's voice was choked as he remembered the events of the day before. Finn skidding to his knees over to him. There were specks of blood on his shirt and his knuckles were torn up and bloody.

"What? Did you think when I found out I'd let his ass get away with that? You wouldn't for me and I damn well won't for you." There was a pause as the two met eyes. "I didn't want to leave so I stayed. I wanted to see you." Puck smiled lightly as Finn pulled his hands away, a little whine of discomfort coming from Puck's lips caused it to snap back and grab his hand.

"Is Brittney okay?" Finn smiled.

"Worried but she's okay. Some of them are coming by, your mom told me before she left for work. She didn't want to but I said that you were safe with me and I made sure she knew that. Is that okay, that they come? I won't let them if you don't want them to."

"No, it's...it's fine." Finn smiled and Puck took the time to see the pain on Finn's face, the disgust in his eyes and felt that pain come back. Puck thought it was all over all of the hate from Finn, that Finn accepted him again, loved him, but apparently he was wrong. "You hate me?" Shock was the only think on Finn's face when those words were spoken.

"Wha..Why...Wha...Why would ask me that? Why would I...NO!" The taller boy said, his face etched in confusion at Puck's question.

"Your eyes, your face. You're so disgusted, ashamed. You've had the look since you took me here." Finn pulled his hands away to rub his face and Puck pulled his to him so the other boy couldn't grab it again.

"God, no. I'm disgusted in myself, ashamed of myself. Not of you, you did nothing wrong here, ya hear me? There's nothing that's your fault in this, there never was and never will be and never is. Got it?" Finn's face was stern and Puck nodded.

"You hate yourself?" It was quiet but Finn nodded.

"So much. I'm sorry I let him do this to you. I should of known. If I had, I swear Puck I wouldn't have let him I never would have let him." Puck squeezed Finn's hands lightly. Deep down, he knew Finn wouldn't have but it didn't mean that at the time he believed Finn would've.

"I should've told you." Finn shook his head at Puck's words.

"No, I should've known." A silence fell as Puck looked into his eyes.

"I think I love you." Puck said, shocking both boys and Finn swallowed hard. Not sure if he could believe that and not positive on how to react. Puck shocked it came out of his mouth but not regretting it and meaning it in every way. "You should wash up and let some people come in I'm sure someone wants to see me, you can't hog me." Finn nodded and Brittney came in as Finn went to the bathroom and grabbed a shirt from Kurt.

"I think I love you." Finn whispered to himself as he thought about Puck's words. He refused to leave the hospital, and then went straight back to Puck's room, letting people come in but never leaving himself. Beuase Finn knew, he knew with all his heart that he loved Puck just as much and he would just be scared to say it.

Oh like you all didn't see that coming. Let's ignore my wicked late delay and forgive me. I hope you love. I'm not sure I do too much. Not sure.