I suck at names for stories, this is my newest story, please enjoy, it is mainly an all27 story, the main pairing is being left disclosed as of the moment.


When I was younger I lost my parents in a car accident, it was one of the days that my mother had not allowed me to cling to her and follow. In fact I was just left at home, curled up into a ball waiting for their return, creepy noises taking place in the house. The creeks, the softs bangs, the boiler making sounds that resembled footsteps. I remembered them being the worst thing there ever was at that time of the moment. But it wasn't the worst. Definitely not.

It had been 3 hours; Mama had stated it that they would only be 1 to 2 hours at least, Mama never lied. I recalled myself sitting on the sofa, my smaller legs dangling, and then swinging back and forth impatiently as my mind conjured up bitter thoughts about my parents. The thoughts seemed so alien to me, and they were selfish. Things such as 'I hate them' and 'they're idiots' left my mouth with full on sullenness. And I continued on for hours as more of them passed and they still hadn't returned. When the clock hit 9, my stomach had growled and I had gone into the fridge without my mother's permission feeling downright naughty, it was almost a thrill for my younger self but still when the clock then struck half 9, that's when all sense was knocked out of me.

The uniforms. The red and blue sirens. The serious but pitying faces. They were all there for me. They had entered and I recollected being scared, hiding myself a little and crying out for my Mama, which caused those pitying faces to worsen.

I was only 5, I didn't understand at all. Not one bit. I thought these people were here to take me away from Mama and Papa; I had refused to go with them. Ordered them to bring my parents to me. But my wish was never granted. Why?

When I was 5 my parent's car had collided with another on the way home to bring me something foolish like strawberry shortcake. And now that I'm 16, I finally thought I could move on, but not now, god was so cruel.


Tsunayoshi Sawada sat in the school reception, twiddling his thumbs nervously. He had been called out to the reception during class, only when things were bad was anyone called out to the reception.

So just what had happened? The more he waited, the more he became impatient, the more his fingernails tapped nervously on his knees. Today everything had been normal, on the account that his best friend wasn't at school. The teacher had asked if anyone knew where she was and even Tsuna didn't know but he knew she was probably just ill or something. Haru often stated it's better to take a break than be ill and infect others. But Tsuna knew that was just a cover up, she was just being lazy and that's what made her so human. That's what Tsuna loved about her, she was also incredibly kind, and she was the first and only person to accept him since the death of his parents. Even if her methods we're a bit forward, like the time she had first met him. He had been staring blankly out of the window at the age of 10, he had no friends, he was too shy, had terrible grades, and was bad at apparently everything. It didn't help also that he looked like the biggest misery guts on the planet. But good old Haru looked past that and literally threw herself at him. Hugged him like no tomorrow. Whispered sweet and soft consoles into his ear, the whole situation reminding him so much of his Mama that he sobbed and since that day Haru made sure never to leave him alone. She was crazy but charming, she had a knack for making costumes and was always forcing Tsuna to wear them; much to his embarrassment. But despite all of crazy Haru's antics, he had come to terms that he cared for her most in this world. She was the only one he had left in this heartless world.

"Tsunayoshi Sawada," he arose from his seat to hear his name being called out by the receptionist who was looking down at her nails apathetically, yet when she pointed to the other room he was supposed to enter he swore he saw something in her eyes. Was that a look of sympathy? He anxiously opened the door, its brass taking forever to turn as the pitiless feeling in his stomach began to engulf him.

"Are you Tsunayoshi Sawada?" the feeling in his stomach took over, this time his whole body was frozen over in shock, "Please take a seat."

"N-No." The uniform.

"I've got some bad news kid, I'm sorry." The pitiful gaze.

"N-No!"

"Miss Miaru was killed in a terrible accident this morning, I'm very sorry."

"YOU'RE LYING!" The serious ways with words and the apologies, they all made it back to him like a punch in the stomach, tears swelling up in his eyes.

"YOU'RE LYING! HARU ISN'T DEAD!"

"Sawada," the headmaster called out softly in order to relieve him but it didn't work the boy merely shot him a look of disgust as more tears swept down his heart shaped face.

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHE'S NOT DEAD! SHE'S NOT DEAD!" His throat tasted sour and his lungs felt like they wanted to explode.

"HARU ISN'T DEAD!" the policeman across the room tried to move forward, as if to calm him down like the headmaster had attempted, but it was a mistake seeing as soon as he got in Tsuna's reach a clumsy fist was slammed straight into his jaw.

"SAWADA!" the headmaster shouted warningly but it didn't seep through.

The policeman brushed it off; even though it looked painful and tried to reach out for the boy again who in return recoiled like the policeman's hand was a poisonous snake.

"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME YOU FUCKING LIAR!" He had never spoken so distastefully; he had never felt so much hatred for anyone so innocent in his entire life, and unlike when he was 5 years old, he knew full and well what had happened.

"I'm sorry."

"STOP FUCKING APOLGISING!" His voice was starting to waver and become gruff as he continued to shriek, battering away the policeman's solacing hand. He panted roughly, coughing up sobs as he sunk to the ground, his legs giving under him, his knees hitting the floor. Not again. Why? Not again. Why? His mind continued to play the same tune in a loop, it thumping loudly in his skull, the only way of getting it out was to scream but it only came out hoarse.

"Not again." The headmaster glanced away sadly as Tsuna fell lifelessly towards the floor, the policeman getting down to try and hold him up, repeatedly asking if he was ok; even though that was a completely foolish question.

"Come on son, I'll take you home."

"How did she die?" the words came out cold and croaky, as Tsuna felt himself being tugged off the floor by his shoulders. The other didn't answer; he just pursed his lips into a painful expression and looked away.

"How did she die?" Tsuna asked again with a bit more force.

"She was hit by a car on the way to school this morning." Tsuna felt his heart clench, the only person he loved ended up dying under the same circumstances as the other's he truly loved as well.

"Urgh," he scurried outside, the reception's white walls coming into view, they reminded him so much of a hospital, was that where Haru would have been taken before she died? Did she die on collision? Didn't she even get to see the white walls? He lurched forward, before violently throwing up on the floor, in the background a squeak of a chair could be heard as the receptionist pulled back in horror.

"A-Are you ok?" Again with the stupid questions, Tsuna's fingernails weakened against the floor as he tried to dig into the marble, his stomach retching again.

He got up, and before the policeman could capture him, in an effort that would be to try console him, he ran. He ran so far, a hand wiping away the vomit residue from his mouth whilst the other attempted to wipe away the tears.


He was sat on a bridge, the bridge over the river that he and Haru would often hang out at. They liked it there, it was relaxing. Haru would always playfully mention the outfits she had made whilst babbling on about the bullies that would harass Tsuna, her noisy voice stating how she would get them back for him, just they wait. And he remembered every time it made him laugh, it made him laugh, and smile. Emotions that he always struggled to show. And it was her, her that had made him human again. He placed his head on the railing of the bridge, his arms lifelessly hanging over. He was in luck, the area was deserted or he would probably have to face the stares or the endlessly questions. This ruining his peace. His thinking time.

"Hahi, if they every touch you again Tsuna-san, I'll beat them down into next century."

"Haru-chan, ehehe, that's unnecessary."

"But there bruising your cute and delicate skin Tsuna-san!"

"Hie! Haru-chan that's so embarrassing."

"Aw Tsuna-san is embarrassed of little old me, well I've got something to tell you Tsuna-san."

"Huh?"

"Tsuna-san, I love you."

He slammed his head firmly on the railings, not caring if it developed a painful headache. The girl had confessed her love for him and what he done, he hadn't done anything! He loved her too.

"I LOVE YOU HARU MIARU! WHY? WHY? DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE HER AWAY GOD?" His screams were cut off with more spluttering coughs, and he looked into the depths below. He had remembered saving Haru from them once before, he was so frightened, just the idea of losing her was agony, but now it really had happened. He took a look around. He looked back and forth, no one was there.

He nodded to himself and climbed up onto the railings, swinging his legs over. They swayed to and fro and Tsuna looked down into the icy water. Just one little push and then you never have to suffer again. You never have to feel emotions. Sadness. Hurt. Anger. Happiness. Betrayal. Heartache.

"Tsuna-san! You're really brave."

"Eh? I'm definitely not Haru-chan."

"No, you are, Tsuna-san, don't let anyone tell you you're not."

"Haru-chan…"

"Tsuna-san! GUESS WHAT?"

"Urmm…you found a new outfit?"

"No silly but I did make one."

"What of?"

"A bunny."

"aww cute, is it for you?"

"Nu'uh Tsuna-san it's for you."

"EH?"

"Tsuna-san, I want to be your best friend for ever."

"Thanks Haru-chan, I feel the same."

"Hey Tsuna-san, when we get older will you marry me?"

"Only I can have Tsuna-san!"

"I'll fight those bullies Tsuna-san!"

"You're so cute Tsuna-san!"

"One day we'll be married Tsuna-san!"

"I love you Tsuna-san…"

"I love you."

"I love you."

"I love you."

Tsuna titled his face to the sky, it becoming highlighted in the scarlet sunset. His cheeks we're now beyond stained with tears. His eyes were shut, and his brows were narrowed. And with that he let out a agonising scream.

"AHHHHH!" It echoed and rebounded off the nearby buildings, its strangled sound getting quieter and quieter as Tsuna panted and caught his breath.

"What is the point of me?" he mumbled, it was almost like he was talking to someone, "What is the point of me if you take away the ones I love, the one's closest to me!

"There is no point of me, there never was one and never will be. I'm like the bullies said, 'just a no good Tsuna.'"

"Tsuna-san please don't say that!"

"It's true, I could never protect you Haru, I could never fend for your sake," his voice became hushed and whispery, his whole chest pounding excruciatingly, one hand clenched tightly onto his heart, the other one on the railings. The wind blew up his shirt, tickling his skin with the cool breeze. He shuddered and edged a little forward, he could just let the window blow him off, then it would be an accident, people would never question it as suicide, right?

"Haru-chan, god is heartless, if there really is one then why does he let people like you die?"

"Tsuna-san…"

"No, no, your voice is just a lie to me now, you're gone, the only person I loved after my parents, I lost you too, why you? Of all people why you?"

He etched a little further and he could barely balance now, one subtle movement and he would be plunging into the watery depths below. He squeezed his eyes shut and braced himself.

"H-Here I go—

He went to move but was restrained, his back hitting the bridge floor behind him.

"Ouch, huh?"

"You think killing yourself will help Dame-Tsuna?" A voice sounded and Tsuna froze, he had checked the area earlier, there was no one there, so who? Who was this? He sat up to see a man leaning back on the bridge railings in front, a fedora on the top of his head, it tilted as if to shadow his eyes. He wore a black suit and a chameleon perched on his shoulder. Tsuna took another look at his face to see that he was strikingly handsome, but even though his eyes were mostly hidden his barely visible gaze was incredibly intimidating. He flicked his hat up, and Tsuna met with two pitch black pools, each one of them filled with a mixture of spite and hatred, nothing like the sympathetic gazes he had been bestowed with before.

"D-Do I know you?"

"Hn." The man took a step forward to Tsuna, looming over him almost, causing the petit teen to shudder, "You truly are pathetic."

"Huh?" Tsuna's eyes unintentionally narrowed, and he tilted his head away, only to blush angrily over the man's words. This man didn't even know his situation; he had no right to judge.

The man –without warning- heaved Tsuna to his feet roughly, causing the smaller boy to fall straight into the stranger's arms. Once it dawned on Tsuna though he pushed away viciously, and took a step back.

"Who are you?" he questioned, taking a hesitant step back as the man glared at him again.

"Tsunayoshi Sawada, age 16, parent's died in a car accident when you were 5, ended up living in an orphanage until the age of 15 were you chose to inherit your parents fortune and live in your old house, attends Namimori High school, is often called No Good Tsuna by classmates, was in love with a girl named Kyoko for 3 years only to determine that girl's like that would never like you, only just realised your feelings for a one Haru Miaru, your only friend in the world who is well and truly dead," Tsuna flinched and winced every time death was mentioned, and the way the man had stated it slowly, pronouncing each word with hostile frostiness, just made Tsuna want to blubber.

"You dodged…" he took a deep breath in, fighting back the tears as the man reminded him of the recent knowledge on his friend, "You dodged my question."

"You don't need to know who I am."

"I don't?"

"All you need to know is that I've come to offer you something?"

"W-What?" What was this man on about? Was he here to sell something? Tsuna looked at him intrusively, his face still stained with tear trails, his eyes red raw.

"Your friend who just died, what if I said I could bring her back?"

"D-Don't be stupid."

"I'm not, I really can," the man in front reached into his jacket and unconsciously Tsuna flinched, only causing the man to smirk.

He pulled out a…pacifier? Tsuna stared incredulously at it, his mouth opened a little in confusion, one perfect eyebrow raised low.

"This has the ability to bring people back to life."

"Bullshit," Tsuna covered his mouth when the ebony pools sharpened on his cameral coloured ones; he hadn't meant to say that.

"You think its bullshit hmmm… then maybe you don't want to bring poor Haru back to life no?" Tsuna's shoulders stiffened and he felt himself heave onward as the man seized one of his wrists tightly in one of his rather large hands.

"So what is it Dame-Tsuna?" the man called him by the ridiculous nickname again and brought the boy closer, his cheeks tinting a little in colour, his heart racing dangerously in discomfort, "You can either be a good boy and listen to my offer, or—

The man pushed him forward so much that he was face to face with the watery depths, his eyes springing open widely, this time the realisation of what he was about to do before hitting him like a ton of bricks. He thrashed a little, but attempted to press himself firmly into the back of the other as if to get grip, "You can kill yourself like you were planning too."

The voice murmured next to his ear hazardously close, and Tsuna scrunched his eyes shut in horror.

"So, what is it D-a-m-e-T-s-u-n-a?" Tsuna shivered as the syllables of the nickname brushed his ear, the hot breath filling the cavity. He had never felt so fearful of anyone this new before. This man was hardly doing anything but it made Tsuna want to run a mile, or chuck himself willingly at him. He shook his head in replusion, and the grasp around his wrists pulled him closer, so that he felt the others body on his back, there was no heartbeat. What the hell?

"Y-You have no heartbeat," Tsuna uttered, his eyes still closed in terror over the water underneath and the way this man was effecting his poor heart, was this guy even human?

"You didn't answer my question Dame-Tsuna, do you want death or to take up my offer?"

Tsuna didn't want death, it seemed attractive earlier, but in some sense he was knocked out of his crazy thoughts and brought back to the real world.

"I don't want to die," the words left his mouth and he was pulled back, his coxic bone smacking uncomfortable into the man's rather pointy hip bone.

"Finally," the startling man actually sighed behind him, his chest rising up against Tsuna's back, causing the boy to grimace over the fact that they were in a sort of embrace. He squirmed a little and the man behind scoffed and pushed him back against the railings, producing a gasp from the young boy as his arms dangled again over the edge. The man from behind smirked, the sight he was getting right now wasn't bad, what with the boy's behind raised deliciously high in the air. He shrugged it off though.

"Hey Dame-Tsuna, you ready to listen then?"

"Yeah," the boy said absentmindedly as he turned to face the other, his eyes meeting awkwardly with the strangers'.

"As you sensed earlier I have no heartbeat, and I'm offering to bring your friend back also, so that means I'm not a—

"Human? Are you an angel?"

"Hmmm…I guess."

"But unlike your normal goody goody two shoes angel Dame-Tsuna, you need to do something for me."

"Something for you? What in exchange?"

"Why yes."

Tsuna glanced straight into the eyes of the other, his arm rubbing the other one nervously as he rolled his shoulders to and fro; unconscious of the cute positions he was putting himself in,

"But I'm no good, I have nothing to offer." The man in front merely held back a snort. Ok this kid was no good at academics but he was certainly good at one thing. Ignorantly seducing people, silly kid.

"Well…I have something on my mind," the man curved his finger, and beckoned him forward. Tsuna –even though a little hesitant- stepped forward.

"You want to take my offer no matter what?" This was a chance to get Haru back; there was no reluctance about it.

"Yes," Tsuna watched as the over smirked and before he knew it, his lips were pressed to the others.


"Do you really think Reborn can find a human possible of ferrying those spirits to the afterlife kora?" a blonde man with a bandanna wrapped around his head asked, his wings on his back fluttered a little, and the woman across just nodded.

"Of course, he's found one already, look look," the woman replied, lifting up her orange pacifier, her white dress trailing along the ground as she paced towards the other. The blonde looked over and smirked, before being pushed rudely out of the way by another, her blue hair smacking him sharply in the face.

"OW! Lal!"

"That man is utterly disgusting," the new arrival commented, as she took in the sight of the fedora wearing angel kissing a boy coarsely on the lips.

"Oh don't be grumpy Lal, he's only making it so he can sense the spirits," the orange pacifier carrier countered only to hear the woman jeer.

"He could have just shook his hand and performed the ritual, his way is just him—

"Scoring?"

The blunette sent a fist flying into the blonde's face who met with the floor.

"Ow, you're so cold Lal."

"And you're as bad as him!"

"My my, calm down my sweeties," the woman took her pacifier away and gazed into it, noticing that the boy Reborn had his lips on was well and truly panicking, his petit fists beating at the man's hands as they cupped the his youthful face. She rolled her eyes a little and smiled.

"Reborn…you silly man." She rearranged her hat, and her wings flapped at the motion. Maybe Reborn had really found the one to take those spirits back to the afterlife.


AN: Hi guys, this is an idea I've had for a bit, it will be a Tsuna X Various, Tsuna of course being the Uke in all of the relationships. And there will definitely be heck loads of yaoi in it. I promise. It's an Au story so don't kill me. There are lots of them on so I'm not the only 1. And I picked Haru being the one Tsuna cared about over Kyoko because…I…hate…KYOKO! T_T she's really annoying, no one is that nice, she's so alien, and that's why I like Haru. I mean yes she is a little annoying but unlike Kyoko she is much more real as a character. More will be explained next chapter, and lots of favourite characters will appear. I hope you've enjoyed the first chapter, it was a bit depressing I know but this story is quite depressing as well as having it's humorous moments, well my attempts at being funny. Now I should really go do my art coursework. Sorry if the grammar and spelling is awful and poor, I would like a beta reader but I'm too stupid to understand how to get one. Bye bye. OH! It would be nice if you reviewed, thank you! :D