A random Chad drabble I found in an old note book and I thought I type up. Chads writing a letter to Sonny after the break up
Disclaimer: I Don't Own Sonny With A Chanceā¦ if I did god knows what would happen
Enjoy :)
Empty
Who am I without you?
The greatest actor of our generation, I think not
The one and only C.D.C, nope
The proud owner of 6 Tween Choice Awards, only proud of 5
Empty, Yep definitely empty
I may have once been all those things
Then you can
Slowly I became just a great actor of our generation
Slowly I became Chad
Then Slowly I lost you, slowly I became empty
Maybe I am still a star, every girl still wants me and every guy wants to be me
But I don't care about that any more, not since you left
Maybe one day I will be full again
But not now
Now I am empty
I don't mind
When I see you I fell full, alive, happy
But that doesn't last
You nod and swiftly walk past; taking the full feeling I have away
I'm empty once again
When I see you I'm Chad
When I see you I smile
Only briefly, but a smile is a smile
It's better than a frown
That's what you always said
For what is worth I am sorry
For what is worth I always cared, probably always will
For what is worth I would give anything to change what I did
For what is worth I love you
But I guess that not worth anything now, its it?
Maybe is was worth something
But to you there just broken promises
Its not
I maybe a self cantered jerk but I don't break promises
Well not with you any way
I can't be with you
But I can move one
I can't forget you
But I can try
I'll leave the past, start again
So that's what I'm doing
Leaving, moving on, literally
Not sure where I'm going
But for now it's the best
For now it's good bye
You will be big
Bigger than tawni
Bigger than Selena
Dare I say it, Bigger than me
So please Sonny don't throw that away, not for me, not for anyone
I love you Sonny, Sonshine
Forever sorry
Chad
Ok how was that for a random one shot
As always reviews much appreciated
From Ali :)