Prologue:

I couldn't take it anymore. I really couldn't. It was painful. Too painful to watch any longer. I hope he's happy. I hope he has a good life. I hope she makes him happy, although I wish it was me. But yesterday's gone and I gotta keep moving on. It's so hard saying goodbye to him; to everything I'd hoped for, this past year. But, I'm thankful. I really am. I'm thankful for all the memories I've shared with him. I'm glad I know a person like him, because really, those kinds of people don't exist. I'm thankful I got to know him.

I wish I could forget all the painful memories, but I can't. I'm always gonna remember him; every single thing about him. I'm gonna remember how he frowns when he concentrates, or how he secretly plays the guitar and sings. How he was such a gentleman to me.

But, unfortunately, I'm gonna remember the painful things too. I'll never forget the look on his face when we found her. She ran right into his arms, and he didn't let her go.

Who knows what is going to happen after this. But I wish him love. I wish him luck. I hope maybe someday he'll think of me, but I know it will never be like the way it was. But no matter what, he is always going to be in my heart. I'll never forget him. He was the first boy I had ever loved. The only boy I'll ever love.

I'm going to miss him. I'm going to miss all those moments I spent by his side. All those little moments that we'd had. I regret that I never told him how I felt. How I feel. But it's too late now. A page is turning for everyone. No matter how much I'll miss him, I know I'll always have the memories. Wherever I go, I know his memory will be with me.

So, this is me. I'm moving on. I'm letting go, but not completely. I feel in my heart someday we'll meet again. I'm holding on to tomorrow, because I know in my heart, we are supposed to be together.

You're probably wondering how this happened. Considering the facts that we were prom King and Queen, we kissed and I told him that I loved him. Well all that lasted for about a week. The second that Joy and Fabian were alone, he forgot all about me. It's not like he dumped me or anything, because we weren't officially dating. But, anyway, I think it's time for people to hear my story. I just can't guarantee a happy ending.