BPOV

"You are not going alone!" Edward was screaming at me. We had been having this same discussion fro weeks, ever sine I got that letter from the Volturi.

I had to go alone. We both knew that but he insisted that I at least let Carlisle come with but I wasn't willing to take that risk. Aro can't read my mind, but he can read Carlisle's or anyone else's for that matter and they would find out about Renesmee, and who knows what they would do.

So the only option is for me to go alone so the Volturi can see that I was now a vampire. Now try and tell that to Edward.

"Edward! I have to go alone and soon! Do you want them to come here because that is exactly what they'll do, and then they'll see Renesmee" I screamed back at him.

He was angry to say the least, and so was I, but at the same time I could help but get turned on. He was always so hot when he was angry, so sexy! And from the sudden tightness in his pants I could tell I wasn't the only one whose thoughts weren't exactly innocent.

"Bella! Either you take someone with you or you're not going at all! I won't risk anything happening to you!" Typical. Worrying about me is still one of his most time consuming hobbies. It's both irritating and endearing!

"They won't hurt me! They have no reason to!" It's true; I'm a vampire now. That was what they wanted!

"Damn it Bella!" He yelled slamming his fist on the kitchen counter. I only got more turned on; he was so hot when he swore! It was something he didn't do often that always made me wet, and the way he said my name! Yum! "Do you not remember the last time they were here? They kill for no reason! I will not allow you to go!"

I flinched at the memory of Bree, it was a blurry human memory but still not something I like to remember. And Edward knew that.

"I'm going" I said glaring at him.

Edward stalked toward me until I was backed against the wall and he was towering over me just inches away from my face. "No, your not" His tone was low and final, and his sweet breathe washed over my face, intoxicating me.

"You can't stop me" I said defiantly.

"Trust me Bella, I can. And if you try to leave I will" His tone was even deeper and huskier than before.

My anger intensified tenfold, until I was almost shaking in anger. I pushed on his chest, shoving him back away from me. "I am going whether you want me to or not. I'm not going to endanger our daughter just because your so paranoid that something is going to happen to me. I have to go otherwise they will come here and if they come here then we're all screwed! Now can you get it through that thick skull of yours, or do you need me to…."

I was abruptly cut off by Edward's lips crushing down on mine. Apparently he'd had all he could take because he'd grabbed hold of my face and kissed me roughly and forcefully. He let out a deep guttural moan and his hands tangled in my hair pulling my head back so he could plant open mouthed kisses along my neck, nibbling lightly. I moaned in pleasure wrapping my arms around his neck.

I was gripping my clothes, and before I knew it my shirt was ripped off. He ran his hands down my neck, over my breasts, down my waste, all the way to the backs of my thigh, where he then pull me up so that my legs were wrapped around his waste and he was holding me up.

He slammed me up against the wall roughly, pinning me there, and attacked my lips once again. His tongue demanded entrance and I allowed it. We kissed passionately and angrily for a few moments.

That was the great thing about our fights. The angry, animalistic, make-up sex that we almost always had afterward. I loved it when he was like this! It's possibly the only time I like to see him angry.

"Your not going" Edward said against my lips, in a low husky voice. He suddenly ripped his shirt of and kissed me again.

"Try and stop me" I said in the same tone after we broke away.

"I will" He said before suddenly running at an inhuman speed to the bedroom. He threw me down on the bed roughly and pulled his pants of easily and the pounced on me. Pinning me to the bed, kissing me once again.

He kissed his way down my neck, breasts, and stomach licking lightly, before he undid the button on my jeans and slid them off, and then coming back up to my mouth.

I reached down to unhook the god awful heels that Alice had forced my to wear, and pull them off but his hand stopped mine.

"Leave them on" He ordered.

Possibly the only good thing about the heels that Alice always makes me wear is that Edward loves them. He always tells me that I look really sexy walking around in heels, especially when I'm naked, according to him.

I looked up into his eyes, and I completely melted. He always has a way of doing that to me. It drives me nuts but I love it at the same time. I could only hope that I had the same effect on him.

He smiled back at me smugly; he knows what he does to me. I suddenly felt my panties being ripped off and looked down, noticing that not only were my panties gone but Edward's boxers were also gone too.

He started kissing my breasts as he reached behind my back to unclip my bra before sliding it off my shoulders. The second my bra was gone his mouth attacked my breast, tacking my nipple in his mouth while is hand massaged the other. I let out a moan and sighed his name, running my fingers through his hair.

His mouth felt so freaking good! His tongue swirled around my nipple and he bit it lightly making my back arch.

"Ugh! Mmmm! That feels so good, baby" I moaned. He groaned back at me sending vibration through my breast making me moan again.

"I love the way you taste, Bella" He whispered switching to my other breast repeating the process. I was now thoroughly wet.

I tried to run my foot up his leg but the stupid heel got in the way. Annoyed, I once again reached down to take off the heel. This time Edward grabbed both of my wrist roughly and slammed them down onto the mattress pinning them there.

"I believe I said to leave them on" he growled. It was such a sexy sound that I just moaned and let him continue.

Still holding my wrists, he scooted down my body until he was in between my thighs. He lick my thigh and every where but where I wanted him most. I thought I was going to die! I was moaning and panting, my chest heaving. And the worst part was that he still had my hands pinned down so I couldn't even run my fingers through his hair!

"Oh! Edward! Baby! So… So good!"

I was enjoying every minute of it! I licked me up and down for a little while longer before finally moving to my clit, and when he did I almost lost it! It was amazing! I kept clenching and unclenching my fists. As much as I was enjoying it I knew I just couldn't take much more. I needed him! If only I could form a complete sentence to tell him.

"Edward!" I panted.

"Yes Love?" I asked casually.

"Edward!" I cried again.

"What is it, Love?" He asked again. I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Please!" I cried again.

"Please what?" He said back.

"I need you! Please! Edward!" I was almost literally crying.

"What do you need, Bella?" He asked. He suddenly sunk two of his fingers inside me.

"Oh God!" I almost screamed.

"Tell me what you need and I will give it to you" He said as he pumped his fingers in and out of me, and then added a third one.

"I need you… inside me! Please Edward!"

"Are you sure?" He asked, pretending to be unsure.

"Yes!" I screamed.

"Alright calm down" He chuckled. He positioned himself at my entrance and entered me without hesitation. I sighed in content as he stared to kiss my neck.

He started to move in and out of me picking up speed, soon I could hear him moaning and growling in my ear.

"Oh! Edward! You feel so good! Oh God! Harder! Please!" I moaned getting louder. I was getting close to the edge. "Faster!" I wrapped my legs around his waste taking him deeper and we both moaned.

I finally got my hands free from his and reached down to massage his balls.

"Bella!" He roared. "Shit!"

He was pounding into me now and we were both about to fall of the edge soon and I wanted us to come together.

"Ugh! Edward I'm going to come" I cried, trying to muffle my whimpers and cries into his shoulder.

"I'm almost there Bella just a few more seconds!" He said in a strained voice.

He was grunting and panting now just like me and my hips were moving to meet his thrust. I was so close but I was trying to hold off for him. Suddenly I felt his fluid fill me and heard his cries and then I let go and we both rode our intense waves of orgasm together as we screamed each others names loudly.

"FUCK! BELLA! HOLY SHIT! God!" he grunted out burying his face in the pillow.

"Edward! Oh God! Oh God! I love you! Ugh! I love you so much! Don't stop!" I cried out loud.

As our orgasms subsided and our breathing started to go back to normal, Edward collapsed on top of me and I buried my face in his neck stroking his back. He wrapped his arms around me and we laid there in each others arms for a while.

I don't know how long but soon he propped his head up on his elbow and looked into my eyes.

"I'm not going to allow you to go alone. Do you have any idea how much you mean to me? I can't take the chance of anything happening to you, even if the possibility is very slim. Just, please Bella, for the sake of my sanity, take someone with you so I know that you at least have some form of protection!" He paused to look into my eyes and I saw all the love, passion, and devotion he had for me. "Please Bella." He pleaded.

I sighed and reached my hand up to stroke his face and then settled it on his cheek holding his face were it was so I could lightly kiss him on the lips. I pulled back and look at his face. He had the look of a sick puppy. He looked so vulnerable and I knew I had him in a position that if I just gave a light push and a little persuasion he would give in and give me what I want. But I couldn't do that. I love this man more than anything, and by some miracle he loves me too. I will not cause him to worry about me more than he needs to.

I touched my forehead to his and closed my eyes. "I'll talk to Carlisle when he gets back from the hospital. We'll figure everything out." He let out a relieved sigh and smiled his crooked smile and kissed me passionately effectively ending our conversation.