It doesn't really matter at all
How could it matter at all?
Said I don't give a fuck what people say
All they want to do is bring us down

.

.

.

"We went to see Hockey." Elena explained rolling her eyes.

"Hockey?" Caroline repeated baffled.

"The band... Not the sport." Elena clarified. "Seriously! Don't you remember? That big music festival in D.C.; Our tent!"

Realization then slowly dawned on Caroline. "Hey, well, we were hotboxing... That time doesn't count either." She shrugged it off.

"Hotboxing?" Damon asked confused, joining the conversation.

Elena raised a brow at him. She found it odd that he didn't know the term.

"When you smoke in an enclosed space." Caroline answered matter-of-factly, waving him off.

"How nice." Elena said sarcastically. "You got high enough to stick your hand up my dress! I should get you high more often."

A brief exchange was passed between the girls.

"I stopped smoking when you stopped leaving your room." Caroline mused scrunching her nose in an adorable manner.

Damon perked up hearing new information about Elena. He had never known the extent of her depression after the accident.

"Maybe I should call and ask Jer for a blunt then." Elena added.

Both vampires looked at her awkwardly.

"I was kidding! Geez!" Elena scoffed. "Yeah... I'm not asking my little brother to get me high." She rolled her eyes.

"He doesn't smoke anymore, anyway." Caroline corrected. "I mean, then Bonnie... wouldn't... yeah." She explained lamely.

"Course not, little miss straight edge would never date him if that were still the case." Elena snickered with an evil grin.

"Bonnie's straight edge?" Damon burst into laughter, making fun of the pain-in-the-ass witch.

Elena nodded at him. "I used to call her..."

"Sister Bonnie." Caroline almost cried laughing. "I forgot about that... God. She hated you for that one."

Damon smirked in amusement.

"You see, here's the thing with Bonnie." Elena mocked. "She took a vow of purity at 13: no alcohol, drugs or sex before marriage."

"If you ask me, it sounds like Judgey needs to get laid." Damon muttered under his breath, but the girls heard regardless. "That's her real problem."

Elena made a face of disgust thinking of her doing the nasty with Jer. "I could've done without that mental image."

"Totally." Caroline agreed. "At least with Anna you didn't have to worry about finding used condoms..." She was about to mention Vicki, but then figured that might've still been a sore subject between Damon and Elena.

"How about some music?" Caroline suggested while looking around the room. She found the remote and switched the TV to the iPod player.

Elena's eyes lit up getting a chance to find out what kind of music Damon liked listening to in private. As Caroline scrolled through the list. "How many songs do you?" Elena asked amazed, looking up at the screen.

"Some 40K. I don't know?" Damon said while taking a seat on the bed. "It's hooked to an iPod Classic."

"He has another in his car." Caroline added like she was revealing a secret.

"I remember." Elena replied with a sly expression.

"Here we go..." Caroline said selecting 'Protect Me From What I Want' by Placebo and also setting the iPod to Genius, so it would automatically create a compatible playlist.

Elena bobbed her head along to the beat and Damon thought she looked beautiful and carefree. He rolled his eyes when he realized that Caroline didn't turn on the surround sound, so he grabbed the remote and switched it on.

"Nice!" Elena exclaimed in admiration, as the music got louder, coming from the miniature speakers set in the corners of the bedroom.

Damon continued drinking his bourbon while sitting propped up with some fluffy pillows behind his back.

The girls continued to chat, mostly reminiscing about their sophomore year of high school, while Damon once again contemplated how Elena had ended up in his bed wearing only a thin shirt and underwear.

As soft moans filled the room, Elena knew '#1 Crush' by Garbage had started playing. She smirked with a plan in mind.

"I would die for you." Elena started singing along, interrupting Caroline's chatter. "I've been dying just to feel you by my side... To know that you're mine." She glided her fingers down Caroline's jaw.

Damon's eyes narrowed, well aware of the direction of the song.

Elena continued to leisurely caress Caroline while reciting the intense lyrics. Her fingers were drawing lines on every part of her body.

"I will burn for you, feel pain for you." Elena looked over at Damon. "I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart. And tear it apart."

He swallowed flashing back to when she stabbed herself to kill Elijah, all because he hadn't finished the job properly.

"I will crawl on my hands and knees until you see..." Elena recited seductively while crawling over to him. "You're just like me."

Damon froze unable to speak as Elena crawled up his body until she straddled him. Her heated core lined up with his hardening length.

Unconsciously, his hands were at his sides, fisting the sheets.

He tried to not moan as she rubbed against him while singing along. "Violate all the love that I'm missing. Throw away all the pain that I'm living."

Fuck, Elena Gilbert is giving me a lap-dance, Damon thought, because she wasn't moving away.

"... And I can never be ignored." She moved her hips at the pace of the sexually charged beats of the song.

"I would die for you." She whispered before nibbling on his earlobe.

The song felt heavier than it should have been because of its hidden truth. She would have gone with Klaus, if he hadn't stopped her.

"I would kill for you." Damon replied cheekily, following her example.

Elena snickered against his skin, but didn't stop attending to him.

"I would wait for you." Damon groaned as she rubbed against him with more force, teasing him to death - no pun intended.

"To be a dose of you." She sighed running her hands down his perfectly toned chest. "To be a part of you 'cause I believe in you."

Elena's hands went to the hem of her shirt. But he stopped her because she wasn't wearing a bra underneath. Things were getting a bit serious for him.

She looked up at him with a curious expression. She knew that he could smell and possibly feel her arousal... She wanted him, that much was obvious.

"Stop. Not like this." Damon whispered quietly. "Not if you're high."

A lop-sided grin formed on her face. "I'm not high, at least, not anymore."

She tried to shrug off his hands, but he still wouldn't let her. "What's the rush? What about our date?" He asked firmly.

"What about it?" Elena rolled her eyes. "I already said yes."

Damon stared at her, trying to decide what to do. He didn't exactly understand 'this' Elena. He groaned feeling her rub against him.

Since Damon's hands wouldn't let go of her shirt, she leaned closer and began to bite his neck. Finally, that was the last ounce of his control and he pushed her away gently to remove her shirt.

Elena wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him aggressively. He return the kiss while palming her bare breasts. She moaned loudly, her head falling to his shoulder. At that change of position, Damon's eyes fell on Caroline, the forgotten third member of their party. She didn't look mad or bored, in fact, she looked rather smug.

Elena bit down on his shoulder and he cried out trying to control the inherent desire to bite back.

As she nibbled on him, Damon tried to concentrate, but could barely form a sentence. "Um, Elena... Um, what. Caroline, uh." He babbled, out of character for the usually collected vampire.

"What about her?" Elena asked, running her nails down his back.

"Well, for one, she's here." He answered gruffly.

Elena froze and Damon had figured that the fun was over. He thought she'd be getting off his lap, but instead she turned around with her back against his chest.

There was a told-you-so expression on Elena's face as she gazed at her best friend. Noticing that Damon had stopped touching her, Elena grabbed his right hand and placed it directly upon her heated core. His eyes comically popped out, not expecting that move from her. But he still wasn't touching her.

"You know Damon... I don't remember you ever being this shy in bed." Caroline teased him, finally saying something.

Elena snickered while Damon scowled.

"What? Do you want me to leave?" Caroline asked incredulously, somewhat offended.

Damon remained quiet.

"Damon, do you want her to leave?" Elena repeated, turning to see his face.

He looked into her chocolate-colored eyes, once again searching for something, searching for answers.

"Damon?" Elena stared at his dazed expression when he didn't respond.

"Fine..." Caroline grumbled. "I'll leave."

"Don't go." Elena argued. "Not fair. Hey, I'll go with you, 'kay."

To be honest, Caroline hadn't been too surprised that Elena wanted to leave with her. Life had gone full circle now, the motto: 'hoes before bros' - seemed to rule once again.

Elena tried to leave Damon's lap, but he wouldn't let her go, keeping her very close to him like a prized possession.

"Let me go." Elena said. "It's been fun but-"

The look on Damon's face was murderous.

She swallowed nervously. "And, so, call me later."

"You're not going anywhere." He replied digging his hands into her hip bones. "You too Barbie."

Damon hadn't wanted Elena to regress to her more conservative self. He was worried that would happen if he'd let her go. He was just getting the hang of her playfulness.

The girls exchanged looks and accepted the situation.

Wanting to ease the tension in the room, Caroline grabbed the remote to pick a better song on the Genius Playlist. It was then that she realized they had never hooked up in the past without music playing in the background - live or otherwise.

Damon arched his hips up as if to capture Elena's attention. He lightly pinched her nipples, shamelessly feeling her up in earnest. Elena felt his half-hardened dick, reminding her how much she wanted him.

"Yeah, yeah, that one." Elena said to Caroline, seeing the song selection on the screen.

Damon had recognized the song as 'Ain't No Rest For The Wicked' by Cage The Elephant.

"Whatever." Caroline shrugged in defeat, dropping the remote.

"There's nothing, like, with bass on this thing. We should have used yours." Caroline remarked before taking off her shirt and shorts.

Elena snickered at her annoyance before turning to Damon. He was about to defend his music collection, but Elena kissed him, surprising him for a split-second.

Just as the kiss was getting rough, Elena dragged her lips down his neck to his chest. He moaned as she bit down on his nipples. She scooted down his body and he laid back understanding what she wanted to do.

Elena rubbed her cheek against his boner before pulling it through the slit of his boxers. Damon looked down proudly seeing the excited expression on her face. She paused admiring his impressive dick before wrapping her right hand around him. Damon groaned feeling her touch for the first time, it was heavenly. She looked up at him with a smirk on her face before licking up and down the length of him. Then without warning, she sucked his full measured length into her mouth.

"Perfect." Damon hissed feeling her warm mouth around him. The fucking love of his life was sucking him off, he could die - again, he mused.

He was brought back to reality hearing Caroline's laugher. He looked over at her with a confused expression.

"She's blowing you to the beat of the song." Caroline laughed, nearly in tears.

It was true, he noticed then, Elena was humming around his dick, matching every beat.

What an eager little cocksucker, Damon mused in his head. Who knew she'd be so enthusiastic? Well, Caroline, did - apparently.

Damon's eyes rolled back, feeling her tongue play with him before she deep throated him again.

Just as he was about to cum, Elena let go of him, making a pop noise in the process. He looked down at her in frustration, completely in disbelief that she had just stopped! Surely, she had known that he'd been close.

Before he could say anything to her, Caroline scooted over to lick him. He moaned anxiously as Elena joined her, now both of their tongues were on his dick like a team. Elena would suck on the side of him while Caroline licked the head of him. The girls kept rotating roles until they worked him up to the edge.

Caroline winked at Elena saying that she'd be the one to swallow. Elena removed her mouth and Caroline took him down her mouth all the way. Damon groaned feeling her suckle around on him.

Elena sat up on the bed to remove her very soaked underwear. Damon moaned seeing her neatly trimmed core near him. "Ye-, ye-, yes." He moaned. "C'mere baby." He said reaching for Elena with his right hand.

His index finger barely reached her yet he managed to touch her dripping wetness. He purred in excitement. "Sit on my face." He demanded.

Elena only hesitated for a second before moving over to him. She timidly hovered over him, but then he wrapped his hands around her thighs to bring her much closer.

Damon extended his tongue to taste her, sighing in contentment, she tasted sweet just like he had always jerked off to in his head. Elena bit her lip rocking against his face, engulfing him. She moaned as his tongue parted her nether lips to slip inside.

She hissed in pleasure as he eagerly probed her. She continued to rock against his face, breathing heavily. Damon was so hard from hearing all of her sounds, it wouldn't be long until he'd explode in Caroline's mouth.

Damon was exploring Elena like a man starved before slipping his tongue out of her to play with her clit. Elena dramatically grabbed the headboard, afraid that she would fall over, although it would have been impossible considering how Damon had tightly gripped her body.

Damon moaned against her, pausing as he climaxed suddenly. He continued to moan as Caroline swallowed all of his cum, but pulled together to continue working on Elena. He didn't want to leave her hanging, literally.

Feeling his lips suck on her clit was the extra push she needed. Elena cried out in ecstasy, completely falling apart over him. Her knuckles had turned white gripping the headboard as lights appeared before her eyes.

Once Elena could breathe normally, she tumbled to the side of Damon, laying next to him on the bed. There was a very sated expression on her face.

Caroline wiped her mouth clean before crawling up to their level. She nestled herself on Elena's side, between their bodies, her back facing Damon.

Elena smiled to Caroline, very proud of her accomplishments to bed Damon. Her best friend hadn't been kidding that he was damn good at oral, not like she actually doubted the fact in the first place. With that many years of experience, Damon had to be good in bed, Elena laughed at the thought.

Elena's lovely laughter brought Damon out of his haze, also noticing how Caroline was rubbing against him - obviously, trying to get him aroused again.

Caroline leaned toward Elena playfully sticking her tongue out as an offering. Elena laughed and moved closer to kiss her best friend. Elena pulled back giggling. "I can still taste his cum, it tastes like…"

"Oranges." Caroline answered.

"Hmm." Elena murmured kissing her again. "Oranges, yeah."

Meanwhile, Damon was amused hearing their casual conversation about the flavor of his cum. It also inadvertently helped him harden once more.

Caroline's body twisted, feeling his dick nudging her. "Please." She begged lightly, nearly dying in need of sexual relief.

Over the shoulder view, Elena gave Damon an expectant look as if she had been waiting for him to fuck her best friend.

Damon sighed in agreement, Caroline was always such a tight fit, so it wasn't like he didn't enjoy her.

Damon grabbed Caroline's left leg, holding it upwards to slide his dick inside of her in one thrust (not like he could've hurt her). Caroline's leg fell on him as he began to thrust in and out of her.

Elena was mesmerized watching Caroline's expressions change. Caroline hadn't noticed, too caught up in the moment. The girls hadn't ever actually fucked in front of each other, in their past experiences together, they had still technically been 'virgins' (well, depending on the definition of the word).

Damon's hands were wrapped around Caroline, clasping her breasts, occasionally playing with her nipples. He groaned as she pushed back against him meeting each thrust. His eyes closed getting lost in the wonderful sensations.

Suddenly, Caroline had started screaming, momentarily surprising Elena. Damon found her g-spot, slamming against it repeatedly in a relentless fashion.

"Fuck… Elena." She moaned, causing him to open his eyes in wonder.

Elena had been busy thumbing her throbbing clit in slow circles bringing forth an ultimate serving of pleasure.

Not long after, Caroline's head had arched back, practically shoving her neck in Damon's face. He took advantage of the situation and bit down on her. Caroline screamed meeting oblivion when all three possible pleasures had assaulted her. Her jaw tensed as the world came to a halt. With a couple more thrusts, Damon spilled inside of her, joining her in mutual bliss.

Later - the trio remained lazily in Damon's spacious bed, fooling around, but without much effort until they all had drifted off to sleep.

.

.

.

Five hours later, Elena awoke confused in the dark bedroom. She felt something very heavy on top of her. Elena opened her eyes trying to asses the situation, and she figured out that it was Damon's body weighing her down. She gasped loudly remembering the strip poker game and the threesome. Damon groaned as she woke him up with all of her shuffling around.

"Damon!" She exclaimed in a panic. "Get off me!"

Damon moved away from her with a pouty, hurt expression on his face. Elena noticed it right away and bit her lip feeling bad.

"You're heavy." She mumbled apologetically before rubbing her eyes. Her head was hurting badly.

Damon had assumed she was crying and wasn't sure what to do. He had been dreading the so-called aftermath of the threesome.

"You okay?" He asked in a strangely raspy voice.

"Yeah." Elena groaned. "My head just hurts… a lot."

Damon sighed relieved that she wasn't actually crying, that would have been his worst nightmare.

Elena was deeply confused, turning to him. "Was I… compelled?"

Damon nodded. "Don't you remember?"

He tilted his head, studying her. "Caroline's nifty little dream…"

Elena blushed, which seemed odd to him after the day they had been through.

"Then she accidentally compelled you." Damon bit out in annoyance. "But took it back, of course."

"Oh." Elena mused for a second. "So, headaches are normal after compulsion?"

Damon shrugged. "Sometimes, yeah."

Elena remained frozen, sitting up on his bed.

"Where did Caroline go?" She asked suddenly looking around in the dark.

"Something to do with her mom." Damon answered.

"Right." She replied remembering that the blond had said goodbye.

Elena's hands returned to her face as her headache seemed to increase. She started to move, attempting to get out of bed.

"What's up?" Damon asked her, trying to sound calm.

"I think... I have ibuprofen in my purse." Elena mumbled. "Downstairs."

"Stay here." He assured. "I'll get it."

Damon wasn't sure why he had been so scared for her to leave his bed.

Elena lightly smirked at him in gratitude. She really hadn't looked forward to getting dressed in her distressed state.

Elena looked away as he climbed out of bed - stark naked. And she also pulled up the sheets around her.

"It's a little late for modesty." Damon scoffed in a teasing manner while stepping into boxers.

Elena remained quiet, looking away. She hadn't regretted what had happened, but it was a lot to process at the same time.

In due time, Damon returned to the bedroom, holding her purse and a glass of water. He placed the glass on the sidetable and handed her the purse.

Elena let out a small noise of joy finding her bottle of ibuprofen. She anxiously popped it open, tossing back 2 pills.

After she finished the glass of water, she meekly handed it back to Damon.

He tried to not chuckle at the expression on her face. He wondered what happened to the vixen he had met only mere hours earlier. With a light sigh, he placed the glass back on the sidetable.

Elena hesitantly laid back down on the bed, figuring she'd wait for the pills to kick in before leaving the boarding house.

Pleased that she wasn't trying to escape, he scooted over to her. After a few moments of indecision, he brought her into his arms.

Elena didn't protest the act, but also had kept her eyes closed.

Damon kissed the top of her head and caressed her. Elena relaxed against him, her head was nestled in the crook of his neck. He looked down at her and noticed a deep frown on her face.

"What's wrong?" He asked quietly.

"Hmm?" Elena asked dazed. "Oh, nothing, nothing's wrong."

"Elena."

"I'm like, I don't know?" She replied exasperated. "Craving a cigarette... really badly. What's with that?"

She grimaced.

Damon chuckled at her baffled tone.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" Elena groaned closing her eyes.

He figured her cravings had to do something with Caroline's compulsion, but decided they'd discuss the matter outside the bedroom. He didn't want to worry her with anything at the moment. He just wanted to enjoy having her to himself.

"You're okay." He assured.

Elena remained silent in his arms, but awake.

"So any requests for our date?" Damon asked after 10 minutes of silence.

"No." She answered instantly. "Doesn't matter."

He frowned about her apparent apathy.

"I always have fun with you." She added.

She felt his chest rise and fall against her back.

"You're just gonna trust me to take you somewhere nice?" He teased playfully.

"I always trusted… trust you." She replied seriously, turning in his lap to kiss him gently.

Damon's heart warmed feeling her lips. The kiss was nothing like the others they had shared earlier. This one felt real, he decided.

"This is real." He said absently, unintentionally.

"Always." She replied, kissing him again.

"You drive me crazy." He mumbled before attacking her face with tiny kisses.

"I know." She giggled, grabbing his dick as to add emphasis to the fact.

"Hey." He jumped up in surprise.

"Hey." She replied, raising her brows as if challenging him.

He growled knocking her down on her back. He hovered over her with a triumphant look on his face. Her hands reached for him in a greedy manner.

Damon kissed her passionately to properly display his ardent love for her.

The couple rolled around the bed, groping and kissing each other in a continued, highly heated manner.

Damon swallowed looking up at Elena as she straddled him. He was enchanted by her body.

Elena pushed his dick inside of her while looking directly into his eyes. Damon swallowed thickly as she began to ride him setting a slow pace.

Her head tossed back as pleasure overtook her. She rocked her hips back and forth and then rolled in more rapid movements.

Damon's hands had found her breasts, hips and bottom while she enjoyed the ride.

Her breathing grew ragged as he moved her faster. Each delicious thrust was hitting the deepest parts of her center.

"Damon!" She screamed as his fingers found her swollen clit.

He smirked seeing her wild side. She looked so lost in abandon as he continued to play with her clit.

Feeling her walls tighten around him, he knew that she'd been getting close. He sat up on the bed, so she placed her hands on his shoulders for extra support.

Over and over, he lifted her up and down over his slick dick. She screamed before biting down on his shoulder causing him to vamp out.

Elena's eyes looked up at him, but he turned away from her gaze. She smiled at him wondering why he was acting shy. It was a known fact that he frequently snacked on his sexual conquests. Her hand went to his face to make him look at her.

"Mmm." She moaned loudly. "My vampire."

Damon's gums were aching hearing her possessiveness. The beast inside was winning the inner battle over the man, no matter how hard he had tried to resist.

Elena's mouth went to his throat. She began to nibble on him, in between moans of pleasure.

"Elena." He groaned, closing his eyes in an effort to control himself.

Her nails were digging into his back as the thrusts became rougher.

Soon her screams were much louder as the thrusts neared supernatural strength. He needed to calm down, right away.

Elena stared at his blood-filled eyes. "Do it."

He didn't reply.

"I want it." She begged in a whimper. "Please, Damon, I love you."

It took less than a second for Damon to bite into her right upper breast.

Elena cried out first in pain and then in pleasure as he ravished her. Her fingers went through his raven locks in encouragement.

Damon pulled back, blood dripping down his lips and laid back down on the bed. Elena's hand went to his chest as she continued to ride him, finally meeting climax.

After she fell apart in an instant landing on top of him. He felt her heavy heartbeat pounding against his non-beating chest. Damon had closed his eyes in ecstasy, the inner beast not even caring about the lost sexual release. A few minutes later, his face returned to normal.

"I love you, too." He replied after recovering.

"I know." She retorted sleepily.

The End

Be Good & Review!

A/N: Well, this still felt like a porno, but hopefully a quality one! lol. =) Playlist on my LiveJournal (user= junkyatbest), including the video for #1 Crush. One more time... This story was donated to breast cancer by drkprncss17 aka Temptress_Kitten17. Story requests begin at $1, see my profile for more information. I'm willing to write all types of fun for you.

I challenged Carly (Temptress_Kitten17 ) to write a story about a self-destructive, party, dark!Elena encountering Damon. Here's the link: .net/s/6846348/1/I_Cant_Feel_Your_Pulse

I'm also writing a story for Vic (Summer Fairy). Pre-Klaus, D/E, M-Rated, Damon stalks Elena. Here's the link: .net/s/6858245/1/Higher_Than_High_Lower_Than_Deep

So much love to my fellow Damon/Elena authors. Speaking of... Angel's blue eyed girl is writing again. *waves*