What's the Point

Chapter 1 Self-Destruction

Sitting, both leaning against the bed, Kagami and Konata break slowly away from a kiss

"I love you" the words softly escaping Konata's lips

"I love you too" wrapping her arms around her lover

"Hey Konata" pulling back from her embrace

"Hmm?" a bit startled from her action

"What do you plan to do after this?"

"After what?" a hint of confusion in her voice

"You know, after high school"

"I don't know, as long as I'm with you I think I'll be okay " flashing her signature cat-like grin

"Well... that may not be possible" her voice fading to a whisper

"Why not? It can't be that hard, or do you just not want to be around be anymore?"

"No it's not that, It's just- never mind, just forget it"

"If it's bothering you that much we can't ignore it" Konata gaining a serious tone

"Well... let's say we make it the next two years , then what?"
"I already said what I wanted to do" Konata, standing firm

"I know, but you have see that I've looked at it in so many ways, but I just don't see it working"

"It will be fine, we'll find a way" trying to calm Kagami down, but it just made things worse

"But what if it doesn't work! What if there isn't a way? I don't want to let go but what other choice do we have?" Kagami fighting through her tears, screaming at her love, defying it almost

"Look it's okay" Konata reaching for Kagami but her hand was slapped away as quickly as it was drawn

"Don't you get it! It's over, there's no point in going on!" Weeping as she's throwing her lover away

"We can enjoy it for now!" Konata taking a defensive to the screaming violet eyed girl

"What do you expect from something like that? Once it's over just say you had a good run and leave? I'll just be another mark on your list Konata, and here I thought you actually cared about me..." her voice fading away

"You are the world to me, I'll do anything-"

"Then leave, forget about me. I don't want it to end like that, we should just quit now before we get too attached, but I think it's already too late for that..." her voice barely audible

"Kagami" Konata whimpered

"Look, I just want to be alone, for a while"

"Well, what do I do?"
"Nothing, just let me clear my head"

"Okay, but you have to promise you won't leave"
"Did I say I was leaving? Why are you concerned about me anyway?" Kagami, folding her arms

"Well... you're beautiful, smart, and funny, I'm afraid you'll leave me for somebody else"

"Look, I just need to clear my head, but if it makes you feel better I won't leave you" thinking she was able to calm Konata down

"But why?" protesting Kagami's response

"Do you want me to leave, Konata?"

"No! But look at it, it doesn't seem like you want to stay. Hell, you were almost begging to leave earlier"

"Don't you listen? I said I wanted to stay! The fact is it's near impossible to do so, I'd do anything to stay with you, It's just not possible!" Kagami seething

"Well-" Konata cut off, Kagami could not hold back

"No you didn't think! You never do! You only think about yourself! You never care about anyone's feelings but your own!

"But-"

"No! Don't even try! You never cared, you never did! All you wanted was someone so you could pretend you weren't alone and I was the only one foolish enough to believe you!"

"STOP IT!" Konata's face, wet with tears, her eyes bloodshot, reddened from the Hell Kagami had brought upon her

"I'm leaving" two simple words Kagami spoke as she left, leaving the beaten down and broken soul left with nothing

'How can she say that?" her breathing becoming faster, more rushed, choking through her tears, it was unbearable