Chapter 35

Recap:

"Um," I started out saying. Come on John you can do it! Just tell him how you feel! "I wanted to tell you something," I said to him.

He frowned and then asked, "What? Is everything alright?"

"Yea, Um... Randy, the thing is, what I wanted to say was, I.. L-l"

"John! Your dad's on the phone," Adam yelled.

I sighed and said, " Hold on a minute don't go no where."

He just nodded his head and I went into the living room to answer the phone.

"Hello Dad?"

"Son, thank God you answered."

"What's wrong?"

"John, Its your mom.

*JOHN'S POV*

I was still holding on to the phone in shock; It was like alot of thoughts were going through my mind because of what he told me.

"John? John? Are you there," My dad had said on the phone.

I snapped out of it and said, "Yea, yea I'm here."

"Have you seen your mom son," He asked me curiously.

"No, I haven't seen or spoke to her why," I asked him frowning.

"Well, she was supposed to come back over here, but she hasn't yet. Thought she might have been with you or something," He said.

"Did you try to call her or the house," I asked curiously.

"Yea, but didn't get an answer. Might go over to the house and see if she still there," He said to me.

"Ok, let me know what's going ok pop?" I said to him.

"Ok, I will son," he said. And then we hung up from one another.

I sighed and then looked at the phone; I thought that the was going to tell me that something had happend to her and I didn't want to hear that right now. Alot has been going on and I don't want to have to worry about my family to. I sighed and put my head in my hands and hoped that my mom was safe and ok.

"John, can I come out the kitchen now," I heard Randy yelled. I picked my head up and laughed. I completely forgot that he was in the kitchen. I got up and headed back into the kitchen, but then got a little nervous because I was going to tell him that I loved him. Can I do it now after I heard what my dad told me. I hope I can.

* RANDY'S POV*

After John left out the kitchen I was kind of wondering what he was thinking about because it got me thinking a little bit. So now I am leaning on the counter and looking out the window right now.

I heard him on the phone and heard him talking to someone; It was his dad and I hope that whatever they were talking about was alright or that nothing was going on.

Right now, we all don't need any drama, I am not saying that to be selfish, but just once I wish that we had a good moment. We are still going to be there for Ted because of what happened to him and also Cody. I know that John's mom doesn't like me, but I still don't want anything to happen to her.

When it sounded like John hung up the phone; I hollared out, " John, can I come out the kitchen now!"

I didn't hear him answer me, but I got a feeling that he was coming back to the kitchen. I looked down for a moment and then looked up and saw his reflection in the window. I turned around and smiled at him, but then frowned because he looked real nervous about something.

"Is something wrong," I asked him.

He looked up and me and said, "Just thinking about some things, but don't really want to think about that much, but can't help it."

I frowned and then put both of my hands on the island and looked at him, "What's wrong? Is everything ok?" I asked him

He just his head and said, "Don't worry about it."

"John, baby you have to tell me what's wrong," I said to him.

He sighed and then looked at me and then his eyes went to the ceiling. "Its my dad, he called and asked me was my mom over here."

"Is she ok," I asked him. He just sighed and then came in the kitchen and sat at the table. I moved from the island and then sat down next to him.

"He said that he and her were supposed to meet up at his friend's house, but she didn't show up yet. So he thought that maybe she came over here to talk to me," He said and sighed.

I looked at him and then said, " I hope nothing is wrong with her, hope that she is ok."

He looked at me and frowned, "How can you say that after what she said to you?"

I sighed, " I know that she said some things, but I don't think that she meant them. She probably wasn't expecting you to move on or find someone, thought that you might still want Batista."

He sighed, " Yea, I know, but she didn't have to say them though. Even if she didn't mean it or not, but yea she probably didn't mean it. I just don't get why he would think that she would come here. He knows that she doesn't know about this place hell BATISTA doesn't know about it."

"Your mom doesn't know that you bought this place," I asked him.

He shook his head, "When everything was going down, I just wanted to be at peace and I thought the best way was to buy this place. So I searched and then Viola! I bought it. Didn't tell anyone, but my dad though wasn't on speaking terms with my mom."

I nodded my head at that understanding why he didn't want to tell him mom. She might have told him about this place and Batista would've came and hurt him. I frowned mentaly at that. I don't want no harm to come to him or the others and I will try my best to make sure that they are safe.

"Are you ok Rand," he asked me and placed a hand on my shoulders. I snapped out of it and looked at him. He had a look of worry on his face. I really love him and don't want anything to happen to him. I placed my hand on the back of his neck and pulled him to me so I could kiss him. He was shocked at first, but then started to move. Our kiss went from rough to passionate. We let go when we needed to breath and then he got up and pushed me back and straddled my legs and placed his arms around my neck and kissed me again. I put my hands around his waist and kissed back.

I pulled on his shirt and he moved a little so that I could pull it up and put my hands underneath it and up his back. He moaned in the kiss and I moved my hands to his chest and played with his nipples. He stopped the kiss and leaned his head back. He looked at me with lust in his eyes and it went to my cock and it hardened.

"I see someone wants to play," he said smiling at me.

"I guess so, must be because someone is moaning like crazy and its getting to me," I said to him and then nibbled on his neck.

He closed his eyes and then leaned he head over so I had better access, "Well... ah... If you keep doing what you are doing...ha.. you might get more." I looked at him and then he started to move hips and causing some friction between us. I groaned and he smiled.

"That is not funny," I said and then grabbed his hips with both hands and moved with him. He moaned and we were about to kiss again, but someone came in.

"Um, I came to see if you guys wanted to go out to eat, but I guess you are already busy," Shawn said laughing.

We both blushed and John got up from my lap and moved back to his seat; "Don't stop on my account," Shawn said and smiled.

"Trust me someone walking in on us is bad enough," John said putting his face in his hands.

"Well, me and guys want to go out to eat so if you are going then get ready," Shawn said then left out.

John groaned, " I can't believe he walked in on us."

I laughed and said, "Well, we are in a kitchen so somebody was bound to."

He looked up at me and hit me playfully, "Lets go get ready so we can go eat." And got up from the table from the table. I then thought of why I was originally here.

"Hey, what did you want earlier before the you know phone call," I asked him. He turned around like he was thinking about it and then said, "Its nothing don't worry about it." And then walked out. I frowned at that, but left it alone and headed upstairs to get dressed.

WITH BATISTA

After we dumped the bitch in the ocean, we headed back to the hotel and got cleaned up. Then when put the bloody clothes in a garbage bag and I went outside to set on fire and I thought about what happend.

They are never going to find her body, hell probably not going to do anything about it. She deserved it. She was going to tell on me and ruin the whole plan, so the bitch had to die. End of story. Whatever she was going to tell John is going with her to the grave. Literally.

I smirked at that and headed back inside; When I walked in, I saw Cason drinking a beer and watching something on TV. He must have knew I was looking at him so he looked at me for a moment and then looked back at the screen. I shook my head and sat down on my bed and watched what he was looking at.

It was some show about these stupid teens walking around and partying. Figures. He would watch some stupid reality show.

"Your mind is going to get smaller if you keep on watching this," I said to him.

"Nah, I find it funny actually. And It doesn't effect me," he said to me and didn't take his eyes off the screen.

I snorted at that, "Well, this is stupid to me."

"Hey, you don't have to watch it. You could always go to sleep you know," he said to me taking a swing of his beer.

"You would want me to do that won't you," I asked him.

"It doesn't matter to me what you do, you are going to do it anyway without me telling you," he said to me.

"What's that mean," I asked him frowning.

He sighed and said, "What that means is, no matter what I tell you or TRY to tell you, you do the opposite. So its like what the point of trying if its going on deaf ears? And you are so obessed with John that you are not listening."

"Look, I am trying to get someone that I love back. I miss him and want him back in my arms-"

"Please don't pull that whole 'I did him wrong and want to make up for it' bullshit because when he finds out that you killed his mom, he is not going to want to be around or near you. Hell, he doesn't want to now," he said to me looking at me.

I thought about and realized that he was right John wasn't going to want to be near me when he finds out that I did it. Or maybe I could say that it was a mistake or accident.

Right keep telling yourself that dude

It might work

No it won't, you killed his mother. He is going to hate you for life and want to kill you.

I will make him understand some way.

How are you going to tell him that you killed his mom in a nice way?

I-I don't know, but I will try to think of something

Right, if you can

I just sighed and laid back on the bed, I guess I could go to sleep.

"Don't think to hard on it, either way you put it, he is going to hate you," Cason said and I drifted off to sleep.

*JOHN'S POV*

We were all dressed and ready to go to the restaurant; We decided to go to Red Lobster because everyone had a taste for some seafood. We got to the place, ate and had a good time like we didn't have a care in the world. But my mom was still on my mind. I was hoping that my dad would find her and everything would be ok. Then I thought back to when Randy had asked me what I had wanted with him before I got the call.

I froze when I heard that and wanted to tell him, but I just told him nothing and got ready to go eat with the guys. I sighed at that. Will I ever tell him how I feel or will it take FOREVER to tell him? I don't know.

When we were all ready to go we headed back to the house. We talked some more and then watched some TV. When we got tired, we all said our good nights and headed to our rooms. Me and Randy took a shower together and did a little 'extra' in there. Then when we got out, we dried and then made love on the bed.

When we were done, we laid in the bed in the afterglow. My head was on his chest and his arm was around my waist.

"I had fun today with everyone," He said to me.

"Yea, me too; We warily have time to do something like that and we weren't worried about a thing either," I said to him.

"Yea, but even though we were having fun, I could tell that you were thinking about your mom," he said to me.

My eyes widen and I looked up at him.

"How did you know that," I asked him.

"I could tell by the way that you were looking. Your body was there, but you mind was somewhere else. I am sure that if something is wrong then you dad would call you and tell you," he said and kissed me on my forehead.

I noddd my head and said, "Yea, he will. But I still can't help but to worry about it- I mean, how would you take it if your father called you asking where your mother was?"

"I would be thinking the same as you, hell, I would be searching with him. But then I would pray and hope that we would find her alright," he said to me.

I sighed and he was right; The only that that I could do now is pray that she is ok and that my dad will find her. And I am glad that they made up- or well it sounded like they did. I sighed and put my head back on his chest and closed my eyes and wrapped my arms tighter around Randy.

*DREAM*

Me and Randy were in a park having a picnic with the guys; We were all laughing and joking not caring about a thing. Randy asked me to go to the lake so that he could talk to me about something. He stood up and we walked hand-in-hand to the lake.

It was beautiful, the birds were chirping and the sun was shining bright. We made it to the lake and watch the waves for a little while. I turned to him.

"Randy, what is it that you have to tell me," I asked him smiling.

Randy just looked at me, but didn't say a word.

I frowned, "Randy, babe? Are you ok?"

He just looked at me and then frowned and smirked.

"Babe, what's wrong?"

Then the next thing that I knew the sky got dark, I looked up and saw that it might rain. I looked over at Randy to tell him that we should head back to the others, but when I looked Randy was no longer there, it was Bastista. I tried to run, but he caught me and grabbed me by my shoulders.

"You will never escape me and I will never let you go," he said meancingly. "Did you really think that I would let a precious creature like you go?" he asked me.

"P-please let me go," I said to him pleading, but his grip got tighter on my arms and he moved my face closer to him.

"If I can't have you, then Randy-fucking- Orton can't," He said to me. I was about to ask him to let me go, but we both went in the lake together.

I was trying to get out of his grip and he finally let me go. I was swimming away from him and trying to make it back to shore, but it seemed like I was going to make it.

Just as I thought that I was, something grabbed my leg, I looked and saw that it was him and I tried to kick him, but we went further and further down. The lower we got, the more oxygen I was losing.

Is this the end for me?

I closed my eyes and let whatever happened, happend. Just as I was about to give up hope I heard a voice calling me.

John

Who is that? Who is calling me?

John, baby please open your eyes

Who is this?

I opened my eyes and then blinking them to try and focus. I sat up and looked around. I was in my house. My old house, the one that I had with Bastista.

"John, sweetie are you alright?"

I looked to see who was talking to me and it was my mom.

"Mom, what are we doing here?"

"I can't tell you, but just know that I love you."

I frowned at that, "What do you mean?" What are you talking about?"

She bent down and put both of hands on my cheeks and kissed me on the forehead. When she looked back at me, she had tears in her eyes.

"Mom, whats wrong?"

"I am so sorry John, I didn't mean to hurt you the way that I did. But know that all you have to do is look and you will find the answers that you seek."

"Mom, what are you talking about? What answers?"

"She smiled at me and then the scenery changed. We were at the park that I used to go to when I was younger. I had fun in this park all of my memories came from here.

My mom stood up and walked further in to the park. I got up and followed her.

"I remember this place, had alot of memories here."

"Yes, yes we did." She said and then looked at the sunrise. I looked to and was living in the moment. Remembering all the times that we had.

Then she started to walk further and held her hand out and looked back at me and smiled. I smiled back for a moment, but then frowned as I saw a huge tidal wave come at her.

"MOM LOOK OUT!"

The wave hit us and then I was back in the water, but I heard her say, "You will need to look into the compartment to find your answers."

I closed my eyes and sanked lower.

*DREAM ENDS*

I snapped up out of the dream and then looked to see what time it was; it was 2:00 in the morning. I ran a hand through my hand and thought about the dream that I had. It was weird and I still couldn't figure out what she meant by look into the compartment.

I sighed and shook my head and closed my eyes for a while and saw the dream in reverse and it got weirder and weirder each time.

I felt movement beside me and looked at Randy; He was knocked out and died to the world. I just laid back down and closed my eyes.

I was about to drift off, when my phone ranged. My eyes widen and I looked at it.

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